pening lagi.

mak andam+pelamin at my place: rm2300
mak andam+pelamin at his place: rm1700
kad jemputan (my place and his place): rm1688
photographer: rm2400


total (excluding all other details): rm8088





huhu. tu tak termasuk jamuan, hantaran, mas kahwin, doorgifts, ape2 bende kecik2 lagi. pening weh pening!


kesimpulan: nak kawen? kumpul duit dpd sem 1 kat uni.





random: nak tau kenape kad jemputan smpi rm1700? sbb my dad nak 1000 keping. SERIBU KEPING. his dad nak 750 keping. so total 1750 keping. kalo sekeping rm0.90? darab la sendiri. so kalo u all nak makan free sile la dtg my house yek. meh2 tinggal address kat komen kalo nak kad jemputan.


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Yang indah hanya sementara
Yang abadi adalah kenangan
Yang ikhlas hanya dari hati
Yang tulus hanya dari sanubari



Tidak mudah mencari yang hilang
Tidak mudah mengejar impian



Namun yg lebih susah mempertahankan yg ada
Karena walaupun tergenggam bisa terlepas juga
Ingatlah pada pepatah, "Jika kamu tidak memiliki apa yang kamu sukai, maka sukailah apa yang kamu miliki saat ini"



Belajar menerima apa adanya dan berpikir positif
Hidup bagaikan mimpi, seindah apapun,
begitu bangun semuanya sirna tak berbekas
Rumah mewah bagai istana, harta benda yang tak terhitung, kedudukan, dan jabatan yg luar biasa, namun..



Ketika nafas terakhir tiba, sebatang jarum pun tak bisa dibawa pergi
Sehelai benang pun tak bisa dimiliki
Apalagi yang mau diperebutkan
Apalagi yang mau disombongkan



Maka jalanilah hidup ini dengan keinsafan nurani
Jangan terlalu perhitungan
Jangan hanya mau menang sendiri
Jangan suka sakiti sesama apalagi terhadap mereka yang berjasa bagi kita
Belajarlah tiada hari tanpa kasih
Selalu berlapang dada dan mengalah
Hidup ceria, bebas leluasa



Tak ada yang tak bisa di ikhlaskan
Tak ada sakit hati yang tak bisa dimaafkan
Tak ada dendam yang tak bisa terhapus.




Taken from here

circles of my life.

CIRCLE ONE:THE OUTSIDE
1. What's your name: Yuhaniz Anuar
2. How tall are you: 157 cm, i think.
3. What color are your eyes: Kinda brown. Or black. I dont know.
4. What color is your hair: Black
5. Are you Male or Female: Female
6. What is your best feature (physically): I would say..none.
7. What's your shoe size: Sometimes it's 7, sometimes it's 8 (ok shut up now i know its huge)
8. Glasses, yes or no: Yes
9. Did you ever have braces: Never. My mom said its ok to wear braces, if and only if your teeth situation is either making you sick, or so embarrassed you cannot go anywhere without covering your mouth with something. Its like mengubah kejadian Tuhan, she said. And she works as the person you will go to if you want to repair your teeth, so its kinda saying something.
10. On a typical day you are wearing: Tshirt and jeans.
11. When you go to bed you're wearing: Pyjamas.
12. Work out/exercise about how often: Not often. haha.

CIRCLE TWO: MUSIC
1. Name five of your favorite bands: Paramore (Hayley Williams rawks!), Muse, MCR (oh they're like super cool), and..... that's all, i think.
2. Name five of your favorite singers: Hayley Williams, Mariah Carey, Kelly Clarkson, Shakira, Rihanna, and the list goes on.
3. Name three songs you are currently playing non-stop: The Only Exception-Paramore, Solo-Iyaz, Hati Yang Kau Sakiti-Rossa
4. Name one song (give lyrics) that best describes your life right now: Airplanes - B.O.B
6. When you're driving, what are the preset stations on your radio: Fly.Fm. If there is no signal, I play my cds.
7. What's the last CD you bought: I never bought any. I download and burn them myself.
8. Name one song/band/singer you're embarrassed to like but do: Justin Bieber. He's a baby, but all his songs are pretty cool. huhu.
9. If you could only attend one concert ever again, it would be: I hate concerts. I cant stand to be in crowded places, they make my head spins like mad. So I will not be attending any.
10. Name one band/singer you absolutely can't stand: Oh there's a long list of that, you know.

CIRCLE THREE: MOVIES/TELEVISION
1. Name your favorite actor: George Clooney. Seriously.
2. Name your favorite actress: Jessica Alba. She is smoking hot!
3. Name your favorite television show right now: Grey's Anatomy, obviously.
4. Name five really cool movies you've recently seen: I think i watched really crappy movies these days, because i cant remember any except IpMan.
5. Your favorite cancelled television show: None.
6. Name one movie you wish you hadn't wasted time/money on recently: Lagenda Budak Setan.
7. You would never watch a movie with: Anyone from the opposite gender except for him and my little brother.
8. Favorite candy/food to watch movies with: I dont like popcorn. It makes me thirsty. Plus munching sounds annoy me a lot.
9. Three favorite tv channels: 8TV, StarWorld, National Geographic, AXN, and many many more.
10. Favorite reality show: America's Next Top Model, So You Think You Can Dance
11. Favorite character on a reality show: Miss J in America's Next Top Model and Cat Deeley from So You Think You Can Dance.

CIRCLE FOUR: WORD ASSOCIATION(Write the first word/thing/person that comes into your head when you read this word:)

1. Coffee: Iced Caramel Latte from Dunkin Donut.
2. Dog: UUUGGGGHHHH!
3. Slut: err..no one.
4. Candy: Ferrero Rocher.
5. Pole: Golf?
6. Ocean: Blue.
7. Brave: Null.
8. Loving: Khairul Fadzli.
9. Cookie: No Nut Cookies by Famous Amos.
10. Death: is coming.
11. Life: is good, I guess.
12. Child: UUUGGGGHHH! and you will say the same if you are a teacher.

CIRCLE FIVE: WHICH WOULD YOU PREFER:(italic/bold the one you prefer)
1. Ten guilty men go free OR One innocent man goes to jail for life
2. Eaten by a lion OR Eaten by thousands of small insects - NEITHER.
3. A life without love OR A life with love and heartache - A life with him. If it comes with heartaches, then be it.
4. Skydiving from a plane OR Bungee jumping off a bridge - Something safer, please?
5. No television OR No music - No laptop with internet connection. The rest i can live without.
6. No more pizza, ever OR No more chocolate
7. A trip to Europe OR A trip to Hawaii -A trip to all around the world. FOC!
8. An hour with your future soul mate OR An hour with a lost loved one so i can tell them how deeply sorry i am for hurting their hearts.
9. No longer being able to cry OR No longer being able to feel the need to cry - I am a cry baby. Deal with it.

10. Sex without love OR Love without sex - SEX WITH LOVE
11. Loving someone who doesn't love you OR Being loved by someone you don't love - Both are going to hurt like hell, so it doesnt matter which one i choose.

CIRCLE SIX: THE LOVE LIFE
1. Are you currently in a relationship: Yep.
2. Are you currently looking/interested in someone: Yes of course.
5. How many times have you been "in love": Like really in love: once. But there are a few times when i thought i was in love.
6. Looking back, how do you feel about that person(s) now: Ive learnt a lot from them. About when to say no, about not giving what shouldnt be given, about speaking up your heart and mind, well, like I said, a lot. So i would like to thank them for all of those lessons. And i dont hate them. I dont do hate. Hate is not my thing. I just dont care for them anymore.
7. Name three things (physically) you look for in someone: Its a long list you know. But in the end, when you are in love, like really in love with that someone, you will just accept him the way he is, all those requirements wont matter anymore.
8. Name three things (mentally/emotionally) you look for in someone: Ive answered that.
9. Biggest turn offs include: Shouting at me. I dont care if I was wrong or I was right, I just cant stand people raising up their voices to me. If I was wrong, tell me nicely. Im a good listener, you know.
10. Your ideal date would be: Him.
11. You want to get married, where, when, how: Of course I do want to get married, sometime in november, in my own house, by my own dad.
12. Does anyone have feelings for you right now that you don't return: Yes. At least I hope he does.

CIRCLE SEVEN: THE FRIENDS(of your friends, who would you say is:)
1. The one you immediately go to with a problem: Nurain Abdul Rahman.
2. The most rational: Khairul Fadzli.
3. The funniest: Khairul Fadzli.
4. The one you spend the most time on the phone with: Khairul Fadzli.
5. The craziest (but in a good way): Nur Ili Syazwani Mohd Yazid.
6. The most honest: Nurain Abdul Rahman.
7. The purest: Wan Norhayati W Mohd Sobri.
8. The smartest: Nurul Hanna Ismail and Farini Salim.
9. The most athletic: Nurul Hanna Ismail. At least she used to be. I dont know about now.
10. The most compassionate: Nur Nadiah Zainal Abidin.
11. The one most likely to get thrown in jail and why: Nur Ili Syazwani Mohd Yazid and Nur Nazra Zakaria. Kerana mereka sangat gila.
12. The last one that said "I love you": Khairul Fadzli.

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after all these years we have been together, you still give me butterflies in my tummy. i am still nervous when you are around. you still make my heart beats a little bit faster. and my love for you grows even stronger. i love you, and in the end, it is all that matters.


















happy anniversary, sayang.

my weekend.

hi guys.

on monday yati came out with a suggestion of going to kota tinggi to buy some baju kurung. i at first kinda hesitated to agree, because i thought the kem kepimpinan was going to be held last week. then when i found out that that camp will be held this week instead, i gave her a yes and off we, by we i mean me, liza, kak na (yati's sister) and yati, went to kota tinggi. bertolak dpd umah around 8am, because we were waiting for kak na to arrive.

sampai kota dlm pkul 9 lebih kot, tgk banyak gile weh baju kurung!!! but various shops offer you various range of prices la kan, so we went to shop after shop surveying for cheaper prices and prettier clothes, and we ended up shopping at the first shop we went when we first arrived. funny how that happened, right? i usually surveyed shop after shop to buy shoes, especially, and i always ended up in the first shop i entered. khairul said its a waste of time (sbb die yang selalu jadi mangsa round 1 midvalley or jusco tebrau nak cari my shoes kan ahahaha), why dont i just buy the shoes that i like the first time i saw them, right? but i think he should speak for himself. sbb die lagi cerewet kalo nak beli brg, abes satu shopping complex nak tawaf, bile i dah gave up buat muka paling penat dlm dunia and die pon tak sampai hati tgk muka i penat (hihi this is one of many2 reasons why i love him, he cant bear to see my sulking, tired face. he's kinda sweet that way)baru la die stop and go straight to that particular shop. hihi. girl power weh!

anyway we went round and round the small town, and we ended up buying some 2 pairs of baju kurung for each of us, and everyone except me bought that baju na o mei (the dress is beautiful, but im not the type of person who wears skirt, or skirt-like-cloth, except for baju kurung, just so u know). im pretty satisfied with the outcomes, tapi walaupun ade banyak gile kot pilihan, i still find it difficult to find the ones that i like. huhu. takpelah next time buleh pegi lagi, its not that far from home, about 40km from pasir gudang.

and on sunday, i went to melaka to visit his new workplace. oh did i tell u that he quits his job at putrajaya already? he got this offer from utem to be a tutor at faculty of manufacturing eng, and because he loves engineering so much (but he dont want to be an engineer, plus he hates that ptd job spec), he accepts the offer and moved to melaka. so melaka will be my second state after johor la after this, looks like im going to stay there for the rest of my life. hihi. anyway melaka is one interesting state, and yeah, i think im going to like it there. hihi.

and my favourite pic of the day.








that's all, i think. going to melaka again this sunday, insya Allah, im pretty excited when he is closer to me, distance wise. and will be going to singapore for a social visit organized by my school, on 17th july. cant wait to jalan2 with all my colleagues!


adios!