teacher's words.

salam.

life sungguh hectic ye sejak akhir2 ni.sungguh la.sape kate jd cikgu ni senang?uhuhuhuhu.oh.mungkin jd cikgu memg senang.jd cikgu praktikal yg susah.seriously.tgk kat lesson plan pon dh tau.lesson plan cikgu praktikal smpi berkajang2,tp lesson plan cikgu btol hanya sehelai sehari.SEHELAI SEHARI ok.kalo sehari ada 3 kelas nk kene ajar,can u imagine how short their lesson plan are?sungguh tidak adil.but life is never fair.right?

penat.serious penat.penat fizikal sbb byk sgt jalan,naik tangga.penat mental sbb fikir nk ajar ape,mcm mane nk tackle students yg seriously mcm2 ragam.penat emosi sbb byk sgt bersabar dgn budak2 punye perangai.

but im soo lucky.so lucky to be placed at the same skul with aifaa.at least ade la org yg bleh rase susah mengajar same2.nk kongsi murid sape paling teruk.so lucky to be surrounded by people yg tak putus2 bg emotional support.ma,ayah.kawan2 baik cam faiz,nahar,hilmi,nadlyn,aifaa (ok,knp kwn baik sy lebih ramai lelaki dpd perempuan??).the best cousin on earth,ain.n en. Boyfren,yg always keep up dgn my unstable emotion (bile sy penat,sy suka marah die.n thank God die penyabar,walau sudah byk kali kesabaran die tercabar).uhuhuhuhuhu.

n budak2 sebenarnya takdela teruk sgt.diorg mcm bleh rase ape perception kite pd diorg,dn diorang akan react mengikut ape yg kite rase tu.seriously.ntah lah.there is no black n white, no book to tell u how to react with the students.semuanya bergantung kpd kebolehan kite nk adjust care kite mengajar dgn attitude budak2.contohnye la,takkan la kite nk expect kelas2 last untuk faham ape yg kite ajar dlm sekali kelas je?ade kemungkinan diorg memg langsung takkan faham ape yg kite ajar.so bg la diorg ape yg diorg bleh bwk.untuk kelas2 last ni,for me, kalo diorg bleh dok diam dn salin nota pon adalah satu pencapaian yg sgt membanggakan.tak bleh lokek langsung nk bg appreciation pd diorg.sbb tu yg diorg cari.perhatian.penghargaan.memg la kalo budak2 besar mengada2 mintak nk kate die bagus setiap kali buat kerja haruslah ditampar atau ditumbuk dgn kekuatan maksima,tp untuk this little crowd, the unfortunate students or so we call them,memg tak bleh lokek langsung.diorg akan lg semangat nk buat kerje bile die tau kite tau yg diorg buat kerje.ntah lah.susah nk cerita pon.

tp masih ade lg students yg beria minta diajar.i hv this one student(sebenarnye student aifaa but since he always use my lappy so i consider him as my student too),mintak aifaa ajar mcm mane nk gune komputer,he's form 5,dn kelas bagus sbb die amek science stream.untuk skolah harian,budak2 science stream ni di kire budak pandai la.dn die masih lg menaip dgn menggunakan SATU JARI.ONE FINGER.mungkin langsung takde exposure pd komputer.tp dh tingkatan lima.dn bukan kelemahan die dgn komputer yg sy cuba sampaikan kat sini.tp his respect to us teachers.his appreciation.bcz die ni blaja ngn aifaa secara intensif d luar waktu kelas,so stiap kali die dtg,he keeps apologizing, 'sory teacher ive wasted ur time.','minta maaf cikgu.' dn bila abis je belajar, 'die akan bersungguh2 kate 'thank you teacher', 'terima kasih cikgu' byk2 kali. n he's a singh.not even a muslim.terharu dgn kesungguhan die nk belajar.

i hv this one class.tingkatan 2.sgt teruk.kelas second last.my first impression,besela kelas teruk,so susah nk control.mase first class,i dun know what to do to control the class.tp bile masuk mnggu keempat,kelima,diorg sebenarnye tak susah untuk dikawal.cume kite kene mengajar mengikut phase diorg.tak bleh nk letak objektif tinggi2.mule2 memg sgt susah hati bile dpt kelas ni.tp yg paling buat sy terkejut,setiap kali abes kelas,diorg sume(lelaki dn perempuan) akan salam dn cium tgn sy sebelum keluar dpd lab komputer.see,diorg masih lg ade rase hormat pd cikgu.cume kite kene tau mcm mane nk kekalkan rase tu.

seriously, i love these people.sgt2 syg student2 ni.dpd tingkatan 1 yg memg takut kalo dpt soalan maths,so itulah modal semasa sy kalo nk soh diorg diam, tingkatan 2 yg ingat diorg dh otai sbb dh masuk form 2 dn ade junior,tingkatan 3 yg sgt nakal tp masih lg ingat yg diorg ade pmr,tingkatan 4 yg suke nk manja2 dgn cikgu,dn tingkatan 5 yg asyik mintak no telefon dn ajak kawen,all of these people slalu buat sy tersenyum sendiri..sape kate jd cikgu tak seronok?

that's my fifth week.7 more to go.rase mcm cepat sgt mase dh berlalu.

merapu 2.

Have your parents ever caught you drinking?

-nope.i jz dont drink.

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?

-tlg aifaa btolkan alignment printer.yeah we are mcgyvers.

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?

-en. Boyfren.

Last restaurant you went to?

-kfc like 3 days ago sbb dpt  voucher isi minyak rm30 kat petronas.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

- en. Boyfren.

Did you have an exciting last weekend?

- yes bcz my mom was here n i got one whole day for myself.

Have you ever crawled through a window?

-err..why shud i again?

The last item you spent your money on?

-my car.isi minyak.

What is your current addiction or obsession?

-nescafe,bcz i literally start and end my day with a cup of nescafe.and sleep.lots and lots and lots of undisturbed,sound sleep.

Is there a secret you've never told your parents?

- oh like u would not believe!!

Do you like yourself?

-of course i do.what's not to like?

Have you ever dyed your hair?

-my mom will kill me if i ever dyed my hair.

Are you wearing a necklace?

-nope.

Who is someone you wish you could fix things with?

-sgt byk org.sgt byk org.sgt byk org.

Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?

-nope.

Are you an emotional person?

-yes.

What's something that can always make you feel better?

-sleep.n an episode of grey's anatomy.ahahahaha.

Did your parents spoil you as a child?

-tidak.my parents were kinda strict  that time.but now,all my sisters n brother were literally a bunch of spoilt brats.huh.wonder where all the strictness go.

Will this weekend be a good one?

-this is weekend n its  good.kinda.

Who can always cheer you up?

-mom,icah n a'ad,aifaa,along, n en.  Boyfren. (nk jwb family frens n boyfren nmpk cliche sgt.ahahaha)

Have you ever gone nude/streaked in public?

-why shud i?

Have you ever throw up in public?

-like lots of time.im a frequent-thrower.ahahaha. (is there even such thing?)

What do you want right now?

-gourmet pie @ secret recipe.ade sape2 rase mcm nk blanje?

Who hugged you last?

-mommy.uwuwuwuwuwu.

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?

-oh yes.i hv like 5 of en. Boyfren's tshirt n im actually wearing one right now. (tshirt putih besar gabak yg de tulis adidas new zealand all blacks ni syg,in case u dont remember.u gave me this tshirt n all other tshirts sbb turun kaler n u suruh i bleach kan.n that was like what,3 years ago?hikhik.sori2.nt anis bg ye.weee~)

Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?

-like sooo many times.mule2 memg rase sakit hati thp buleh jadi super saiya ke-empatbelas.tp skrg dh mls nk layan.mulut org bkn kite leh tutup.kalo redha je kan dpt pahala.hik.

Do you steal people's boyfriends or girlfriends?

-i dun think so....did i?ahahahaha.

Who was the last person to come to your house?

-dh lame sgt tak balik umah ni...uhuhuhuu~

Have you ever worked in a food place?

-slalu je berangan nk keje.tp en. Father kate no way!

What would you name your future daughter?

-ahahahaha.en. Boyfren,sila jwb soalan ini.

What's going on between you and the person you like?

-definitely something very good.

What was your worst mistake in your life?

-haih will sum up everything.

Would you get back with your last ex if they asked you?

-a big NO.no way.

What's something you really want right now, be honest

-home?like real home,with mom n dad n icah n a'ad?uwuwuwuu.

Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?

-those butterflies never actually leave my stomach.they are always there.huuu.but a healthy amount of nervousness is good if u are a teacher u know.it means that u know u are carrying such a huge responsibility.

Does anything on your body hurt right now?

-yeah.

Who was the last person to disappoint you?

-nobody.

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

-en. Boyfren.

What are you listening to?

-always be my baby, david cook's version.

What's a quote from a song that you are listening to?

-time cant erase the feeling this strong....

Have you ever punched a hole in the wall?

- i dun hv any intention to hurt my hand,at least at the moment.so nope.never.

Do you know someone in jail?

-err...nope.i guess not.

Highlight of today?

-today is jz like any other sunday.ordinary sunday.

Where were you at 2:00 this morning?

-my room.

Who did you copy this from?

-nikie my junior.

How do you know them?

-college.

Do you wear contact lenses?

-yeah.

Anywhere you'd rather be right now?

-home.

Are you going anywhere for the next summer?

-no plans yet.

Do you have plans today?

-yes.

Waiting for someone to call/text?

-en. Boyfren baru je msg kate nk g mkn kfc,so im not expecting him to call or msg me any sooner.huhu.

Will you call them if they don't call/text?

-nope.like i said,im not expecting any call or msges.

What's a fact about the last person had their arms around you?

-she's my mom?

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?

-en. Boyfren's.heee.

Could you go a day without eating?

- i think i can.

Do you know anyone that smokes?

-yes sure.

Do you still talk to the last person you dated?

-yes.

Have you ever kissed a stranger?

-nope.

Do your parents force you to go to church or let you make the decision?

-i was born muslim n am sooo grateful for that.

When it comes to the opposite sex, what is your type?

-brad pitt,jc chasez (nsync),edward cullen,n derek shepherd all rolled into one.hihi. (en. Boyfren, i still love u more.hee.)

How's your day so far?

-jz like any other day.

Ever been in italy?

-nope.

Can you do splits?

-err...define splits?

merapu 1.

Hati rase mcm x brape nk best, so nk post bende merapu lah.

1. Last beverage ♥ a can of nescafe. 
2. Last phone call ♥  en. Boyfren
3. Last text message ♥ en. Boyfren
4. Last song you listened to ♥ how do i live by trisha yearwood
5. Last time you cried ♥ like this morning? uwuwuwuwu.

HAVE YOU EVER :
6. Dated someone twice ♥ i dated en. Boyfren like a gazillion times already n planning to date again soon.heee.
7. Been cheated on ♥ nope.never.my exes are kinda good that way.never cheated on me.
8. when was your 1st love ♥ years ago.
9. Lost someone special? ♥ yup.
10. Been depressed? ♥ like all the time.
11. Been drunk? ♥not drinking.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. light pink
13. baby blue.
14. black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU :
15. Made new friends ♥ like a lot.
17. Laughed until you cried ♥ yes.sure.hihi.
18. Met someone who changed you ♥ nope. i first met that someone like  6 years ago,n  like sooo in love with him now.
19. Found out who your true friends were ♥ yes.yes.yes.
20. Found out someone was talking about you ♥ like every single second but i dun give a damn~
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list ♥ nope.
23. How many kids do you want to have ♥ i want 3 n he wants 4. after a few quarrels, we decided to leave that to  God.ahahaha.
24. Do you have any pets ♥ dkt pet society dkt facebook.name die hemohemo.real pet?nope.not an animal person.
25. Do you want to change your name ♥ i love my name.i think its kinda rare n pretty unique.hihi.
26. What did you do for your last birthday ♥ last year ek?tak ingat la.....exam kot..
27. What time did you wake up today ♥ 6am.like usual.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night ♥ bergayut-ing with en. Boyfren.smpi kol 1.20pg.ahaha.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for ♥ for my latihan mengajar to end.
30. Last time you saw your father ♥ like 2 months ago.uuuuu.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life ♥ nothing i guess.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom ♥ ahahaha.yes. (en. Boyfren,u know its u.hikhik)
34. What's getting on your nerves right now? ♥ huhu.that summarize everything.
36. Whats your real name ♥ yuhaniz.
37. Relationship Status ♥ sooo not single n sooo lovin it.
38. Zodiac sign ♥ taurus.
39. Male or female ♥ female.
40. Elementary ♥ sk bakri batu 2 muar.
41. Middle School ♥ smk sri kukup.
42. High school ♥ sm sains muar.
43. Hair color ♥ blacky black.
44. Long or short ♥ shoulder length.
45. Height ♥ 156cm (en. Boyfren sila jgn gelak ok)
46. Do you have a crush on someone ♥ used to.back in samura. (en. Boyfren jgn sengih lebih2)
47. What do you like about yourself ♥ i like everything about myself.so for those who hated me,sorry.
48. Piercings ♥ a pair.at the right place ok.
49. Tattoos ♥ none.
50. Righty or lefty ♥ righty the mighty.

FIRSTS :
51. First surgery ♥ never.
52. First piercing ♥ when i was like 3 years old,my mom dh pierce my ears. she said its kinda easier that way ,bcz i was so small n my suffer was so genuine n i was  not sooo mengada2 yet.ahahaha.
53. First tattoo ♥ never.
54. First best friend ♥ nurilani mohd taha.when i was in standard 6.mase tu baru la tau ape itu besfren.ahahaha.
55. First sport you joined ♥ like nothing?ahahaha.
56. First pet ♥ kitten.tp tak smpt besar die dh arwah.uuu.tamo dh bela pape.
57. First vacation remembered ♥ when i was like 2, 3 years old, my parents used to bring us to PD like every month.the routine continued till i was  like 9.pastu dh takde dh.my parents sudah smakin bz.uwuwuwuwu.
59. First crush ♥ not telling.lalalalala~
60. First alcohol drink ♥ not drinking.

RIGHT NOW:
61. Eating ♥ nothing.
62. Drinking ♥ nothing.
63. I'm about to ♥ take a bath.
64. Listening to ♥ when u say nothin at all by ronan keating.
65. Waiting for ♥ this LMPK to end.
66. Want kids ♥ yeah sure.
67. Want to get married ♥ of course.
68. Careers in mind ♥ surirumah sepenuh masa bleh tak?uuuuu.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
69. Lips or eyes ♥ eyes.i like the color of  en. Boyfren's.like soooo cantik.
70. Hugs or kisses ♥ hugs.
71. Shorter or taller ♥ taller.
72. Older or Younger ♥ older.all my exes n en. Boyfren are older than me.
73. Romantic or spontaneous ♥ both.at the right time n place.
74. Nice stomach or nice arms ♥ arms.but not a bloating stomach either.hihi. (membayangkan perut en. Boyfren yg semakin besar dari hari ke hari)
75. Tattoos or piercings ♥ neither.please.
76. Sensitive or loud ♥ emm....loud.sensitive guys are soo leceh.sensitive girls are acceptable.its in our nature.ahahaha.
77. Hook-up or relationship ♥ serious relationship.
78. Trouble maker or hesitant ♥ trouble maker. i love bad boys!ahahaha.

HAVE YOU EVER :
79. Kissed a stranger ♥ nope.
80. Drank hard liquor ♥ not drinking.
82. Sex on first date ♥ nope.
83. Broken someone's heart ♥ yeah...............like sooo many times..
84. Had your own heart broken ♥ yeah like into smaller smaller pieces .
85. Been arrested ♥ nope.
86. Turned someone down ♥ yeah.few times actually.
87. Cried when someone died ♥ yes.
88. Liked a friend that is a girl ♥ i like all my frens.its like a must.ahahaha.

again.

ok.

hari ni ade lotsa things to do.

nk balik upm untuk urusan yg tak pernah selesai.

kemungkinan besar perlu ke upm lg esok sekiranya urusan blom juga nk selesai.

dpt cuti dpd skolah (tp still jugak kene dtg lapor diri hari2).

penat.duit mengalir mcm air.

tp takpelah.

uuuu.

my current playlist.

salam.

sejak akhir2 ni cm byk la plak sappy2 love song yg kuar kat radio.best plak tu.maka my playlist skrg ni memg pnoh la dgn lagu2 jiwang, mushy2 sappy, ooey gooey love songs.and the songs are:

1) always be my baby - david cook.

2) i will be - avril lavigne feat leona lewis

3) love story - taylor swift

4) thinking of you - katy perry

5) bless the broken road - rascal flatts

6) the climb - miley cyrus

7) mad - neyo

8) crazier - taylor swift

9) over you - daughtry

10) thank God i found you - mariah carey feat 98degrees

11) selfish - nsync

12) how to save a life - the fray

13) the man who cant be moved - the script

14) that's when i stop loving you - nsync

itu je la lagu yg de dlm my playlist skrg.skit?memg la....sbb tu la my lappy tak simpan byk lagu.i only simpan lagu2 yg i like the best je. ade jugak dlm my playlist tu lagu2 lame,yg masih best jugak nk dgr.hmmmmmmm.so enjoy the songs.

ps:sbnrnye byk nk post,pasal smlm g jadi guru pengiring kat saser...n stuff la..tp mcm blom in the mood lg nk bercerita..so this is for now.bile dh de mood,i'll tell u what happened dkt saser smlm ye.uuuuu.

 

weehuu.

name binatang ini tapir.atau cipan.

reason upload?

saje.

highlight of the week.

ok2.i know its not even the end of the week for me to post this entry.but trust me.this entry will be edited when ever i find other thing(s) or we can call them phenomenon that are more interesting than the story below.ok.i promise.but for now, i think this are the highlight of my week.

1) budak2 yg mcm2 ragam.

ok on monday, aifaa got this one class.ICT Literature.form 2A8.basically this is the last form 2 class, sbb skolah ni apply streaming.so u can expect what to happen la kan.and on monday, my best fren ni ade la kelas dgn budak2 2A8 ni.ajar spreadsheet software, about microsoft excel la.

aifaa: ok class.spreadsheet software may alternatively contain a formula that defines how the contents of that cell is to be calculated from the contents of any other cell or combination of cells each time any cell is updated. (sambil menunjukkan slideshow yg tertulis --may contain a formula--).ok u at the back,what do u understand about this?

one indian boy with the blur-est face on the universe:oh,may contain a formula aa teacher?oh.itu teacher,pada bulan may, itu komputer berganda2.ada betul ka teacher? --serius muka die langsung tak bersalah dn tak berniat membuat lawak.he really meant what he said--

aifaa menahan gelak yg almost exploding her guts.tp memg serius die tak dpt tahan,die pon toleh belakang dn gelak sorg.

other student:weh cikgu gelak a wei! --aifaa memg dikenali dgn reputasi sbg cikgu yg strict dn tidak tersenyum.ye2 sy tau ia sgt kontra with her true colors.untuk pengetahuan puan2,apabila mengajar kelas belakang2 ni,kite kene pandai berlakon ye puan2.--

aifaa:kamu jg main2 dgn saya ye! --dan indian boy tu terus terpinga2 kerana tidak faham apakah lawak yg telah die lakukan-- and the class burst into laughter.huhu.

random: dn smpi skrg aifaa masih lg tergelak sorg2 stiap kali die teringatkan insiden itu.

may contain a formula:pada bulan may komputer berganda2.

huhu.apakah????

 

forgive and forget.

Forgive and forget.

That's what they say.

It's good advice, but it's not very practical.

When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back.

When someone wrongs us, we want to be right.

Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled and old wounds never heal.

And the most we can hope for, is that one day,

..

..

we'll be lucky enough to forget.

bersabarlah wahai hati...

salam...

hari ni perasaan mcm tak best je..hari pun ala-ala mendung..rase mcm resah sgt,tatau la nape...

byk sgt bende dlm kepala.tatau nk fikir yg mane satu..nk cari tempat bercerita,sume org pun bz...dn bukannya sume org pun kite bleh pcaya nk simpan2 bende2 terbuku dlm hati ni kan..en. boyfren n my fav cousin,due2 pon bz dgn thesis..tak smpi hati nk susahkan n serabutkan kepala dorg lg..along pon jauh........

sabarlah yuhaniz........................................................

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haih...

im sooooo over you~

Im over your lies
And Im over your games
Im over you asking me
When you know Im not okay
You call me at night
And I pick up the phone
And though you be tellinme
I know youre not alone

Oh and thats why your eyes
Im over it
Your smile
Im over it
Realized
Im over it, Im over it
Im over

(Chorus)
Wanting you to be wanting me
No that aint no way to be
How I feel, read my lips
Because Im so over
(Im so over it)
Movin on and its my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit
But now Im so over
Im so over it

Im over your hands
And Im over your mouth
Trying to drag me down and fill me with self doubt

Oh and thats why your world
Im over it
So sure
Im over it
Im not your girl
Im over it, Im over it
Im over

(Chorus)
Wanting you to be wanting me
No that aint no way to be
How I feel, read my lips
Because Im so over
(Im so over it)
Moving on and its my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit
But now Im so over
So over it
Im so over it

(Oh) Dont call, Dont come by
Aint no use dont ask me why
Youll never change
Therell be no more crying in the rain
No, Oh oh
Im over it

merapu sket.

salam.

rini balik skola dgn perasaan yg sgt penat.uuuu.maybe sbb 2 hari dok terbongkang kat umah, tido awal, bgn gile lmbt, pasu leh bantai tido lg, tibe2 satu hari x tido, jd lembik la plak.uuuu.

smpi umah sibuk la mencari mknn sbb memg lapar tahap tak hengat!bukak peti ais,pk,ape la nk masak ri ni....dn end up dgn:

1)ikan kembung (kot la,yuhaniz memg faul la kalo bab menamakan spesis2 ikan ni) masak kicap (kuah kicap tu sbnrnye lebih2 masak ayam masak kicap smlm.sonang.makcik gaul je dgn ikan goreng nak.dh siap satu lauk.hee.)

2)kobes msk air (yuhaniz memg hari2 msk sayur masak air.mcm2 jenis.alasan?senag gile.potong sayur.tumis bwg putih+merah.masuk sayur.masuk air.masuk ikan bilis cube separuh.dh siap.ha.kan sonang.bleh cube tuh.)

3)cendawan goreng (yg ni memg fav aifaa.ari2 kene masak.)

4)kentang+tempe goreng masak smbl.sbb terasa nk mkn.

pon dlm pkol 6 siap la.tgh2 makan tu, tibe2 aifaa bertanya soalan yg sungguh bernas yet tidak dijumpai jawapan nye sehingga kini.

aifaa: kite ni mkn ape skrg ni yuha?lunch ke dinner?

yuhaniz: hmm.perlu ke aku jawab soklan tu?

dn skrg ni,keje2 yg menanti cikgu yuhaniz adalah:

1)lessonplan untuk kelas fizik-4a8-selasa

2)lessonplan+slideshow untuk kelas ict-2a7(haih.............)-rabu

3)lessonplan+slideshow untuk kelas ict-1a7-khamis

4)acknowledgement untuk thesis encik boyfren (dh dpt jwtn s/u tak berbayar la semenjak en boyfren sibuk dgn thesis ni)

ri ni dh janji dgn en boyfren nk tido awal.so sume keje mesti siap sblom jam 11mlm!mari kite bancuh air panas skrg!

ok.gtg.lotsa work to do.tata~

god blessed the broken road that led me straight to you...

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like Northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like Northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Now I'm just rolling home
Into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you.....

dedicated to a person;

who never say no to my every wish and dream,

who stick with me come hell or high water,

who loves me unconditionally,

whom i love with everything that's worth.....

...

9.48pm.khamis.home.

x bleh concentrate nk buat keje.

haih....

2.00ptg.khamis.bilik guru.

sgt tensen.

sgt tensen.

sgt tensen.

baru abes mengajar kelas 2A7.

if u can call standing in front of the class,talking to ur self, while students sing loudly, playing cards, sleeping, shouting,running as teaching,then im teaching.

bcz it is

.......

sucks.

real sucks.

i have no idea how to control these people.no idea at all.

i hate shouting.they dont even care if i shout my throat out.

bcz they never listen.

they cant be controlled.

but i have to control them.i have to teach them.i want to teach them.

no matter what they do in my class, deep inside my heart, i love them.

even i surprised how i can still love them after all this.

even i surprised how i am still determined to teach them,to give them my knowledge.

bcz they dont appreciate.

they never did.

...

...

...

...

...

...

...

...

...

i failed as a teacher.

the perfect wedding proposal.

i jz watched grey's anatomy season 5 episode 19:elevator love letter (everybody who knows me knows that im a die hard fan of this series),where finally, derek is proposing and meredith said yes!no thousands of roses, no getting down on one knee,no question asked.just an elevator full of scans n xrays n films n notes of the surgery they did together.n yet it was sooo romantic i almost cry.not almost.im actually shed the tears!this is why i love derek shepherd,n this is why i love this show.

Derek:
This is the c.t. for katie bryce--
16-year-old female,
Subarachnoid aneurysm.

Meredith:
From a fall during rhythmic gymnastics. I remember.

Derek:
It was the first surgery we ever scrubbed in together on,
Our first save.
Right here is a cerebral cyst. tough save, but we did it.
I kissed you in the stairwell after the surgery.

And this right here is where dr. bailey
Kicked you out of the surgery because she caught us
In your driveway in my car.

And right here--this is a 7-hour craniotomy,
And you held the clamp the entire time, never flinched.
That's when I knew you were gonna be an incredible surgeon.

And beth monroe,
Who made our clinical trial a success by surviving.
You talked me into putting her under.
That's when I knew I needed you.

And this is today.
Post-op head c.t. of izzie stevens.
You see that?
Tumor free...
Because of you.


You got me into the o.r.
If there's a crisis, you don't freeze.
You move forward.
You get the rest of us to move forward,
Because you've seen worse, you've survived worse.
And you know we'll survive, too.

You say you're all... dark and twisty,
But that's not a flaw.
It's a strength.
It makes you who you are.

I'm not gonna get down on one knee.
I'm not gonna ask a question.

I love you, meredith grey.
And I want to spend the rest of my life with you.

Meredith:
And I want to spend the rest of my life with you.

but cristina and owen broke up,bcz owen has PTSD (thanks to his bad days at Iraq), n he strangled cristina while she was sleeping.he was actually having a nightmare.owen asked cristina to leave him,bcz he would never want to hurt her in any ways given any situation.but cristina said no.but after having the benefit of 'friends with benefit',cristina realized that she's scared.she's afraid to fall asleep.n owen went to derek for help.

there goes two best friends, one is engaged, and one broke up with his boyfriend.

i still love the show.n there are still 5 eps left to the end of this season.cant wait to see meredith n derek's wedding.

yeeehuu.

ps:lega sbb lessonplan dh siap smpi hari isnin.heee.

second week at school: the post-effects.

today is the sixthday, me being a practical teacher. after the long-hour work ( 7 pg hingga 4.30ptg ok), the not-even-close-to-enough sleep, n endless hour of mindbreaking sessions, these are the after-effects:

1. around mate dh ade circle bulat kaler grey --> kesan exhausted tp tak ckup tido.

2. asal tgk katil je memg tak bleh nk byg bende lain la slain dpd long,good,undisturbed nap.

3. jari2 sume dh mcm keras2 skit (berkematu la kot) for excessive typing (lesson plan evaluation n worksheets n powerpoint presentation n etc etc)

4. kepala otak mcm dh semput sgt-->byk sgt pikir.

5. telah mendevelop perasaan sabar yg sgt tinggi -->budak2 sgt loyar buruk ok.

6. boyfren terasa dipinggirkan -->bile free je nk tido.dh takde long-hours on the fon every nite dh.paling2 lame pun 20 min je.kecian die.uuuuuuuu.thank God he was born with such an excessive amount of patience.unlimited.hee.

7. schedule makan memg tunggang terbalik -->mkn bile sempat dn terlalu lapar.currently waiting bilekah gastrik nk dtg menjenguk supaya dpt membuat persiapan mental. 

8. stiap hari bgn jam 6 pg sbb nk msk breakfast dn lunch (ari rabu balik lmbt) -->kantin skola dpt gred C ok.kurg bersih.

9. hari2 mkn hati berulam jantung melayan loyar buruk budak2 yg seperti tidak mungkin berkesudahan.

10. dh master satu skill baru --> jelingan membunuh. ditujukan kpd budak2 ske loyar buruk. serious berkesan.ahahaha.yuhaniz jd cikgu garang.x pcaya sudah.

11. blog telah diabaikan. lesson plan lg penting ok.

tp yg besnye:

1. budak2 ni memg cumel la sbnrnye.kdg2 bile terfikir pasal diorg,rase mcm nk tgelak sorg2.

2. guru pembimbing yg sgt sporting dn best, ditmbh dgn 2 org supervisor yg memg cool gile.

3. tak lg terlepas solat subuh --> bgn awal gile.pkul 6 ok.


ni baru la 6 hari.nk kene endure lagi 48 hari kat sini.ya Rabbi,berilah kami kekuatan....




ps:sape kate jd cikgu sng?sape kate jd cikgu balik awal?sape kate jd cikgu tak byk keje?sape kate jd cikgu bleh relax?

i know myself.

I know myself ~ khairul ????
(after anis add me as editor huuu) 

I know myself as an out-spoken person (kadang2 je, selalunye pendiam huhu)

I know myself like to be honest about what I am thinking (kalo xbtau xde sape tau kn hee..) 

I know myself as an optimist (agaknye la kot)

I know myself to always think critically and always think that everything happens for a very good reason (yg ni betul sgt2) 

I know myself as an independent person, that I am able to make my own decision (kalo dgn anis, all decisions are on me xcept wak2 nk beli tiket balik after dating huhu)

I know myself love to learn new things and get new experiences(yes! although the same things)

I know myself also have many weaknesses, I can hardly accept that things had gone wrong because of my own fault (yg ni dia paling xsuke huhu)

I know myself like things to settle quickly (nk cpat je kejenye)

I know myself really love someone, someone who i can't miss to miss her everyday... someone who i call baby... (cayang anis selalu)

an interview with mr survey.

Hi, your name is?

aniz.

How are you?

fabulous.

Anything exciting happening in the next 3 months?

i wont call it exciting,but who knows?

Like what?

like teaching?real high skul teaching, not all-your-classmate-pretend-to-be-your-student teaching?how's that?

Do you like someone?

depends on the definition of like.if its like-like, then i like all my frens.but if its love-like,yes,i do love someone.

If so, who?

khairul fadzli.

Who make you smile throughout the day?

khairul fadzli (just thinking of him made my cheek muscle hurt of excessive smiling =)), family, housemate2 terchenta n my inner circle.

Do you trust easily?

hate to admit it, but i do trust easily.

Do you fall for guys easily?

nope.but im falling now.like soooo falling.ahahahaha.

When is your birthday?

9th of may.

What are you listening to?

nothing.

What was the last thing you talk about?

inside business.not planning to tell anyone.sorry.

If so,with whom?

khairul fadzli.

Do you know anyone name Charlie?

charlie's charlie's angels?hik.n choking charlie.dummy mase kelas first aid dulu.

What was the last thing you spent more than hundred on?

my adidas sport shoes.kinda regret it somehow now.ahahaha.

What was the last gift you received?

kasut n handbag from him.

Why did you receive it?

bcz i need it?khairul rarely gives me something yg tak diperlukan.he always says 'jgn membazir syg.duit tu byk lg bende bleh gune.' haih.

Are you positive about your last answer?

110%ly positive.

Whereabout are you right now?

my cousin's room.

Why is that?

its quite complicated actually.

Are you planning on doing anything tomorrow?

yes.lots of things actually.

Do you like green?

so so.

When is your next big trip?

tomorrow.to PD.i wont call it big tho.i'll call it huge.my kenari sgt penuh dgn load.mcm nk pindah jauh.padahal nk dok 3 bulan je.ahahaha.

Are you excited about it?

excited,nervous,all in one.

What is currently going through your mind?

pkul berapa nk gerak esok ye?

Have you ever run naked?

do i look like a crazy person to u?

Do you leave your lights on during the day?

depends on the brightness of the space.sy tak ske dok dlm gua ye.

Do you like Hannah Harris?

who exactly is she?

Where is your family?

home.

Who did you last texted?

khairul fadzli.

Why are you doing this?

bcz i need to get something out of my mind.

okay,last question.Thank you?

are u okay mr survey?

pendatingan dan penshoppingan.

MY SHOPPING SPREE  HAS JUST BEGUN.

Activities: pendatingan dan penshoppingan.

Partner(s): Khairul Fadzli Samat.

Day/Date: Tuesday(17/3/09) & Wednesday(18/3/09)

Happiness level: 10/10.

Product(s):

Location: al-Ikhsan Alamanda Putrajaya.

Cost: RM179.00

Bought by: Me.

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Location: Jusco MidValley

Total Cost: RM29 + RM49.90 = RM78.90

Bought by:Khairul Fadzli.

now this is me talking:

wahahahaha ni sume sebenarnye shopping untuk praktikal minggu depan, memandangkan sy takde decent sport shoes, handbag n heels yg bleh dipakai ke sekolah kan. sport shoes memg takde la (dulu2 ade, mase nk masuk matrik dulu, ayah belikan.but due to lack of exercises n negligible involvement in sports, maka kasut tu ntah kemane peginye). so pg la cari sport shoes. tersuke la plak dkt kasut adidas tu. memg la cantik, berbaloi la dgn kecantikan hargenye.very pricey!tp ni la pertama kali dlm sejarah 22 tahun hidup,keluarkan lebih dpd RM100 untuk bende2 yg nk diletak kat kaki (sy bukan mcm khairul ye.die adalah kasut-freak.koleksi kasut2 die lebih byk dr sy.pantang tgk kasut cantik.mestila nk beli.of coz la mahal kan,mane de kasut lelaki dpt RM30 mcm sandal perempuan). handbag tu murah je, brand Cleef, RM29. dkt jusco midval. skrg tgh sale smpi 22/3 (ye mari kite shop till we drop!). handbag yg ade cume 2 brand: adidas n converse.sungguh x seswai la kan nk bwk g skolah. tp sbnrnye for me, its not a big deal la pun kan, bwk je la handbag converse tu g skola. tp en khairul tidak bersetuju (kesan ber-bapa- ibu-dan-kakak-kan cikgu) with that. so die kate let me buy u the bag. maka sy sgt gembira dan terus memilih handbag2 yg ade. nasib baikla handbag yg sy suka berharga kurg RM50. dn oleh sbb en khairul telah meletak budget sbyk RM100 untuk handbag sy, dn harga handbag itu sgt murah, maka apabila sy melihat kasut yg cantik, en khairul trus suruh try, dn beli (kalo harga beg tu lebih RM50,memg tak dpt la kasut tu).hikhik.hepi2.

dn oleh kerana sy terlalu excited untuk entry menunjuk2 ini *smug face with expanded nostrils*, maka sy telah menulis entry ini sblom menyiapkan proposal yg perlu di-emelkan kpd dr Fauzi kesayangan sy mlm ini juga(membayangkan muka Aifaa sekiranya proposal ini tidak dpt disiapkan pd mlm ini).

sok nk shopping lg.kali ni dgn Aifaa plak.girl's day out.yay!

after a while.

ye.entry terakhir adalah pd 5 mac.hari ini adalah 16 mac oredi.sy tau.sebab2 sy tidak membelog:

1) sy berada diluar kawasan (kelip2 lampu dkt modem ni kaler ijau,menandakan kawasan itu tiada 3G,hanya ada EDGE). maka sy malas mengepos.

2) sy berada di sekitar family sy. maka sy ada byk bende len nk buat selain dpd membelog.

3) sy mengalami penyakit malasus encephilitis, dlm bahasa kampungnya adalah MALAS.

maka setelah sekian lama,saya mendecide untuk mengupdate belog sy.

byk sgt bende yg jd d past weeks.antaranya(tidak mengikut turutan.ikut mane ingat je):

1)  13mac2009: paksu nikah.but i babysit mamat at home.nasib baikla mamat tak buat hal (of coz la telah disogok dgn janjan -bak kata mamat la- yg ber total cost kan rm10.30.melayang duitku) .

2) 7mac2009: my mom eksiden moto.sekali lagi.huhu.itulah yg akan terjadi apabila anda mempunyai seorang ibu yg ske merempit.ntah dh kali keberapa dh jatuh moto ni.kali ni langgar kete org.moto langgar kete!nasib bek mak tak pape.sblom2 ni kalo mak eksiden moto,ayah belikan mak moto baru.tp kali ni ayah dgn strictnye berkata,

"no more motorcycle after this."

dn mak pun bermuncung.ahahaha.terpaksala ke town yg memg sungguh2 susah dpt parking stiap hari dgn serena gabak tu.kesian mak.takpela.safety first.

3) 8mac2009: my cousin kawen dkt kempas.

4) 15mac2009: paksu kawen.his bestman was my cousin, sharif, currently kat uitm shah alam, final year. then it so happen that paksu's wife is my other cousin's besfren, so my other cousin tu --kak atul-- yg jd her bridesmaid.so dkt wedding tu, due2 pengapit were my cousins.rase mcm kat kg parit raja (batu pahat).n paksu is not even my real paksu.he is my mom's brother's wife's brother.faham x?x faham takpe.hihi.

5) 11mac2009: ade taklimat LMPK.mlm tu tido umah faa kat PD.

6) 12mac2009: pg skolah nk buat praktikal. SMK Dato Hj Abdul Samad, PD. menunggu selama hampir 3 jam, baru la objektif tercapai. objektif: jumpe guru pembimbing,dptkan jadual waktu, dn dptkan lessonplan guru pembimbing,supaya tau kat mane nk start mengajar.tp objektif ketiga tak tercapai.tp memg bukan salah sape2 la,sbb dtg mase hari keputusan SPM kuar kan.maka kami berdua keluar tanpa seinci pun perasaan marah.hihi.tp mase nk jalan balik tu ade student panggil.

"kakak,kakak.kakak ni kakak ke cikgu?"

cis.

dn plan untuk minggu ni:

isnin(pg td): basuh+dry baju kat SS besar.melayang rm 7.so skrg dh takde bj koto.yay.nk jumpe dr shafee n pn shima.tp due2 cuti.maka jumpe dr fauzi je.dh dpt tugasan la sblom nk pg praktikal yg tinggal bape ari je ni.huu.

selasa: khairul nk dtg.yay!sbbnye die nk spend as much time as we have together,bfore im occupied (ceewah) dgn my practical n he with his final exams n master project.ni la one of many2 reasons why i love this guy. my all-too-willing husband-to-be (insya Allah). sungguh2 tidak berkira.tak kesah penat ke ape ke.seriously all-too-willing.ckp je la nk apa,sedaya upaya die akan cube tunaikan.walaupun menyusahkan diri sendiri.huhu.terharu.terharu.terharu.

rabu: dating jugak.hehe.khairul kat sini 2 hari.happy2.rabu mlm kene siapkan proposal.huhu.xhappy.

khamis: jumpe pn shima.jumpe dr fauzi jugak, anta proposal n borg referee.ptg nk g shopping untuk praktikal.beli kasut, heels, nametag, segala macam segala bagai.

jumaat: jumpe dr shafee.tgh hari balik kajang.mlm nk bertolak g alor setar,kedah.paksu's reception.

sabtu: kat kedah.lalalalala.

ahad: pg gerak dpd kedah.smpi sini maybe ptg kot.trus gerak g PD.

isnin minggu depan: start keje!dh tau dh, pg tu ade sesi pengenalan kat perhimpunan (uwaaaaa ku tamau jd popular!!) pastu my first class start after recess.ari isnin ade 2 kelas. fizik tingkatan 4, n IT tingkatan 2.

n the rest is history.

pasni jd yuhaniz si cikgu fizik@IT.hmmmmmph.

Tagged by chapik: 10 things.

i hate describing people,im so bad at it. so one word for u cik chapik, CISSSS!

#1 Describe 10 things about the person who tag you

1...boyfren kpd besfren/housemate  saya.
2...techno-freak? kot.  
3...blaja kat UTP (ex la) 
4...ske MU, kot?ahahaha.
5...internet-freak.ini saya sgt sure.
6...sgt sabar dgn along yg memg ske cari pasal (diz one is true, credits to u la chapik.tp jgn kembang2.nt meletoop!) =P
7...peng-anggur berjaya.nampaknya anggur yg ditanam mengeluarkan hasil yg pretty lumayan.wahahaha.
8...despite sgt2 ske bola,tatau bleh main bola ke x?futsal bleh la kot. (im looking down on u ni chapik,even though ure twice as big n as tall as me.ahahaha.tak takut.tak takut =P)
9...soft spoken (cheewah)  if he's not my fren, i wud say he's a good man in package. but since he's my fren, so tamo puji lebih2 nt kembang!tak larat nk tgk die terbang ke langit.
10...emm.he's syafiq.ahahaha.


#2 Describe 10 things about you

1. not a girl.not yet a woman.kire mcm ade identity crisis la kot?ahahaha.

2. xske bola.xske kete laju.xske politik.xske bende masam.

3.  pnh bcita2 nk jd doktor, neurologist, or peds, or obgyn. tp tak sedar bio mcm hampeh.

4. skrg ni skit lg nk jd cikgu. (wahahahaha)

5. nk g praktikal kat Port Dickson (say hello to the beach!!) in approximately 18 days. (ye2 sy tgh countdown ni sgt takut kene buli meh!)

6. tak pnh ade handbag jenama pompuan (contohnye Bonia). handbag sume sports brand. converse, adidas, even purse pun dpd BUM.lecehla bende2 pompuan ni.too girly. (hello,awak tu ape??)

7. pure johorian.mak johor.ayah johor.atok2 nenek2 sume johor.boyfren pun org johor.ayah boyfren pun org johor.ibu boyfren je org KL.nasib baik.

8. neya kate sy punya malay sgt tunggang langgang.adakah?

9. skrg ni tgh bercite2 besar nk sambung master.tp pemalas nk bace jurnal.patutkah?

10. sgt mls nk basuh kete.sgt2 mls.sbb tak ske dgn india  kat tempat basuh kete tu.lgpun skrg ni asyik ujan je (ceh alasan je tu.pdhl malas).takpe.esok balik.mesti ayah antakan g carwash.yay.


#3 at the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

1. Along (walaupun syafiq dh tag ko,aku nk tag ko jugak)
2. Neya (buat jugak kat blog along)
3. Jan aka mr Presiden
4. Cik Parau.
5. Aifaa (buat kat facebook)
6. Ila (kat facebook jugak)
7. Pijah
8. Amalina Omar (ko memg jrg update blog ye) 
9. Qahhar

10.Khairul Fadzli Samat (buat jugak,mcm mane mcm mane pun)

and everyone!

updating.

>> yuhaniz batuk *uhuk uhuk* <<

>> yuhaniz sgt sakit tekak *uhuk uhuk* <<

>> yuhaniz ade appointment ngn dr bilik 10 esok.so yuhaniz nk mintak ubat batuk. *uhuk uhuk* tp yuhaniz tak nak mkn dulu sbb yuhaniz nk drive esok so yuhaniz tamo rase mengantuk. rase2 yuhaniz akan bodek2 dr supaya bagi yuhaniz ubat batuk yg tidak mengantuk-kan (is that even a word??) tp kalo dr tak mkn bodek (mestila,dr kan mkn nasi) yuhaniz thinks she's going to buy a whole lot of strepsils stock dkt 7 eleven sblh umah yuhaniz before driving home<<

>> yuhaniz kene drive balik sdiri esok.tp yuhaniz rase tak berapa sihat.jd yuhaniz tatau nk buat ape? *uhuk uhuk* <<

>> yuhaniz takkan post entry smpi la yuhaniz balik kl balik,sbb tenet kat umah ala2 slow motion sket,jd agak sakit hati la nk blog *uhuk uhuk* <<

>> yuhaniz sgt rindu rumah *sobsob* tp kalau yuhaniz balik mesti mak paksa yuhaniz minum honey dn sapu kapur kat tekak yuhaniz *euw* dn yuhaniz tak bleh mengeluh sbb nt mak marah *rolling-eyes* tp yuhaniz tetap nk balik umah jugak *yay!!* <<

>> yuhaniz will be happier kalo esok  x pyh trun melaka amek adik *haih* tp that's the whole reason of driving her car back home,so she thinks she got no choice *haih lg..* <<

>> yuhaniz tade mood tade mood tade mood sbb yuhaniz sgt sakit tekak dn rase mcm nk demam <<

>> yuhaniz x sbr nk balik umah *uhuk uhuk* <<

n no post till.....she posts it.

notes: happy 45th bday to the greatest mother on earth!love u so much mak mmmmmmwah!

semalam dan hari ini.

Semalam: yuhaniz dn khairul bercita2 untuk bgn awal, pkul 9 pg dh kuar umah/bilik, khairul jumpe lecturer pasal PSM, yuhaniz nk g post office anta parcel kat ain.

Hari ini: mereka berdua bangun lambat dn kuar dpd umah/bilik pkul 10(khairul) dn pkul 11.30(yuhaniz).

Randomandom: bgn lmbt gara2 menghabiskan approximately 3h 26 min 08 sec on the fon mlm td  bercerita tentang naruto dn dragonball. of course khairul did all d storytelling, yuhaniz hapa pun tatau pasal budak due ketul tu.huu.

Semalam: yuhaniz tgk cite Catch & Release yg dilakonkan oleh Jennifer Garner dn seorg lelaki ensem bernama Timothy Oliphant, yg berlakon dlm Die Hard 4.0 as Thomas Gabriel (org yg jahat tu). sgt ensem. maka yuhaniz pun mengGoogle.dn mendapati bahawa die sudah pun berkahwin dn mempunyai 3 org anak.

Hari ini: yuhaniz tgk balik grey's anatomy start dpd season 1 smpi la season 5 yg skrg ni (progress: season 1 eps 4) dn asyik mengeluh kerana hero pujaan nya, Patrick Dempsey juga telah berkahwin dn mempunyai 3 org anak.

Randomandom: perlukah semua lelaki yg macho dn ensem mengahwinkan diri mereka?perlukah?perlukah???

Semalam: yuhaniz tgk kat internet, pasal Khairul Idzwan Baharin(kalo x silap la name die) yg dulu merupakan penyanyi utama kumpulan Saujana (nasyid tu) yg kini juga merupakan seorg dr perubatan pg audition One in A Million berambut perang dn berperwatakan 'auuwww' akak-akak.maka yuhaniz pun terkejut kerana

1)die penyanyi kumpulan nasyid for crying out loud! (oh ayah,oh ibu,dengarlah rintihan..)

2)die educated (skrg dh jd dr tu,mesti la masuk uni)

3)yuhaniz ske kat die dulu! (ceesss,malu2)

Hari ini: yuhaniz pg beli ayam dn sotong dgn cite2 nk masak ayam goreng dn sambal sotong ptg ni,dn terserempak dgn sekumpulan abang2 kepit yg sedang bergelak ketawa riang ria.yuhaniz mengobserve dgn penuh minat,dn membuat keputusan bhw manusia2 jadian ni 30x lebih sopan,lembut dn 'ayu' berbanding yuhaniz yg tak berapa nk sopan,lembut dn ayu ni.luckily, her voice is much2 softer than theirs.lantakla korg nk kate sore mak mcm katun ke sinbei ke nyah,mak ni pure pompuan tau.tade artificial2 ni.tulen.ahahaha.

Randomandom: mungkinkan homosapiens berkromosom Y sudah menghampiri kepupusan?perlukah mereka ini diklonkan atau dibiakkan menggunakan kejuruteraan genetik supaya manusia bleh trus wujud di muka bumi ini?

Semalam: yuhaniz tgk kat tv ada lelaki ensem pakai bermuda g jalan2 kat town.

Hari ini: yuhaniz nmpk ade seorg lelaki yg sgt ensem berdiri di depan rumahnye di blkg masjid upm memakai shorts yg short.

Randomandom: sexy? oh tidak.yuhaniz hates bermuda,shorts, trunk dn sbgnya.bleh la nk pakai,but not in public please.bcz apparently there is so much hairy feet that can be exposed to some of us per day.

Semalam: yuhaniz called her mom.

yuhaniz: mak, weekend ni nk balik cane?dgn ayah ke, nek bus ke, drive sdiri?

her mom: ayah balik ari rabu.kakak bleh balik ari ape?

yuhaniz: tula,adik pun kate ayah balik ari rabu.so adik soh kak drive,amik die kat kolej die tgh hari jumaat tu.lg pun kak memg kene balik ari jumaat pun,sbb pg tu ade appointment dgn dr.

her mom: sukahatilah.drive pun takpe, kinot (panggilan manja adik kat umah) bukan pandai balik nek bus.

yuhaniz (dlm hati): tu la pasal.spoilt brat.

yuhaniz (out loud): bleh je. tak kesah pun. so kak bertolak dpd sini dlm kol 10.30,smpi tmpt adik kol 12,smpi umah dlm lebih kurg kol 3 or 4.bleh mak?

her mom: ok.

yuhaniz. tata mak.assalamualaikum.

her mom: waalaikumsalam.

maka yuhaniz bakal drive sdiri balik ke johor ujung mgu ni,kerana yuhaniz kene amek her sister kat melaka.sebab balik: cousin yuhaniz nk kawen.name die fara.die anak maklong yuhaniz.yuhaniz sbnrnye tamo balik,tp mak soh jugak balik.lgpun sume housemate2 kesayangan yuhaniz balik.

Hari ini: yuhaniz called khairul.

yuhaniz: abang,weekend ni anis balik drive sdiri.abg takde ke rase2 nk tlg drive?hee.

khairul: abang kene jumpe lecturer la ari jumaat tu baby.

yuhaniz: alaaaaaaaaaaaa...........

khairul: nk buat mcm mane? balik sini ari ape?

yuhaniz: ari isnin. (dlm hati: ade can ni nk mintak drive balik sini.hehe.)

khairul: mcm ni la,abang drive balik kl ari isnin tu nk?bleh anta speaker g lowyat.mangkuk btol la speaker ni, satelite die blh kiri dh tak bunyi.baru beli bape ari.

yuhaniz: cis.ade ke patut ckp speaker yg awek belikn tu mangkuk?ingt murah ke?duit minyak+tol balik johor pun lg murah tau.amek balik baru tau.

khairul: yela2.sori.nk x abang drive balik ni?

yuhaniz: mestila bleh.lgpun memg nk kene g utm.ain nk kirim khazanah2 die yg sebeban tu balik.nt anis pick u up la around lunch.wait,bukan abang ade kelas ke ari selasa tu?

khairul: satu kelas je.

yuhaniz: oh bagus2.oklah.nk kuar ni.g post office.tata.

khairul: ok.careful baby. assalamualaikum.

maka yuhaniz dh dpt driver nk drive kete balik kl ari isnin tu.yay!!

Randomandom: sgt hepi bile x pyh drive kete.

notes: ade certain kes tu,memg hari ni tak berapa nk baik berbanding semalam.haih.

funny englishmen:how on earth did they invent this complicated language?

We'll begin with a box, and the plural is boxes,

But the plural of ox becomes oxen, not oxes.

One fowl is a goose, but two are called geese,

Yet the plural of moose should never be meese.

You may find a lone mouse or a nest full of mice,

Yet the plural of house is houses, not hice.

If the plural of man is always called men,

Then shouldn't the plural of pan be called pen?

If I speak of my foot and show you my feet,

And I give you a boot, would a pair be called beet?

If one is a tooth and a whole set are teeth,

Why shouldn't the plural of booth be called beeth?

Then one may be that, and three would be those,

Yet hat in the plural would never be hose,

And the plural of cat is cats, not cose.

We speak of a brother and also of brethren,

But though we say mother, we never say methren.

Then the masculine pronouns are he, his and him,

But imagine the feminine: she, shis and shim!

Let's face it - English is a crazy language.

There is no egg in eggplant nor ham in hamburger;

neither apple nor pine in pineapple.

English muffins weren't invented in England .

We take English for granted, but if we explore its paradoxes,

we find that quicksand can work slowly, boxing rings are square,

and a guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig.

And why is it that writers write but fingers don't fing,

grocers don't groce and hammers don't ham?

Doesn't it seem crazy that you can make amends but not one amend.

If you have a bunch of odds and ends

and get rid of all but one of them, what do you call it?

If teachers taught, why didn't preachers praught?

If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does a humanitarian eat?

Sometimes I think all the folks who grew up speaking English

should be committed to an asylum for the verbally insane.

In what other language do people recite at a play and play at a recital?

We ship by truck but send cargo by ship.

We have noses that run and feet that smell.

We park in a driveway and drive in a parkway.

And how can a slim chance and a fat chance be the same,

while a wise man and a wise guy are opposites?

You have to marvel at the unique lunacy of a language

in which your house can burn up as it burnsdown,

in which you fill in a form by filling it out,

and in which an alarm goes off by going on.

And, in closing, if Father is Pop, how come Mother's not Mop?

AND IF PEOPLE FROM POLAND ARE CALLED POLES THEN

PEOPLE FROM HOLLAND SHOULD BE HOLES

AND THE GERMANS, GERMS!!!

how on earth did they invent this complicated language?

yay.yay.yay.

im yay!-ing.

why?

bcz i'll be out to pick my cousin -- Nurain Abd Rahman -- dkt hentian serdang in approximately 30 min.

bcz sok n lusa maybe takde air kt flat ni dn im soo not going to go thru d no-water-supply experience bcz im running away to her house kat kajang!seriously guys,air kaler coklat pun dh sengsara,ni kan lgsg2 takde air?

bcz im gonna spend a sleepless nite with her tonite,catching up stories n exchanging gossips!yeah!we love gossiping!

bcz keje yg ku janjikan pd my besfren cik faiz 'pusing' telah pun selesai tp emel skrg tgh ngok sbb takleh attach file akibat connection tenet yg maha lembap,maka akan ku hantar file nye kpd kamu secepat mungkin ya!

n no entry til monday!

a chaotic solace.

salam.

few days without real entry.huhu.sgt lah bz,dgn kerja tertangguh sebenarnya.

so diz week,ive been spending my time kat library.knp?sbb proposal untuk master memg x siap lg.dn ari rabu my supervisor nk jumpe.tp die takdela btau die nk apa2.jz takut je la sbb keje x siap kan.ahaha.so dok la kat library ari2 menyiapkan proposal.smpila ari rabu.

ari rabu,bgn pkul 8.aifaa btau dh smpi kajang,n that's jz 1 station away from serdang!ok.so aku bgn dgn kelamkabutnye,gosok baju kurung,sbb pkul 9 ade amek gmbr dgn my kosmet.mandi,siap.packing laptop.panaskan enjin kete.pkul 8.30 baru smpi stesen komuter.kesian la my sister sorg ni,stgh jam tgu kat bustop.tp mcm besela,dgn huge smile,die masuk dlm kete.hehe.sori sis.

pastu pg breakfast dkt parkview.aifaa bwk roti sedap perisa blueberry,yg memg fav kitorg.so ingt nk pg kedai sblh parkview,beli strawberry milk for her,n choc milk for me.tp sbb sgt pg lagi,maka kdi x bukak.so pg la mkn nasi goreng kat parkview.pkul 9,pg bangunan baru FPP.terserempak plak dgn dr fauzi.ahahaha.due2 dh memg kalut la,sbb plan nk jumpe die ptg nt.tp die pun mcm buat tatau je.hikhik.thank Allah.

so pg la bangunan baru FPP,n as expected,kamila org ptama yg smpi.x lama lepas tu,nmpk wiro.n nadia nasir.pastu kitorg pg kaunter LMPK,nk tgk penyelia untuk praktikal.kitorg due2 org under Dr Shaffee n Puan Shima.ok la kot,Puan Shima maybe kinda fussy skit,tp Dr Shaffee baik.kalo buat btol2 untuk praktikal ni,insya Allah bleh dpt A untuk latihan mengajar major n minor.kalo dpt A due2,bleh dpt 4.0 sem ni.ahahaha.pastu terserempak la dgn budak2 ni.maka kami pun beramai2 la pg bangunan baru FPP tu.

smpi je kat situ,dh ramai jugak la budak2.kire mcm ala2 jejak kasih TV3 jugak la,sbb kitorg due org kan dh xde kelas,so memg x jumpe diorg la spnjg sem ni.ahahaha.pastu Aida ckp tukar tempat,dkt blkg DKFPP.maka segerombolan teachers-to-be ni pun bergerakla beramai2 ke sana.pakai blazer.proses mencari blazer yg sesuai memg took time.ahahaha.yela.tamo la nmpk gmok dlm blazer yg oversize kan.pastu proses memposing pun bermula.jalan2 la kat pdg blkg DKFPP,sblh swimming pool tu.memg cantik la view sbb waterlily tgh blooming dkt tasik tu.cume yg x bestnye,sbb pagi kan,dn skrg ni pun musim hujan lebat,so pdg tu kinda basah la.membataskan posing.ahahaha.tp all in all,memg fun sgt.dh lame x jumpe budak2 ni.tu pun x sume ade.



pas je abes bende posing tu,kitorg pun bergegas la pg PK,sbb last nite aku sakit perut.sbnrnye dh lama sakit perut ni,tp aku dh x lrt nk tahan kalo sakit lg.huhu.pg PK.pastu dr kate,kene amek xray.2 kali plak tu.dh la kene baring.practically naked la kan,if the xray gown yg sehelai tu tidak dikira.huhu.dh la xray technician tu lelaki.malu2.pastu dh dpt films tu,org xray tu tanye,

'u ni atlet ke?main sukan?'

aku pun tkejut la.aku atlet?hardly.kalo aku ni atlet,maka Osama Laden adalah adek beradik dgn George Bush.huhu.sgt impossible.atlet kuak lentok bleh la,bak kate unai.ahahaha.pastu aku jwb la,

'atlet?takdela.kenapa?'
'awk punye spine ni mcm bengkok skit la.pnh eksiden ke?'
'x pun.teruk ke?'
'skit la.maybe this is what causing u pain.'
'oh.ok.'

dn die pun hand me my films.soh bwk g bilik dr.dr tgk punye tgk films tu,dr kate,

'sy kene hantar reporting ni.khamis mgu depan baru dpt balik.so bleh x jumpe sy ari jumaat depan?'
'oh.bleh2.'
'so,untuk sakit tu,sy bg awak panadol je buat masa ni.dn sy bg awk constipation juice la,sbb awk ada mslh nk buang air besar kan.'
'oh.ok.time kaseh dr.'

so there's an appointment with the dr next friday.dan pastu aku menunggu la ubat di kaunter ubat tu.sbnrnye aku xde la menganggap jarang buang air besar tu sbg mslh,sbb aku memg jarang.ahahaha.tp dr nk bg ubat kan.so aku amek jela.n finally no aku dipanggil,dn dr bg 2 keping panadol,dn 2 botol duphalac/lactulose 50mL.hai dr ni.saje nk bg aku cirit birit agaknye.huhu.aifaa kate aku memg cacat,dh la tangan bengkok,tulang belakang pun bengkok jugak.cis.nasib baikla aku syg ko.kalo x ko yg bengkok.ahahaha.

n at 12,kitorg pun meninggalkan PK.destinasi seterusnye:library.

alhamdulillah,ade 1 empty parking lot kat library.luck agaknye.so kitorg pun terkedek2 la bjalan memikul laptop yg berat,bukan masuk library,tp pg mkn kat kafe library.lunch.ahahaha.

dh mkn,masuk la blok A library.aku pun siapkan la keje,aifaa cari bhn.dn aku rase library skrg ni smakin panas.tatau knp?

pkul 2.30,pas solat zuhur,g la jumpe dr fauzi.pokpekpokpek,smpi la pkul 3.30.so skrg dpt keje baru,kene buat soalan untuk need analysis,dn proposal before april.hai.nasib baik dr x marah.hehe.

dh siap tu,aifaa bnje mkn kat KFC.best la bile aifaa is around,asyik bg aku mkn je.hihi.pastu along msg ajak tgk cite upin dn ipin kat mines.aku pun ok je la kan.anta aifaa g stesen komuter,pastu aku pun balik umah tgu along balik.

dlm pkul 5.15 along smpi.amek aku,aku memg dh siap2 tgu kat bwh,so trus g mines.dpt la tiket pkul 5.30,tp kitorg masuk lmbt skit sbb solat asar dulu.masuk2 je cite baru start.so duduk la tgk kan.unfortunately my headache is killing me,so aku pun x dpt la nk gelak btol2 bile sume org gelak.sibuk lyn sakit kepala.tp memg best la.ahahaha.

pas tgk wayang,neya beli mknn kat fudkot mines.bungkus je,sbb sume org penat,nk solat maghrib kat umah.trus balik umah.aku ni memg siap2 dh sakit kepala yg rase mcm nk meletup je,smpi2 trus mandi,solat maghrib,mkn panadol,aku trus tido.dlm pkul 8.pkul 11 terjaga,tgk along ngn neya pun dh tido.one of the rare ocassion la,sbb along memg salu tido awal,tp jarang la die tgal CSI.mlm td ade 2 CSI plak tu.dn neya salunye pkul 12 baru tido.so aku pun bancuh air teh o,yg memg tawar sbb aku memg x ske teh yg manis.tgk tv,smbil menghabiskan teh o se mug.dh abes,aku pun tido balik.

pg td tjaga subuh pkul 6.45.alarm.pas bgn solat,aku pun baring balik.bdn dh rase semacam je.memg x larat gile nk bgn.so aku pun baring dn tido.sblum g UPM,along masuk bilik to check on me,pastu die pun pg la 'keje'.bleh la nk kate keje,since memg duration nye 8-4 or 9-5,dn diorg kene punch card kan.huhu.so im alone kat umah.nk masak x bdaya,so aku mkn megi dn nescafe 3 in 1 je.smpi skrg blum mkn nasi lg,akibat trip2 ke toilet stiap 10 minit yg ntah bile nk berhenti setelah meminum constipation juice pg td.aku pun merungut,dn khairul kate,

'its ok baby,jz bear with it.at least it can clear ur tummy from toxin yg dh bkilo2 tu.nk baik kan?'

btul jugak.huhu.my aunt drop by,nk btau mlm ni ade kenduri lg kat umah my other aunt.tp clearly im not in a state that allow me to drive,so after a short trip to hosp,die pun balik,leaving me alone kat umah ni.huhu.

that's it for diz week.sgt chaos,n hari ni baru hari khamis!weekend nt tatau pe cite?yg pntg kene siapkan keje sblum die bertimbun.huhu.

tp memg best.sbb dpt jumpe aifaa,dpt tau ape mslhnye yg buat aku asyik sakit je,dpt jumpe kosmet2 yg dh memg lame x jumpe,dn dpt jumpe my aunt.


its solace in a chaos.or a chaotic solace.


salam.

the 'coma' period.

no post for a while.

the writer tersangatlah busy dgn keje2 tertangguh.







will be back as soon as she can.

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