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"what if we get married at the end of this year and i cannot get transferred until after my position is confirmed? i cannot think of the possibility of being away from you especially when we are officially allowed to live together..."

"baby, we survived four years of relationship away from each other..why cant we survive this..?i know its hard for both of us..but i have a strong faith that we can survive this.."

"but still..away from u..."

"i know its hard baby..i know..its hard for me too..but we can try right.."

"yeah..but what's the point of getting married so soon if we still have to be away from each other..?"

"at least everything will be appropriate, halal and legal...right.."

"still..three years is like forever..."

"you can come here during school holidays..or every other weekend..n i can come and meet you there also.."

"and stay with you for like 3 days and have to leave again? i dont think i can.."

"i know u can..try filling in the transfer form every time it is available..i'll find ways to get you transferred here as soon as possible..if we have to appeal, we appeal..ok.."

"yeah..i guess i dont have much choice.."

"baby, it is only 300km..my superior has been away from his wife for like three years now, and his wife is somewhere in sabah.. imagine that.. at least we still can meet every weekend if you like.."

"yeah...right...but still..."

"ok now, do u want to get married or not? because if this is causing u pain and doubt, we can delay..but i rather not.."

"no, i want to...i guess i have to work on that 'away' part as hard as i can.."

"i know u can baby..i know we will survive this.."