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"what if we get married at the end of this year and i cannot get transferred until after my position is confirmed? i cannot think of the possibility of being away from you especially when we are officially allowed to live together..."

"baby, we survived four years of relationship away from each other..why cant we survive this..?i know its hard for both of us..but i have a strong faith that we can survive this.."

"but still..away from u..."

"i know its hard baby..i know..its hard for me too..but we can try right.."

"yeah..but what's the point of getting married so soon if we still have to be away from each other..?"

"at least everything will be appropriate, halal and legal...right.."

"still..three years is like forever..."

"you can come here during school holidays..or every other weekend..n i can come and meet you there also.."

"and stay with you for like 3 days and have to leave again? i dont think i can.."

"i know u can..try filling in the transfer form every time it is available..i'll find ways to get you transferred here as soon as possible..if we have to appeal, we appeal..ok.."

"yeah..i guess i dont have much choice.."

"baby, it is only 300km..my superior has been away from his wife for like three years now, and his wife is somewhere in sabah.. imagine that.. at least we still can meet every weekend if you like.."

"yeah...right...but still..."

"ok now, do u want to get married or not? because if this is causing u pain and doubt, we can delay..but i rather not.."

"no, i want to...i guess i have to work on that 'away' part as hard as i can.."

"i know u can baby..i know we will survive this.."

killing time.

i am updating from postgraduate research room (control and instrumentation research group) UTM.

why am i here?

khairul was back 2 days ago bcz he had a meeting with the fabrication factory (or something like that, im not sure) and his supervisor regarding his prototype. so while waiting for him to settle his research works, i took out his laptop (curik keluar dpd backpack die hahaha) and his modem and sit here at his workspace (or ex-workspace, i must say, though this cubicle still got his name and stuff lying around) and tada! hahaha. just to kill time. so boring la waiting without doing nothing. its not like i understand what they were talking about, since they were talking in a different language. mechanical engineering language ke ape ntah. malas nak bother.

oh i moved out from the crappy crappy house rented by crappy crappy owner. n the house i moved into is such a big house with a big rent. rm600. can u believe it? mahal gile woh. but the house is humongous, with kitchen cabinet with the stove attached, 3 bedroom with 3 bathroom, a dining hall, and practically 3 huge halls. and two parking lots. memang sgt worth the rent. oh nanti i'll snap some pictures and upload them here. and we each got one bedroom and one bathroom, so no toilet sharing. haha.

ok lah since he has finished with his work, i think i'll stop here. see u soon!!