ok.it has been quite a while.i know.
so many unpredictable, unexpected things happened these days.haih.but to discuss them here is not a wise thing to do bcz most of them involved secrecy and confidetiality thus they cannot be told to public.at least from my side.from me.
and this is the one thing i despise the most.
publicizing the other side of story to the public.the oh-so-not-true version some more.
im not a good girl.im a bad,bad one in many,many ways.im a hypocrite.i smile to people i hate.i judge people.i have one loud mouth.i can be so mean if i want to.if i have to.but i did not spread out oh-so-not-true story about people i hate.that is soo not my thing.
but people seem to love bad-mouthing and back-talking me.people seem to love spreading oh-so-not-true stories about me.one thing about one-side-stories is, they always side to the story-tellers.or the story-spreaders,to be precise.the human version of CNN.or al-jazeera.or buletin utama.whatever.the point is,from the story-spreaders' sides,im the bad guy.im the one who hurt them deeply.im the one who had betrayed them.whatever,i dun care.u can pick whatever words that come out from ur stinky,stinky mouth.u can pour out whatever content of ur ugly,ugly heart.u can tell whatever stories that ur pea-sized brain come up with.i dun care.
bcz i dun care about the stories.u can say whatever u want,i dun give a damn.its ur mouth.dosa tanggung sendiri.im jz tired of hearing so many versions of oh-so-not-true stories from so many different people about me.im sick of people asking me the truth.ok.so asking the stories is a good thing to do.wanting to listen to the other side of the story is also one good thing to do.if u want clarification.if u know me well and u dont believe that i actually did such thing.fine.but if u want to butt in other people's business,if u want to be such a kepoh-bitchy who jz cant help interfering in my business,n help spreading them some more,adding spices here and there,making the stories sound a lot worse than they already are,keep ur butt out before i kick them out.
so to u out there,please.im saying please with such a nice,soft tone here.stop spreading stories,whether its true or not.im sorry if im wrong,n i dun expect apologies from u if im right.people always find it easier to forgive people for being wrong than being right.whatever.i actually dun give a damn hell who is wrong or whose side is right,i jz dun care.spreading stories is not good for ur physical health.bcz if u ever crossed the patience level line even by one-sixteenth of an inch,u might end up losing people's respect, and that is not something u get to earn in one day.or worse,u might end up losing some vital parts of ur body.
my patience is sooo close to the surface nowadays,so i beg u not to test me anymore.i can transform to a supersaiya ke-empatbelas any moment now.i'll transform to one huge,ugly,ugly green monster,and i'll eat u alive.u will die slowly.with a great amount of pain.n u will beg me for my mercy.but merciness never exist in my life's dictionary.
of course not literally.
ps:read this with such a calm voice, n a calm heart.noticed that i didnt even use a single punctuation mark there?bcz im saying this nicely.softly.so soft it sounds much more dangerous than it actually is.
pps:i actually care.