diari puasa: day 5 and day 6.

assalamualaikum.

puasa day 5.
masih teringin nak karipap sardin sebab 2 hari lepas cari karipap sardin tak puas hati. sebab intinya kentang campur sardin. kita nak sardin yang byk2 bawang tu. =(. pun pg bazar maka jumpa. sbb hari ni hari rabu kan jadi pegi pasar lah. beli sotong. ayam. sayur. hari ni nak makan kari ayam dgn sambal sotong. sayur husband's special, sawi cina with oyster sauce.
smpi rumah lepak dulu.pukul 6.15 baru start masak. husband bersihkan ayam, sotong. kita kupas bawang. pastu masak2 smpi pukul 7.10. bukak kat sini pukul 7.19. dan memang style kami, buka puasa dgn kuih dulu, solat pastu baru mkn berat. sebabnya tak nak solat lambat, sebab kita makan memang lambat. tak bleh kejar2, paksa makan laju2 sebab nanti cepat je nk muntah. jadi kami buka puasa dgn ini dulu.

karipap sardin, kurma, plain hot water for me (since i cannot drink tea at all) dan teh o untuk suami. pastu kami solat. pas solat baru makan nasi.


subhanallah. bila tengok sendiri rasa lapar. =( kami jarang buka puasa dgn 2 protein. slalunya maksimum 2 lauk je. tapi hari ni kita menggatal nak makan kari (im a sucker fo curry la these days, hari2 rasa mcm nak makan kari je), husband request sambal sotong. alhamdulillah. cukup 5 hari berpuasa. =)

puasa day 6.

7 masa hari ni. balik umah dah melepek, tak larat pun nak masak. husband pun penat mengemas agaknya ( ke takde motivasi nak masak now wife dah lembik semacam huhu), ajak pegi beli je makanan kat bazar. sejak mengandung, kita dan makanan bazar ataupun pasar malam memang tak sehaluan. kalau makan confirm muntah. mentaliti kot? kalo makan luar pun mcm tu. fast food ke, restoren thai ke, sume tak bleh stay lama dlm perut. nak makan makanan masak kat rumah jugak baru elok tak muntah. huhu. tapi since betul2 tak larat, gagahkan jugak la beli mknn kat bazar.

kita beli nasi ambeng (ambeng ye bukan ambang, marah orang johor nanti ^^) dan husband beli nasi lemak kukus ayam rempah. dengan kuih akok. kuih akok dia mcm oily sket, jadi kita makan satu je. dah solat, makan nasi. mula2 mcm berselera, tapi rupanya cuma 1/3 je nasi dlm polisterin tu luak. husband jgn cakap la, licin berkilau pinggan dia. hehe. rasa mcm ok ni, takde pun nak muntah. tapi sendawa memang mcm org tua tak boleh berhenti.

masuk solat isyak, rakaat ke-3, kita termuntah. berhenti solat dan muntah semuntah2nya, sampai lembik. dah tak terawih mlm tadi =( mlm minum susu, muntah lagi. tapi tidur sungguh2 lena, langsung tak bangung kencing. sedar2 dah pukul 4.30. bangun masak megi, husband nak sahur megi. kita makan roti wholemeal sekeping, sosej 2 batang, nugget ayam seketul, air horlicks 1 mug. belum pun masuk waktu subuh, kita dah muntahkan sosej2 dan nugget tu =( tapi alhamdulillah, puasa 6 hari dah cukup. =)

puasa day 7.

sekarang ni kat sekolah adalah super lembik. mengajar pun bagi budak latihan, pastu kita duduk. serius tak larat nak berdiri dan bercakap. ni kejap lagi ada meeting panitia matematik pukul 12.30. meeting panitia maths memang slalu hari jumaat pukul 12.30, sbb semua cikgu maths skolah ni adalah perempuan. hehe. sains pun sama. harap2 bleh bertahan sampai berbuka. sayangnya nak tuang puasa... bukan selalu ada peluang puasa penuh. tapi kita dah turun 2kg sejak puasa hari tu.. jadi selasa ni ade checkup, husband suruh tanya nurse, is it ok for me to fast, will it harm the baby kalo berat turun byk sgt in a short time.. kalo boleh, teruskan, kalo tak boleh, hmm.. puasa celam celop la jawabnya... takkan nak tinggal smpi sebulan.. =(

hari ni insya Allah berbuka dgn homecooked meal. penat2 pun kena masak.


assalamualaikum. =)

a looooooonggg update.

assalamualaikum.

heya everyone.

i havent been blogging for a looooooong while. last entry was on february 26. today is july 25, so its almost 5 months i havent write anything in this so-called blog. layak ke panggil blog kalo jarak between entries is 5 months apart? T_T

well, in 5 months, of course a lot had happened. have to make a list to be thorough. kehkeh.

1. i finished my third semester.
well, this was most probably my hardest semester so far. ive so much to do at school, so ive to drop my projek master and extend one more semester. havent got time to write or read, even to finish assignments for two subjects, i had to struggle to find time. so my master will finish some time around may 2013 hopefully... i dont want to extend semester anymore. =( dan adalah sangat tak berharap untuk score sem ni, sebab my finals suck (for both papers) and my carry marks was so low. hopefully i can manage to pass, i dont want to repeat anything. =(

2. husband finished his study.
which means, he's going to leave me for work next monday. huaaaaa sad sad sad ='( gonna be alone and lonely. buka sorg. sahur sorg. selama setahun setengah kawen ni, the longest that ive been away from him was during my induksi. itupun saya di jb, dia di pasir gudang. 2 malam. tak biasa tidur sorang2... =( dah la penakutnya subhanallah.. selama ni ada kawan tidur. everytime i woke up in the middle of the night after a nightmare, i know that he'll be beside me jadi takde la takut sangat. sekarang ni, i guess i have to go back to the days where i slept with the lights on. =( but he'll be back on weekends. jumaat petang smpi isnin pagi. or i'll go to melaka. whichever la ikut sape free. but the draw back of leaving in a separate state, besides having to be apart from each other la, is that duit memang jalan mcm air... bayangkan lah sewa rumah 2 biji, rumah sini rm400, rumah kat sane rm500. situ je dh rm900. minyak kereta ulang alik untuk husband, mau jugak jejak dlm 200 sebulan. saya pegi sana naik bus je kot. tu pon smpi bulan 11 je. pastu tak larat dah. nape? nanti last skali i tell u ok. ^^

3. i sold off my myvi. and all the memories with it. which i not regret.
so now i officially have no car to my name. husband bought me a viva, which costs around rm550 per month for 7 years loan tenure. dulu myvi tu buat 5 tahun, jadi sebulan rm8++. agak berat kan, with our financial yg haywire skrg ni. tapi tu takde masalah kot sbb all are in budget. alhamdulillah dgn gaji yang dah naik, kenaikan tahunan yang dah naik jugak, mampu lagi sebenarnya nak bayar myvi tu. tapi bila kami dah bincang, rasenye this is th best way kot. to clear off my hutang. sebab?

4. i bought a house.
or in a process of buying one la sebenarnya. dekat area kerubung. since we are planning to settle down in melaka (dont really have a choice sebenarnya, sebab husband ade contract dgn utem for God knows how long) so we decided to buy a house here. rumah semi D cluster one storey, corner lot. 48x73, saiz rumah 26x73 jadi we have some extra tanah which is roughly about 22 kaki lebar. besar kan? and the price? rm250000. can u believe that? kalo kat kl dgn harga ni cuma mampu dpt apartment kot? jadi kami sangat thankful and grateful sbb nak duduk kat melaka, where the real estate are still within our budget range. =)) sebulan dlm rm1300, so we have to clear off my debt so that boleh guna my government loan untuk buat housing loan.

5. last but not least,


tada!
this picture was taken around may kot? mase ni almost 6 weeks. skrg alhamdulillah, dah 19 weeks, almost 5 months. doktor bagi EDD end of december around christmas, so saya tak payah naik awal ke skolah (yeayersss!!) or hopefully, dah dpt pindah melaka la time tu. aminnn. i will write about my pregnancy later when i got time (bila tah). but until then, yeah, im almost 5 months pregnant. and i'll be alone in half of my pregnancy sbb my husband jauh kannnnnn.. semoga kita dua2 bertabah ye baby. ^^ dan alhamdulillah, dah 4 hari puasa. belum tuang lagi. semoga diberi kekuatan dan kesempatan untuk puasa penuh tahun ni... =)

till then.

assalamualaikum.