pagi yang cerah.

cehceh.gile optimis punye title.

technically,pagi ni tak berape nk cerah la sbb dh beberape minggu ni udara di serdang ni di selaputi dgn haze.ye.haze.jerebu.nape yek?kalo salu bukak tingkap every time bgn pagi bleh nmpk la bangunan K10 (or is it engineering?both kot) tu dgn sungguh clear.tp semenjak due menjak ni nmpk samar2 di sebalik kelabu2 sepoi2 bahasa.patut la housemate2 sume beria nk recycle.sume tin2 sardin,mushroom n prego dikumpul.termasukla botol sos.eheh.sbnrnye diorg buat master on some sort of environmental thingy yg required them to kutip all the air sampah dkt tempat2 pelupusan sampah.so semangat nk recycle pun dtg berkobar2 sbb tgk sampah byk gile kat tempat pelupusan sampah.ehehe.ikut korg la wahai housemate2.aku ikutkan je. 

ok.bangun pg je dpt mesej dpd aifaa.sbnrnye msj tu smpi mlm td kot?ke pg2 buta td.i pun tak perasan.tp perasan bile dh btol2 bgn tido la kan.ehehe.soh gi isi borng posting kat website emoe.what the?kan ke i dh 40 kali (hanya untuk tujuan dramatik.nilai sebenar: 2 kali jek) isi borg posting online tu?die yg blom isi sbnrnye.tsk.takpela beb.dah2 gi isi.aku dh isi berkurun lamenye dh pun.

3,4 hari ni spent byk sgt mase bergayut dgn khairul on the fon.bleh jejak 3 hours before tido tu.ehehehe.ape ntah yg dicakapkan?smpi every nite pun dh tido pkul 2pg.khairul smpi kate, mcm baru2 bercinta je.nk ckp lame2.nk msg selalu.pdhl dh nk jejak 4 tahun dh kot.haih.cepatnye mase berlalu.

nmpknye mcm die seronok dgn rutin baru die.spent mase kat lab smpi pkul 6 kot baru nk balik.tekun btul buat design untuk kaki palsu die tu.technically bukan kaki palsu la,sbb die mcm some sort of walking aid untuk org2 yg lumpuh kaki sbb kene angin ahmar,tapi i nk jugak ckp kaki palsu.ehehe.tu pun die kate nk sambung PhD dlm pendidikan.gile rugi woh2.pastu i dgn lembut dn berhemahnye pun ingatkan die tentang saat2 die buat final year project mase degree yg die risau sgt2 kene extend sbb tak siap2.pasal lattice boltzmann kot.finite element ape ntah.i suke je panggil finite incantatem (spell dlm harry potter yeah~).ehehe.pastu dgn sakit2 kepala buat design n control untuk projek kaki palsu die ni.tak ke syg nk korbankan sume mechanical punye ilmu tu bile nk berhijrah buat PhD dlm education?die kate tak larat nk fikir susah2.uhu.i rase die ni still lagi ade rase nk jadi engineer.tp sbb harapan mak ayah sume tu,die kenela korbankan cite2 die tu.uhu.takpelah sayang.rezeki tu ade kat mane2.

got lots of assignments untuk hanye 3 je subjek yg amek sem ni.

research method:kene buat satu dummy articel yg ade sume elemen APA dlm checklist.pastu kene buat PRO2 untuk thesis punye working title.pastu kene cari 2 articles or papers yg mostly connected dgn our working title.dah 3 keje kat situ.sume deadline minggu dpn plak tuh.ceh.

statistic:kene buat tutorial 1 and 2.pastu kene study pasal measure of dispersion,sbb nk tanye dlm next class,which means this thursday.huh.

learning theories:kene cari 1 study punye article.mesti study.kajian.tak bleh korelasi ke whatever.pastu kene buat review article tu.apakah?pastu kene cari all about anxiety in learning.satu tajuk yg sgt luas,mind u.pastu kene present lagi.kene submit lagi paper dlm format academic writing pasal anxiety ni.

tu blum lg keje2 untuk research.mane nk bace article.mane nk develop courseware.

haih.susah rupenye buat master.sape kate buat master bleh leisure2?

oh.sume org pun buat master leisure2.i je kelam kabut nk setel cepat sbb takut kene panggil posting!haih.

sepatutnye skrg kene kemas rumah dn cuci pinggan dn buang sampah.haih.malasnye nk trun buang sampah.esok jela.eheh.

till then.

ps:hepi besday to dearest aifaa~

cumel kan baby ni.sgt suke bile die senyum camtu.oh.she's a malaysian.being born here n all.tp parents die org timur tengah (cehceh sbb tatau negara ape trus je kate timur tengah).n her name is hajar.just turn 1 last week.sgt suke berjalan2 dekat klia walaupun telah jatuh dengan banyak kalinye.

high school memories.

If you enjoyed your high school years, you'll do it.
If you have nothing else to do, you'll do it.
If you're here to read the questions/answers and pretend to hate to do it, deep down you'll still do it.

>Biography<

1) Which school did you go to?
samura

2) What classes were you
4 bijak--dok dgn sya.
5 cerdik--dok dgn xipoh,athirah,cheezow,zoey n far.

3) What was/were your favourite lesson(s)?
kimia kot.

4) If you could remember, what time was your recess?
adoi.manela nk ingat.kol 10 kot.ke 10.10?ke 9.30?

5) List down your favourite food/snacks.
fillet ayam kat kantin.harge die seringgit.lunch untuk hari2 yg lauk ikan kat dining.

>Student Life<

1) Did you have a nickname way back in high school?
everybody pun call me with my real name,anis or yuhaniz.cume dtg tem2 gedik budak2 ni,adela  panggil antz (ade ke patut diorg kate muke aku mcm muke queen  semut dlm cite antz tu??) ataupun plywood (kerana sungguh kurus dan ciri2 keperempuan belum begitu ketara).

2) How did you wear your socks?
yang bese je.paras buku lali la paling panjang pun.

3) Have you been suspended due to the way you put on your uniform?
secara formalnya tak penah la.but since i was one of the naqibah (ye  i benarkan u all gelak skrg.ok dah stop) yg pakai tudung paling pendek,so ade la dgr suara2 sumbang org tak ouas hati dgn my appearance.sukati aku la kan.mak aku yg belikan tudung.bukan  kaco result spm korg pun kan.

4) Were you given plenty of reminders about your appearance?
senior2 kot.dgrla jugak.dpd tak berstokin gi prep mlm,dh berstokin pule.kain dalam n camisole memg wajib pakai la kan.tp handsocks memg tidak le.blum smpi lagi serunye.ehehe.

5) Who did you look up to when you were in high school?
myself.ahahaha.bukan2.mestila first ranker skolah.encik anas aka balun.walaupun die tidak sehensem bard pitt dn slalu memakai baju melayu orennye itu,tp otaknye sungguh genius ok.skrg dh otw jd dr kot.

>Punishments<

1) Name one memorable scene where you were punished in front of the whole class.
oh tak pnah kene punish lagi.heheh.clean record weh.

2) How many times did you skip class? What were you doing?
skali je skip skolah sbb demam.tu pun gi sickbay.baik nye.anak sape ni.

3) Give one scene where you escaped from being= caught/punished?
tak ingat la.slalu je buat jahat.skip riadah contohnye.tp tak pnh la terkantoi.

4) Did you vandalize any school property?
meja je la kot.conteng sane conteng sni.tp jarang sbb meja sume dh kene wrap dgn wrapping paper cantik2.konon2 keceriaan kelas la.ahaha.kan dah syg nk conteng.bijak sungguh la skolah ni cipta pertandingan keceriaan kelas.ha.lagi satu.tulis name kat kerusi kat kelas sbb kerusi salu gile kene curik!tu kire vandalisme tak?

5) Did you ever make any teacher cry?
ntah la.tak pnh kot.tak pnh la pulak dorg nk menangis dpn kitorg  ni.

>School Staff<

1) Who was your favourite teacher?
cikgu Hassan.my class teacher mase form 4 n form 5.selalu berbakti mengeluarkan duit kat atm stiap kali ayah masukkan sbb tak bleh outing.ehehehe.

2) Describe your headmasters
tak bape kenal la HM.tak berapa rapat dg n student.yg paling populat mestila GPK Hem.cikgu zakaria aka zack.ehehe.paling popular ok.paling.

3) Who was the funniest/weirdest/loudest teacher?
ustaz kimia kot.tgk.dah salu panggil ustaz kimia sampai dh tatau name btul die.memg best.bile die marah,puji je kate die hensem.mesti die trus cool down right away.

>Social Circle<

1) Were you popular back then?
tak kot.tak pandai.tak cantik.tak berape gedik(bahahahaha).body pun tak hot.so tak femes.

2) Were you in a big group of boys/girls or small ones?
bese2 je.tak berape ade grup pun.jz people yg selalu hang  out je.tu pun various.kdg2 dak dorm.kdg2 classmate.

3) Who were your best buddies?
dorm mates yg sangat2 cool!dn classmates la of kos.especially team2 memekak kat blkg.

4) Did you and your friends have nicknames?
takde kot.like i said,kami tidak popular.bukan lah smpi tersorok.hina sangat tu.cume bukan la termasuk dlm crowd yg popular.

5) What were your favourite memories of you and your friends?
oh sangat byk.paling memorable?mestila aktiviti meng-usha khairul.dijalankan dgn giat tanpa mengira masa ye.ahahaha.malu2.oh jgn risau.he knew.even back then.bermulalah kisah cinta tanpa suara kami.cehcehceh.lagi nk dramatik.

>Co-curricular Activities<

1) What type of CCA were you in?
renjer puteri.persatuan kesenian dan kebudayaan.and quatermaster.the ones yg jaga gym n sports equipments.

2) What did you have to bring to your CCA?
takde ape kot.

3) What did your CCA required you to do?
camping.menari(oh i paling suke ini).

4) Got injured?
tak.

>Closing Ceremony<

1) How did high school change you?
oh in many2 ways.many many many ways.


2) Sing one verse of your school song.

janji kami pada negara dan bangsa menunaikan khidmat dan jasa
berilmu berbakti amalan mulia

heh tu je yg i ingat.

3) What was your favourite question?
kenape ek?ehehe.

4) Who/what will you remember from your high school?
every single memory.tp tak bleh la nk ingat sume org dlm my batch.ramai ooo.

5) Any memories you will not forget?
ade2.kejadian hitam (cehceh ayat taknak dramatik pulak kan) yg menyebabkan paper bahasa melayu 1 trial setara sbp ditangguh 1 hari dan membuatkan soalan2 tersebut bocor hasil maklumat sekolah2 sbp yg lain.heh.

after a long while.

ahahaha.lame sgt tak dihapdate blog ni.bukan takde mase.bukan takde peristiwa.bukan takde peluang.bukan takde internet connection.tp ntah.maybe sbb mood yg takde kot.uhuhuhu.

skrg i dh balik ke serdang.new life begins.life yg not so new la,since im still a student n have like 3 3-hour-classes per weeks n stuff,tp new jugak la sbb im now officially a post graduate student.ehehehe.suke jugakla.sume org kate larat lagi ke nk blaja,kan dh berbelas tahun dok hadap buku je,but i suke.bukan maksudnye i suke study.i suke jadi student je.ehehehe.lgpun that's the only thing that i know how to do n how to do it well.i mesti keje punye,sooner or later sbb ade kontrak dgn KPM and all (i takkan lari ok,kesian KPM bg puluh2 ribu kat i pastu i nk lari pulak),tp sementara tunggu posting yg ntah bile ni.baikla sambung blaja kan.tak de la rugi mase.n since khairul pun further,so i rase mane aci,i x bleh kalah dgn die,i kene further jugak.tak kire la die further dlm mech eng n i further dlm edu,yg penting nk lawan die jugak.hee.

SDASA.rindu?ntahla.tak kot (hahahaha cikgu Md Dlan jgn marah ye).penat la life org bekerja ni.even jd cimgu.ingat sng ke jd cikgu?ingt sng ke nk control budak2 yg mcm2 perangai?nantila.im not fully prepared lagi nk berdepan dgn budak2 yg mcm2 ragam.tp bile i packing ritu,i jumpe la hadiah yg my student, 4A8 bagi as parting gifts.

ahahaha.rase touched plak.time kaseh la u guys.susah susah aje.ehehehe.

balik serdang dlm ari rabu lepas.after cuti kat umah yg memg super best aa sbb dpt 4 pasang baju kurung baru. (ehehehe time kaseh mak i love u muah muah). pastu dgn everyday dating kat utm sbb everyday pun g utm (ok technically tak dating la,jz kuar je sbb bertiga dgn my cousin skali, ain) tp memg best la. bile balik serdang,pg shopping dgn housemate2 tercinta.along nk beli wardrobe kayu sbb sakit hati wardrobe die roboh (wardrobe kain yg bleh zip2 tu.i pun pelik cane bleh roboh sbb mine elok je lagi keadaannye.musykil) n tilam sbb die ade katil tp lom ade tilam.i pun nk cari tilam,katil dgn meja study sbb nk bg lg comfortable untuk study dn buat assignment n stuff (ceh ceh study konon nk bangge diri la tu). so pg beli sume.so this is how my room looks like skrg.

my room ni comel je.bile dh letak sume brg2 ni,ade la space skit untuk solat.tuala yg tergantung kat kusi tu i baru kuarkan ok,fresh tu.yg lagi satu dh cuci dh jemur dh pun.oh did i mention yg my housemates dh beli fridge n washing machine?tgk,kaya tak diorg dpt allowance sbulan 1500+900 ringgit malaysia ok.

speaking about allowance.khairul kan further study n his lecturer dpt geran MOSTI so he sorts of menumpang sekali la geran lect die tu sbb die tlg buat projek tu jugak.so his yuran sume covered,dpt cubicle sdiri dkt postgraduate room,dpt PC HP baru,n dpt allowance rm2000 sbulan.pastu ayah die bg allowance rm500 sbulan sbb die masih blaja lg.so total sbulan die dpt rm2500.same dgn gaji engineer.ahahaha.dahla tak kene bayar pape.jeles jeles.lagi cepat la die simpan duit.lg cepat la i jd Mrs Khairul Fadzli (insya Allah).haih.takut2.

so doakan i berjaya.in everythin i do.amin.

ps:one of my fren kate,"ko ni nape ade krisis identiti ke kejap i kejap saya kejap aku kat blog?". nk tau jawapan saye? "sukahati aku la blog aku bukan blog ko kalo ko tak ske kp jgn bace aku tak soh pun" dgn satu nafas ok.plus reaksi muke yg sungguh poyo tanpe perasaan bersalah.sila bayangkan.ahahaha.

sumpah kucing ni comel gile mintak makanan kat i mase i tgh mkn ngn khairul.

off.

salam.

sepatutnye skrg sy kene study sbb esok ade final exam.uhuhu.biasala.kami golongan2 kurg bernasib baik ni memg sentiasa kene ade kelas2 intensif.by kami, i mean aifaa and me.its ok.we love programming. *rolling eyes*

sok pun kene pg MOHE anta application untuk budget mini punye scholar tu.harap2 takde mslh n dpt lah.uhuhuhu.sape la nk byrkan yuran tiap2 sem yg seribu lebih tu kan.

exam sok ptg.pkul 2.pas tu kene terus bergegas balik ke PD,sbb mlm tu ade kelas tusyen dgn budak2 tingkatan 2 asrama.subjek:sains.sok kelas last,tak bleh nk miss peluang jumpe dgn diorg.sbb compare dgn any form 2-ers yg ade kat skolah ni,diorg ni better la.ade yg ade cite2 nk masuk MTD n ATMA sbb nk sgt jd engineer dlm military.ikutlah.yg pntg usaha kene same tinggi level dgn cita2.

speaking of school,esok kitorg cuti.sbb final exam whatever ni kan.hari selasa kelas last dgn 4A8,sbb hari jumaat yg spatutnye jd kelaslast dh jadi hari untuk perjumpaan 3 penjuru.hari ni habis >rm50 jugak la beli souviner kat budak2 tu.uhuhuhu.sape kate yuhaniz tak syg student die?

hati rase resah je.mcm ade bnde tak sempurna.skrg ni mcm cepat je touching.uhuu.bile tak dpt pape je,trus rase mcm nk merajuk bawa diri.kdg2 tu pd org yg tak btul plak tu.takut plak lah nt org ingat sy ni mcm some kind of attention-hunger person yg always crave for people's attention smpi nk merajuk2 bagai.hai.susah btul.mintakla dijauhkan perasaan ni.

hai.

doakan sy berjaya dgn cemerlang untuk exam esok.amin.

i believe.

i believe that everything happens for a reason;

people change so that you can learn to let go.

things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right.

you believe less so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself.

and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

-marilyn monroe-

final observation report.

Laporan Latihan Mengajar & Praktikum Kaunseling

Nama pelatih: Yuhaniz binti Anuar

No matrik: 132850

Program: BSDP(K) - Fizik

Sem: 8

Jantina: P

Tarikh: 15 Jun 2009

Nama sekolah: SMK Dato Haji Abdul Samad Port Dickson

Tingkatan: 4A8

Mata pelajaran: Fizik

Masa: 11.05-12.15pm

Bil Murid: 23

Tajuk: Analyzing forces in equilibrium

Penyeliaan: Major

Catatkan kelebihan dan kekurangan pelatih serta cadangan bagi mempertingkatkan keberkesanan pengajaran pelatih:

- Guru menegur pelajar yang lewat hampir 15 minit. Tindakan yang baik/patut dilakukan,bagaimanapun guru perlu beri peluang pada pelajar untuk beri penjelasan.

- Set induksi yang berkaitan dengan topik yang diajar tetapi kurang menarik.

- Guru memberi konsep berkaitan topik dibantu dengan nota pada slaid.

- Guru juga memberi penegasan dengan menulis semula konsep penting di papan putih.

- Suara guru amat jelas beserta intonasi yang sesuai.

- Nota yang jelas pada slaid tetapi rajah yang kecil, kurang jelas.

- Perbaiki teknik Q&A. Pastikan pelajar tahu soalan sebelum mereka disoal.

- Struktur P&P yang tersusun & berperingkat. Mengandungi semua komponen P&P: induksi, perkembangan dan penutup. Bagaimanapun lebih kepada guru, kurang penglibatan pelajar.

- Keseluruhan P&P mencapai objektif yang dibentuk.

- P&P guru yang baik, tetapi masih perlu ditingkatkan kepada lebih baik dgn memperbaiki teknik Q&A, pelbagai teknik dan penglibatan pelajar.

- Selamat maju jaya.

Nama penyelia: Dr Nurzatulshima Kamarudin.

*******ok now this is me talking********

final destination.bukan2.observation.puan siti hajar (guru pembimbing fizik) n puan zaila (guru pembimbing ictl) dah observe 2 kali.dr shafee (penyelia minor) pun dh dtg 2 kali.so observation dr shima ni yg paling last la sbb dr dh dtg sekali sblum cuti hari tu.uhuhuhu.rase relief gile.bukanlah nk kate dh tanak buat lesson plan betul2 n stuff.just takdela rase pressure sgt bile lesson plan tak siap (ok lesson plan tak pnh tak siap sbb bile tak siap memg la kelam kelibut siapkan).dr shima kate oklah.kalo first observation dulu memg dpt B.catatan n komen dlm laporan smpi 2 page.tp kali ni, dr kate bleh la nk bg A. cume markah aifaa lg lebih skit la A die sbb teknik penyoalan aifaa lagi better.ehehehe.ade ke dr kate saya hilang mood sbb budak2 masuk lambat dlm kelas?budak2 tu bukan bleh bg muka sgt.karang dipijak2 kepala kita.dr shafee pun dulu kate sy garang.ehehe.

tapi all in all,alhamdulillah la sbb dpt guru2 pembimbing n penyelia yg baik.puan siti hajar yg sgt cool dn suke membelanja kitorg makan termasuk sekeping domino's pizza,puan zaila yg sporting gile smpi bg kitorg mkn sume buah2 yg org bwk kat die mase die dok dlm wad sbb die tak abes mkn,dr shafee yg asyik fikir mcm mane care nk tambah bilangan komputer kat makmal komputer skolah dgn care meminta sponsor dpd shell dn mobil, dn asyik berfikir care menjimatkan api yang berkobar2 dkt cerobong asap refinery shell, dn dr shima yg suke melayan kitorg bergosip.alhamdulillah.sy sgt grateful,sbb despite all the students' behaviour yg buat sy sakit kepala dn sakit hati dn sakit segala2,pihak2 yg memberi markah sgt2 membantu.sgt2 membantu.tu dh cukup buat sy.lagipun ade je student2 yg baik dn hormat cikgu dn nk belajar.cukuplah.sy bukan mengajar di sbp pun,nk expect student sume bijak2 dn pandai2 dn hormat cikgu,even sbp pun ramai je yg nakal2.cume bezanya,diorg nakal tp pandai.buat jenayah secara bijaksana.ehehehe.

so dgn tempoh praktikal yg tinggal 2 minggu, ataupun 10 hari mengajar to be exact,sy dh hampir2 rase lega.walaupun blum tau markah,tp sy harap dpt markah yg baik sbb peluang nye mcm cerah je nk dpt atleast B+ or A-.kalo dpt A lagila alhamdulillah.

tp deep inside me,rase syg pulak nk tinggalkan budak2 tu.uhuhu.tp sesungguhnya sy tidak akan memanjangkan tempoh praktikal sy.berilah sy peluang merehatkan minda dn perasaan sy yg sekian lame tertekan ni.berilah peluang kpd all the butterflies in my stomach to leave.

lepas praktikal ni ade cuti sminggu.lepas tu sem master bermula.sy kembali bergelar pelajar,setelah 14 minggu menjadi pengajar.harap2 dpt la posting lmbt skit,so that sume projek master sy bleh selesai sblom sy posting.jeles btul dgn dr shima,sbb baru dpt title dr.uhuhuhu.bile lah sy nk jd dr yuhaniz.haih.

khairul pun dh balik dpd mngerjakan umrah with his family.smpi senai semalam.after 12 days with no calls.not even 1.ade la 1 msg.pd har ke 10.uhuhu.tu pun just ckp yg die balik on 14th.dh biasa bercakap tiap2 mlm sblum tido,tibe2 12 hari snyp mcm tu je.tp alhamdulliah, die dn familynye pun dh selamat smpi malaysia ptg ahad smlm.so the routine continues.

so skrg,i hv to get back to work.sy kene key in markah student sblum hari rabu.so esok la kan.rase mcm esok kene stayback untuk key in markah.tp paper pun blom abes tande lagi.ictl.lagi 2 kelas.mlm ni kene siapkan.esok punye lesson plan pun blom siap lg.dh la ade 2 kelas esok.haih.takpela.sabarlah tinggal 2 minggu je pun lg.

=)

kenapa wanita hidup lebih lama : a reality.

Pada satu malam itu...

Mama dan Papa sedang menonton TV, seraya mama berkata. "..i letih la..dah lewat ni, i nak tido lah...."

Mama pun pegi dapur nak tutup tingkapdapur, nanti masuk pulak lipas...leceh pulak nanti..dah tu, ade pulak rice cooker dalam sink..rendam lepas makan tadi..basuh jap...

susun pinggan kat rak, lap dapur..terpercik kena sambal masa masak tadi...check air panas dalam flusk..takut habis pulak nanti malam anak nak susu...memang dah kering pun flusk ni, jerang la air...sementara tunggu air masak, nampak pulak bekas gula dah kosong....refill la gula...check bubur untuk anak nak hantar ke taska esok..nasib baik ade lagi...ishh...ni lauk bila ni,
semalam...dah beku dah...basuh la kejap....pegi yard, masukkan baju kotor dalam mesin basuh...penat dah ni, besok je la basuh...sidai kain lap je lah...

tik...bunyi air dah masak...refill air panas dalam flusk...ok settle...

baru teringat tak semayang lagi...on da way nak g bilik, papa tgk tv lagi...nampak pulak beg anak untuk hantar ke taska...check...baju 2 pasang, towel...towel kecik utk selsema...calamine lotion untuk sapu ruam...pampers 4 keping....alamak..telupa pulak masukkan botol...basuh botol jap...ok settle...

ternampak pulak beg g keje...emm..besok nak pakai beg polo coklat lah, asik2 pakai beg hitam ni je...salin jap barang2 g beg coklat...cek sume 6 poket beg, takut la tetinggal apa2..leceh pulak..selalunya barang yang tertinggal tu la yang nak pakai nanti...hishhh sempit la beg ni...hangin je...nak kena beli ni beg baru...rasenya 25 hb ni Sogo sale nih...mana flyers tadi ek...ha ni die..ok, catit jap kat yellow sticker, nanti lupa..ok settle...

Tetiba dengar suara papa..."..u buat apa lagi tu..tadi kata nak tido.."...."..yelah nak tido la ni..nak smayang jap..."

masuk toilet..buat apa2 yang patut...cuci muka dulu..2 jenis lak tu...adoi..gosok gigi...smayang...pakai toner...pakai treatment cream...nak lawa and maintain punya pasal lah ni... nanti orang kata baru anak satu dah macam anak 4 pulak...huhuhuhu...

bukak almari...emmm...pakai baju hijau ni lah besok...gosok kejap..check baju papa, baju papa pun kena gosok jugak ni...kat bilik belakang...

la, napa komputer ni tak tutup ni..gelas kopi pun ade lagi, dah bersemut dah..ishhh ...g dapur, basuh, sambung gosok baju...gantung elok2...kemaskan baju gantung2...masukkan seluar papa yang dah kotor dalam tempat kotor...ok settle..

dgr suara papa lagi..."..i dah ngantuk ni.."..dalam pada nak masuk ke bilik...owh...pokok aku dah nak mati ni ha..lupa dah 3 hari tak siram...ok, siram jap...check jap pintu ni...sah tak kunci lagi...grill pun tak tutup..ni kalau tak check ni, senang2 je mat indon masuk rompak umah aku...bukak lampu luar.. ni mainan ni sepah2...masukkan la dalam bakul mainan budak ni...banyak nya...sampai bawah meja makan pun ade...adoi....ok dah ....

ok dah boleh baring...adoi sakitnya pinggang...cium si comel ni kejap...selimutkan die...la..napa basah ni...emm, tukar la pampers ni...tak bagus la brand ni, nanti nak tukar lain la...nanti g Sogo 25 hb ni beli la skali...ok sayang tido k...kalau boleh jangan la bangun tgh malam ni eh..tido sampai pagi k...gud nite..sweet dreams...

aaahh...sedapnya dapat baring...mana pulak lotion sapu kurus aku nih...ha, ni dia...sambil sapu lotion kurus,,,setkan alarm...setkan program kerja besok...pg kul 9.30 ade meeting..ahh...boring...panas pulak lotion nih..dah la...emm..sedapnya lelapkan mata...

Ya Allah...terima kasih untuk rezekiMU hari ini,...mohon keberkatan dari mu tuhan...papa pun bangun tutup tv..."...i dah ngantuk sangat ni...nak tido lah...citer pun tak best malam ni, bola pun takde..."...selang seminit ...dengar suara papa berkeruh...dah agak dah....

So?....apa yang peliknya..??

Anda tahu kenapa wanita hidup lebih lama?...

SEBAB ADE BANYAK KERJA NAK KENA BUAT....tu yang tak boleh nak mati cepat tu...

hikhik =P

**********now this is me talking**********

seriously guys,this is reality.what happened in the story above is what actually happens in real life.married-working-woman-with-kids life.non-stop working.i know its our tanggungjawab as a wife to take care of mr husband n child n stuff,tp cube la korg fikir,zaman skrg ni kan sume dh nk pakai duit.kalo isteri tak keje,hidup memg la sempit skit.plus yg blaja tinggi2 kbynkannye perempuan.so kalo perempuan tak keje,sape la yg nk keje kalo dh yg pgg kelayakkannye kebanyakannye perempuan?(ok yuhaniz stop rambling n get to ur point now) isteri pun keje ofis hour.hubby pun keje ofis hour.hubby balik keje trus duduk mintak buatkan minum petang,isteri yg balik keje same2 dgn hubby td trus pg dapur buatkan hubby punye minum ptg.hubby pg mandi,isteri pg siapkan dinner n anak2 nk mandi.hubby tgk tv pas dinner,isteri kat dapur,kemas dapur n meja makan pas dinner,basuh baju,iron baju yg nk pakai g keje esok,baju hubby skali,dgn baju skolah anak2.hubby tibe2 plak mintak buatkan kopi,isteri pun buat.pastu layan anak buat keje skolah lg.

ok.not my experience.obviously,since im not married n all.tp sy dpt sume ni dpd observation.bukan sy cube menidakkan tanggungjawab isteri sbg penjaga keluarga.tak.sy sendiri sedaya upaya mungkin akan cube siapkan keperluan untuk hubby dn anak2 sy selengkap2nya,smpi diorg tak bleh hidup dn buat pape pun kalo takde sy (insyaAllah).cume sbg ingatan untuk para hubby kat luar sane,dn bakal2 hubby jugak,tolong2 la isteri tu.isteri tu bukan robot.kalo awak balik keje penat,bile anak2 bising kecoh awak tensen,isteri pun balik keje penat,anak2 bising isteri pun tensen jugak.so tolong2 la ape yg patut.marriage is all about sharing.sharing the responsibility,sharing everything.kalo mcm dlm wedding vows tu,

"for better n for worse,for richer n for poorer,in sickness n health,in good times n bad times."

so when u decide to get married,u have to be prepared mentally n emotionally,n physically.jgn la pulak bile anak2 dok melalak2 bising kat umah,hubby g cari solace kat luar.abes yg si isteri ni nk cari solace kat mane?

kesimpulannye,share la the responsibility.jgn satu pihak mengharapkan yg satu pihak je.kite kene give n take.kalo asyik give give give n give dn tak pnh nye nk take,lame 2 fed up jugak kan,smpi everything yg give tu dh jd tak ikhlas la plak sbb asyik nk ungkit je.ni sume bukan la untuk org lain,untuk mengingantkan diri sendiri sebenarnye (gaye mcm esok je nk kawen kan).huhuhuhu.

dn peringatan kpd para hubby dn bakal hubby,kalo lepas dh 3,4 tahun kawen tu u figure out that ur wife yg selama ni tido langsung tak berbunyi tibe2 mengeluarkan bunyi2 trompet ala-ala keretapi senandung malam,jgn lah disalahkan atau dimalukan kami ini.kerana kami,para bakal2 wife dn wife sungguh2 penat dn letih menguruskan kehidupan supaya u n ur child hidup dgn mudah dn sempurna.bersykurlah dgn ape yg u ade.kerana isteri yg baik itu untuk suami yg baik.

ehehehe.kelakar la plak bile terase diri dh layak nk cakap bende2 mcm ni.dh besar rupenye aku ni.uhuhu.

to my hubby-to-be,i want u to love me,even when u hate me.remember that.

new love.

salam.

sgt lame tak meng-update.bz skit dgn mcm2 bende:

1) buat soklan exam.fizik tingkatan 4.

2) stapler soklan exam.

3) C++

4) eh,tu je ke?hikhik.

ok.now.the truth.sebenanrnye kurg ade mood untuk mengupdate blog skrg,sbb extremely tired.slalu pkul 11 tu dh tak larat dh nk berjaga.lagi2 bile saya dh jumpe new love.

dan brown.

ok,now u wonder who the heaven dan brown is.he is the writer of da vinci code.n angels and demons.n me as an unstoppable bookworm ever existed in this peaceful little world is a common knowledge.so hari tu dkt AXN(channel 701) ade la cerita da vinci code ni.sgt best ok.ok.memg boring.cerita pasal christianity and jesus and leonardo da vinci n stuff.saya tau memg boring.tapi saya suka!so terus saya menGoogle pdf version of the novel.n jumpe.n i spent like my every free second to read the book.n as u can guess, it turns out to be soooo interesting.

dn hari tu saya dn khairul/fadzli/en. Boyfren pon nk pg tgk wayang.after genap 9 minggu tak jumpe ok.n takde cerita ape pun yg tak boring.khairul nk tgk terminator salvation yg mase tu blom kuar lg, n im waiting for my harry potter to be released.dn ternampak la poster angels n demons.rase nye baru release 2,3 hari kot.dan saya pun:

me: sayang,nak tgk angels n demons bleh?

khairul: angels and what?

me: ni ha poster ni.writer da vinci code.continue cite die.watak hero yg same.

khairul: oh.bleh2.tp kene tgk betul2 la.tak bleh nk merengek2 lapar la ngantuk la.

me: hukhuk.yela2.janji.

dn khairul pun pg beli tiket.n cite memg best la.still lagi pasal stuff mcm dlm da vinci code,christianity and jesus n whatever,tp kali ni die cerita pasal election of Pope.or dlm bm nye kite panggil Paus.the highest order dlm christianity.serius memg best.n thank Allah yg khairul pun share the same interest;die pun ske tgk da vinci code.so he enjoyed the movie too.

dn saya pun, balik je,sebaik saje saya dpt access pd internet,terus la download pdf version of the novel.n im not dissapointed at all.bile aifaa tgk saya sgt immersed dgn novel pdf ni:

aifaa: eeee takutnye aku.banyaknye tulisan.sejarah plak tu.

dn saya hanya mampu tersenyum.tatau la kenapa saya bleh jatuh cinta plak dgn buku2 mcm ni.

bukan lah saya jatuh cinta pada christianity.Astaghfirullah al-Adzim.mintak simpang la.saya bangga saya dilahirkan muslim dn kekal muslim.saya percaya pada Tuhan saya.cuma sgt menarik sebenarnye bile saya tau tradisi agama tu.saya rase seronok,thrill n excited untuk tau cerita pasal Nabi Isa A.S. dari sudut pandangan diorang.dan diorg sendiri tau Bible tu adalah karangan manusia yang dh disesuaikan mengikut zaman dan keperluan, tapi still diorg nk ikut lagi.uhuhuhu.so its their faith.saya bukan pakar agama untuk debatkan soal ni.saya cume suke bile dpt tau bende baru.ehehehe.

so saya dh download digital fortress and deception point,both by dan brown.dn tahun ni akan release satu lagi novel die, the lost symbol.dn skrg im on my way to finish digital fortress.

the real books?memandangkan keadaan ekonomi sendiri yang semakin teruk skrg ni (uhuhuhuhuhu salah saya sbb saya memg faul la dlm bab meng-organize duit2 saya) jadi saya holdkan dulu pembelian buku2 tersebut.saya still akan beli.my love for books is sooo and sooo deeep im gonna buy every book that i fell in love with.cume bile saya banyak duit la.skrg ni byk lagi keperluan lain.maka saya dah rase cukup puas hati walaupun cuma baca pdf version je.

teringat zaman kecik2 dulu bile cikgu tanye:

cikgu: yuhaniz, awak nak buat ape kalo awak dapt satu juta ringgit?

me: saya nk beli buku banyak2 cikgu.saya nk buat library besar2 yang ade banyak2 buku.

see.i was sooooo a bookworm back then.n still am.n proud,really2 proud of it.

mesti awak sume ingat saya total geek dgn spec besar old school bwk bagpack berat n buku stebal 10cm ke mana2 kan?

u have 2 choices. 1) judge me already. 2) know me first n then u judge me. whatever.i dun care.i still love books.

hihi.

ps:knp saya label post ni sbg health problem?sbb saya rase org yg sakit dn perlukan rawatn je yg sanggup habiskan mase berjam2 bace buku2 dan brown ni.blom lagi saya start bace jane austin.mase tu saya akan self-admit diri saya dlm psychiatric ward.ehehehe.

saya peduli ape.saya suke bace buku.live with it.

another exhausting day.

salam.

hari ni perjalanan memg panjang.

pagi tadi lapor diri kat skolah.print soalan fizik paper 1 tingkatan 4.hantar borang reso.

pkul 9.30 gerak (cabut sbnrnye.kat skolah ade latihan fire-drill.kitorg kire rentung la.tp dh btau GPK 1 kitorg kene pg upm ok.hal sgt penting.berkaitan hidup dn mati.uhuhuhu.) g upm.jumpe dr zarina.setel sume kol 12.30.cari along tak jumpe.rupenye die g land field.balik umah pink.kol 2.30 gerak kuar.g upm cari org sume x jumpe.pastu pkol 3.30 gerak balik.

smpi pd kol 4.30.aifaa ajak g mkn toast kat bangi kopitiam(bukan kat bangi ok.kat pd.saujana walk.btol2 depan pantai batu 4.sebelah die ade branch restoran sate haji samuri.marilah ke PD.).pkul 5.00 smpi umah.baring2.pkul 6 siap2 nk g bacaan yasin kat skola sempena smabutan hari guru.

pkul 7 smpi skolah.tahlil punye doa was like FOREVER.panjang gile doa die.uhuhuhuhuhu.pastu ade jamuan.makan ayam masak lemak cili api.

skrg dh stgh jam smpi umah.print lesson plan smpi ari isnin.nk tido awal hari ni.esok dr shaffe dtg observe aifaa.kemungkinan besar pn shima pun nk dtg.

tp,despite all the hecticness n sourness n penat-ness,esok en. Boyfren nk dtg.trun PD.his bday is on saturday.what am i getting him?of coz i wont tell u!! *winkwink*

ps:penat sgt minggu ni.uhuhuhuhuhu.

the 8th week.

salam.

minggu ni dh masuk minggu ke 8.

rutin harian masih lagi mcm biasa. bgn pkul 6.15pg,balik skolah pkul 3 ptg.skrg hari isnin adalah hari paling exhausting.sbb hari isnin ade taklimat guru yg salunye habis pkul 4.30 ptg.pastu pkul 8, kami berdua di minta mengajar kelas tusyen asrama, subj sains tingkatan 2.start smlm.maka hari isnin dpt anugerah hari paling hectic sedunia.skrg ni,pkul 10.30 mlm tu paling lmbt la tido.uhuhuhu.sungguh2 jd cikgu ni penat.ni belum lagi kawen.blum ade anak.hai la....

hari isnin (semalam) dr Shafee (supervisor untuk subj minor) dh dtg observe skali. esok (rabu) dr Shafee dtg lg skali untuk observe kali kedua. hari jumaat, dr Shafee dtg lagi untuk observe Aifaa pulak.yg hari jumaat tu, kebarangkalian untuk pn Shima (supervisor subj major) dtg sgt tinggi.sbb minggu depan dh exam mid term.

minggu ke-9 dn minggu ke-10.

untuk form 4 n form 5, minggu depan dh start exam...so saya akan belajar bende baru lagi, iaitu menjadi guru penjaga exam.uhuhuhu.jadual waktu kelas mcm bese,so bile dh dilihat2 kepada jadual exam form4 n form 5 tu,maka inilah kelas yg bakal saya jaga untuk exam.

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isnin (18/5):

sambutan hari guru.

selasa(19/5):

8.50-9.30pg. kelas: 4A8. subj: english II.

10.40-11.50: kelas: 1A5. mengajar cam bese.budak2 lower form lom start exam lg.

rabu(20/5):

9.30-10.50. kelas: 1A3. mengajar cam bese.

12.40-2.00. kelas: 2A7. mengajar cam bese.

khamis(21/5):

takde kelas.

jumaat(22/5):

11.10-12.20. kelas: 4A8. subj: sains 2.

isnin(25/5):

11.05-12.25. kelas: 4A8. subj: biologi II.

selasa(26/5):

8.50-9.30. kelas: 4A8. subj: fizik I (paper ni saye yg buat soalan,saya yg ajar kelas ni.hrp2 la budak tak mintak jwpn.uhuhuhu)

10.40-11.50. kelas: 1A5. subj: tatau lg.

rabu(27/5):

9.30-10.50. kelas: 1A3. subj: tatau lg.

12.40-2.00. kelas: 2A7. subj: tatau lg.

khamis(28/5):

takde kelas.

jumaat(29/5):

11.10-12.20. kelas: 4A8. subj: sivik.

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kelas 2A7 masih lagi menguji dan menguji kesabaran.stiap kali hari rabu,memg pening sgt dibuatnye.tatau nk ajar ape...dn berdebar2 memikirkan reaksi budak2 yg susah nk dijangka.kdg2 diorg ni baik,kdg2 bile angin nakal diorg smpi,memg tak terkejar semua.dgn saiz kelas yg sungguh tidak kondusif (35-40 org setiap kelas, kelas 2A7 ade 38 org setakat ni), cikgu memg tak dpt nk capai semua budak.

4A8,masih jugak mcm tu.kelas ni student sikit, 23 org.tolak la frequent ponteng-ers yg kejap muncul kejap tak, kelas saya tak pernah ckup 20 org pun spnjg 8 mnggu saya dh mengajar kelas ni.senang nk manage,saya bleh bg attention dkt sume org.students pun dh mintak extra class untuk revision.seriously,saya lebih suka mengajar fizik dpd mengajar ICT.sbb fizik silibus jelas,ade rujukan.ade buku teks.tp ICT hanye berpandukan modul2 yg memg tak bleh nk dilaksanakan sbb tak cukup komputer.perkara biasa kat skolah,beli la komputer byk mane pun,memg tak akan cukup.

sejak2 dpt kelas baru (1A3 dn 1A5) dn meninggalkan satu kelas yg saya suka (1A7), jadual mcm dh penuh sgt.tak terlihat la muka kitorg ni kat bilik guru tu.ye la,kelas kitorg sume dkt lab, lab fizik dn ICT.sbb la due lab ni memg la jauh dpd bilik guru, jadi kitorg amek keputusan lepak je kat lab ICT.pg2 je tunggu bilik guru, tu pun sbb tunggu relief.stgh jam sblom kelas first start, kitorg dh cau dh pg lab.

dn sejak akhir2 ni jugak, sakit kaki makin menjadi2. jadi cikgu memg memenatkan. serious. jalan sane,jalan sini. naik tangga sane,naik tangga sini. blom lagi berdiri spnjg mase mengajar tu.huhuhu.tp redha je lah.ilmu kan.dulu en. Zol azlan (lecturer Kaedah MengajarFizik) kate,kalo cikgu2 ni redha dn ikhlas sebarkan dn sampaikan ilmu2 diorg,diorg dpt byk sgt pahala,selagi ilmu tu budak2 gunekan,dn sampaikan lagi pulak pade org lain.mcm tanam saham pahala la.uhuhuhu.bab pahala tu memg sesuai la kat saya.dosa2 ni dh koyan2 smpi tak tertanggung dh rasenye.tp bab ikhlas tu,haih.bak kate kwn baik saya, Nahar, "anis ni asyik mengeluh je...".uhuhuhu.di manekah keikhlasan ku di situ..takpela.ikhlas tu subjektif,biar Allah je yg ukur dn bagi pahala.semoga saya dpt byk2.amiiin.

so esok ade 2 kelas, 1A3, yg mane sy akan kene observe dgn dr Shafee, dn 2A7 (haih...............).due2 ICT.make esok saya akan bertapa di lab ICT spnjg hari (kecuali kalo ade relief).

Tuhan...berilah kekuatan.............

ps:terima kasih kat sume2 org yg wish bday ari tu...time kaseh sbb ingat.....

pps:doakan saya bertahan lagi 4 minggu praktikal ni, n years n years to come sbg guru...sbb saya rase,sistem pertahanan badan saya dh hampir2 nk berhenti berfungsi ni..uhuhuhuhu...

a moment please.

ok.it has been quite a while.i know.

so many unpredictable, unexpected things happened these days.haih.but to discuss them here is not a wise thing to do bcz most of them involved secrecy and confidetiality thus they cannot be told to public.at least from my side.from me.

and this is the one thing i despise the most.

publicizing the other side of story to the public.the oh-so-not-true version some more.

im not a good girl.im a bad,bad one in many,many ways.im a hypocrite.i smile to people i hate.i judge people.i have one loud mouth.i can be so mean if i want to.if i have to.but i did not spread out oh-so-not-true story about people i hate.that is soo not my thing.

but people seem to love bad-mouthing and back-talking me.people seem to love spreading oh-so-not-true stories about me.one thing about one-side-stories is, they always side to the story-tellers.or the story-spreaders,to be precise.the human version of CNN.or al-jazeera.or buletin utama.whatever.the point is,from the story-spreaders' sides,im the bad guy.im the one who hurt them deeply.im the one who had betrayed them.whatever,i dun care.u can pick whatever words that come out from ur stinky,stinky mouth.u can pour out whatever content of ur ugly,ugly heart.u can tell whatever stories that ur pea-sized brain come up with.i dun care.

bcz i dun care about the stories.u can say whatever u want,i dun give a damn.its ur mouth.dosa tanggung sendiri.im jz tired of hearing so many versions of oh-so-not-true stories from so many different people about me.im sick of people asking me the truth.ok.so asking the stories is a good thing to do.wanting to listen to the other side of the story is also one good thing to do.if u want clarification.if u know me well and u dont believe that i actually did such thing.fine.but if u want to butt in other people's business,if u want to be such a kepoh-bitchy who jz cant help interfering in my business,n help spreading them some more,adding spices here and there,making the stories sound a lot worse than they already are,keep ur butt out before i kick them out.

so to u out there,please.im saying please with such a nice,soft tone here.stop spreading stories,whether its true or not.im sorry if im wrong,n i dun expect apologies from u if im right.people always find it easier to forgive people for being wrong than being right.whatever.i actually dun give a damn hell who is wrong or whose side is right,i jz dun care.spreading stories is not good for ur physical health.bcz if u ever crossed the patience level line even by one-sixteenth of an inch,u might end up losing people's respect, and that is not something u get to earn in one day.or worse,u might end up losing some vital parts of ur body.

my patience is sooo close to the surface nowadays,so i beg u not to test me anymore.i can transform to a supersaiya ke-empatbelas any moment now.i'll transform to one huge,ugly,ugly green monster,and i'll eat u alive.u will die slowly.with a great amount of pain.n u will beg me for my mercy.but merciness never exist in my life's dictionary.

of course not literally.

ps:read this with such a calm voice, n a calm heart.noticed that i didnt even use a single punctuation mark there?bcz im saying this nicely.softly.so soft it sounds much more dangerous than it actually is.

pps:i actually care.

For whom it may concern.

for the record baby, i am a bad, bad girl.never been a good one.but the 'cucuk-cucuk' thingy was never my thing.i dun wanna care,if i could.i dun wanna butt in,if i dun have to.but thanks for the compliment anyway.i love being on the bad side.

past n the present.

PRESENT PERFUME
~ pur blanca bya von.i like the smell.n so is he.hikhik.

PRESENT SHAMPOO
~ pantene silk n smooth.sbb bau die cam honeydew.

PRESENT FAVORITE SONG
~i will be version avril feat leona.best.

LAST FOOD U ATE
~blom mkn pape lg ri ni n im soo hungry i could eat a whale.

LAST SONG U SANG?
~ love story.

LAST GIFT U RECEIVED?
~ oh...this one aa...cant recall.

LAST GAME U ENJOYED PLAYING
~ pet society on facebook.my hemohemo.

LAST TIME U HAD UR HAIRCUT
~ approximately one year ago.n now my hair is too long it almost suffocates me.ok.not that long.not pontianak-long.but i feel soo rimas already.

LAST ALCOHOLIC DRINK U DRANK
~i dun drink.

PRESENT PET
~hemohemo.on pet society.

BOOK YOU READ
~currently im on harry potter and the goblet of fire. n this is  like my 2 gazillionth time.

LAST BIRTHDAY ATTENDED
~oh sudah tidak ingat.

LAST GIMIK/ OUTING?
~smlm g beli kfc gune voucher petronas tu.

LAST THING U DO BEFORE U GO TO SLEEP
~ on the fon with en. Boyfren until 3am n now my eyes cant be open anymore.n he's still sleeping soundly in his room kat utm.

LAST THING U BOUGHT
~kfc.

LAST MALL U VISITED
~the store pd ni.

LAST MOVIE U WATCHED
~ps i love you.

LAST TIME U CRIED
~ few days ago.

PRESENT PERSON U HATE
~no one.

LAST PERSON U TEXTED
~en. Boyfren.

LAST PERSON U TALKED TO
~ aifaa.

PRESENT CRUSH
~ edward cullen n derek shepherd.its always  edward cullen n derek shepherd.

LAST PERSON YOU HAVE BEEN WITH?
~aifaa.

crapping again.

1. Hot guy/babe passed by. What do you do?
~oh pastila mencuci mata.sori syg,but im trying to be honest here.mensyukuri kecantikan dn keindahan ciptaan Tuhan. (ok yuhaniz,get ur mind n ears prepared for any possibilities.hikhik)

2. The person who you really got a big damn crush on him/her is calling? What are you gonna say?
~oh this happened to me like 4 years ago.n im not telling u what was i saying to him.bcz i myself cant remember.ahahaha.but i think he remembers that damn well.*grinning*

3. Someone just called you a word WHICH IS NOT A GOOD WORD. You..
~ignore him/her.

4. Your ex just IMed you. Are you gonna reply it?
~if u ask me this q 2 years ago then i'll say i will.but now,im soo not gonna reply that.enuf is enuf.but my other ex,the earlier ex,my so-called first boyfren (die mesti gelak kalo bace ni bcz he thinks that our relationship is not long n strong enuf to be called a relationship n that's was like 6 years ago n we've become  pretty good friends to each other now --ok yuhaniz sila ambil nafas-- ) is such a nice guy that i always reply  his IM or Ym or whatever.hikhik.

5. That person you ‘OH SO HATE’ just IMed/texted you. What’s ur next move?
~lalalalalala~ ignore ignore.

6. How’s school?
~ i would say school's sux but since im a teacher n its not approriate for me to say that, so i think school is ok.i hope.

7. Anything BIG’s gonna happen to you?
~oh something big will definitely happen to me.its jz a matter of when.hihi.

8. So how are you?
~im happy n fat.ok.not that fat.but fatter than i was.but i was such a small n tiny lil girl so everyone who knows me back then will say that im fat.

9. Who was the last person who hugged you?
~my mommy n that was like a week ago. =(

10. If the guy/girl you have a huge crush on, doesn’t like you back. You…?
~oh its just a crush,no matter how big it is.si mean,i hv this huge,humongous crush on patrick dempsey n edward cullen n they obviously dont like me back,but i still have  that huge,humongous crush on them anyway.its not like i'll get married to any or both of them,right?

11. If you can reverse time,what would you want to correct?
~oh like a lot of things but being a realistic, i think every thing happens for a damn good reason.

12. The song’s that’s in ur head in this very moment.
~we were both young when i first saw you... taylor swift-love story.

13. Name one person that’s in ur mind right now  
~mommy.rindu sgt.uhuhuhu.

14. Do you hate anyone?
~hating people is not one of my many,many talents.

15. Does he/she hates you back?
~oh sure they do but i jz dont care~

16. Any martial art that you’re into right now?
~im not a martial art person.call me anything,but i still believe that if i were in any trouble, a superhero will come n save me.ahahaha.seriously.

17. Name a weapon that you know & you love it.
~err..i dont think i know any.

18. Do you believe that eating chocolates can relieve stress?
~oh yes i do.

19. Kisses/Hugs/Bites?
~hugs hugs n hugs.

20. Have you met your mr.right?
~i think i hv.actually im pretty sure i hv.

21. Have you ever looked back to your old crushes/gf’s/bf’s and wondered why the hell you ever liked them?
~all the time baby.all the time.

22. Do you love your life now?
~yes i pretty much do love my life.

23. Done your homework?
~nobody's giving me homework now,bcz im the one giving them the homework.oh bzc i hate homework so much when i was a student,so i try my best to reduce the amount of homework i will give to my students.hihi.but my lessonplan n slideshow for tomorrow,all done.

24. OMG, your phone, you were holding it then it slipped! What’s the first thing you say?
~Allah! n  holding her  so gently while grieving for the drop.mestila sayang ok handphone ni en.Boyfren yg belikan.

25. Are you vain? Who say that to you?
~oh am i?i dont know.nobody has said that to me before.

26. Your fav color?
~changing by mood.

27. What is/are the word(s) that you often say?
~ntahpape.ok.so.oh.

28. Your fave phone’s ringtone (if you have one)
~changing by mood.

29. Your message ringtone.
~the simplest n the shortest sound.serabut la bile die bunyi tamo  benti.

30. Language that you so wish you are good at.
~french (sexy) spanish (sexy) javanese (krn slalu dikutuk oleh cousin2 dn makcik2ku kerana tercengang bile mereke speaking to each other).

31. You watch Heroes?
~sometimes.

33. People label you as?
~me?i dunno.they wont tell me.

34. Are you labelling people?
~nope.ok2.sometimes.ok!a lot.puas hati?

jealousy is sooo not the best policy.

ok now im superjealous.

like major jealous.

sbb my bestfren mase kat samura dulu baru je lahirkan anak kedua die.

SECOND CHILD.

anak kedua ok.

perlukah kejealousan ini melanda di kala2 hubungan masih lagi terumbang-ambing di langgar badai? (even i impressed with my choice of words.)

perlukah?

oh God im sooo jealous.

baby2 beliau sungguh comel.

tambah lagi jealous.

jealous.

jealous.

pheww!!

what's with the 'pheww!!' ?

ok.full story starts now.

hari ni pn shima dtg.without warning,without sign, suddenly she came.uhuhuhuhu.we've been expecting her to come any moment now,for its already fifth week n we only have another 5 weeks of observation (tolak 2 minggu exam n 2 minggu of school hols).so any moment now.but still,TERKEJUT!

kitorg smpi skolah pkol 7.25.biasala,lmbt kn.uwuwu.ms otw tu nmpk la satu jazz hitam ni.dlm hati dh kate dh,lawanya la hai jazz ni pun....terlupa plak yg puan shima pakai jazz hitam.n our car was right behind her!smpi je skolah,turun je dpd kereta,puan shima call aifaa,ckp she's at the school's gate already!muka aifaa memg dh berubah tak yah cite la kan,sbb aifaa nye kelas pg2 tu pkul 7.30.bayangkanla...nasib baik la hari ni hari jumaat,so sume lesson plan dh siap.dh tampal.kalo tak MAMPOS!

pastu aifaa pun kene la observe.pastu kitorg g la bwk puan shima makan kat kantin.kembang2 tekak seh!!ye la,tak pernah2 nye kitorg mkn kat kantin yg dpt "C" tu. C ok.bukan B.C.pastu mkn.pastu tunggu la sbb my class mule kol 11.10.memg la tak dpt nk betulkan pape kat lesson plan tu sbb memg dh siap2 type n tampal dlm buku persediaan mengajar tu kan.so my jantung pun dup dap dup dap.butterflies dh penuh dlm stomach.uuuu.

smpi la my turn untuk observation. i ran my class as usual,cume kali ni gune la bahasa inggeris,sbb takut la kene penalti markah sbb tak gune bahasa inggeris kan.tp muke students serious trouble.confuse.so dg terpaksanye,i redah je gune bahasa melayu,tak kisah la.kalo markah teruk pn shima leh dtg lg.tp kalo student tak paham,nk kene ulang kelas lagi.my class sungguh la passive,satu sbb ade org tgh observe kat belakang kan,lagu satu sbb i gune english so diorg tak paham so diorg tatau nk tanye ape.salu memgla bsing smpi la tak terlarat nk layan sorg2!bagus btol.padahal tak kautim pon dgn diorg kan.ahahaha.

commentnye memg la byk.antaranya tulisan kitorg kecik.pastu slide show tu kecik sgt.uhuhuhu.pastu my hand ter-over gerak la plak sbb byk sgt action smpi student ter-sidetrack.ye ke?ntahla.tamau la story kat sini sbb nt terjadi cerita lain la plak.yg paling penting,pn shima kate kalo gune bahasa melayu untuk explanation, its ok with her,sbb budak2 memg tak phm.yg penting lesson nye slide kene dlm bahasa inggeris.so lega la kan.lgpun kalo ikut logik akalnye,ade ke cikgu2 yg gune fully english untuk mengajar fizik secara realiti?takde kot.so pn shima kate overall ok la.sbb ajar fizik tingkatan 4 salunye memg tak berapa bermasalh sgt,sbb budak2 memg dh siap2 bijak2.cube la dr shafee dtg observe kitorg ajar kelas 2A6,2A7 n 2A8 tu.mau dapat C kitorg!

so there goes our first observation.pn shima tu leh dtg bile2 mase je lg tu.uhuhuhuhuhu.minggu depan nk call dr shafee mintak die plak dtg.tp kene tanye pn rita untuk mintak satu lg kelas budak2 baik now budak2 upsi dh abes praktikal.oh,did i mention yg today is the last day budak2 upsi (amri,azri, nazran, khairul n fina) kat skolah tu?hmm.

hai la.dup dap dup dap ni tak abes pun lg.

haih.....

i miss you...............................................

Upgrade Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0.

Upgrade boyfriend 5.0 to husband 1.0 - pentium8 version

Dear IT Support,

Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a slow down in the overall performance, particularly in the flower and jewellery applications that had operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 un-installed many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, but installed undesirable programs such as EPL 5.0, NBA 3.0 and ESPN 2.0. And now Conversation 8.0 no longer runs and House Cleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail. What can I do?

Regards,
Desperate
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Reply:

Dear Desperate,

First keep in mind; Boyfriend 5.0 is an entertainment package, while Husband 1.0 is an operating system. Try entering the command C:\ I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME and download Tears 6.2 to install Guilt 3.0. If all works as designed, Husband 1.0 should then automatically run the applications Jewellery 2.0 and Flowers 3.5. But remember, overuse can cause Husband 1.0 to default to Grumpy Silence 2.5, Happy Hour 7.0 or Late Night Teh Tarik 6.1. Late Night 6.1 is a very bad program that will create SnoringLoudly.wav files. Whatever you do, DO NOT install Mother-in-Law 1.0 or reinstall another Boyfriend program. These are not supported applications and will crash Husband 1.0. In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have a limited memory and cannot learn new applications quickly. You might consider additional software to improve memory and performance. I personally recommend Hot Food 3.0 and Lingerie 6.9.
Good Luck,

IT Support

ps:chumel2.hikhik.en.Boyfren,plez take note ok. =P

quick update.

1) PD sgt panas minggu ni.sgt panas.sgt panas smpi sakit kepala.sgt panas smpi ape pn tak bleh nk buat.lucky aifaa provide every room dgn air-cond.

2) seronok sgt td g tgk sunset kat pantai bayu beach resort dgn kwn2 upsi yg dh nk abes praktikal minggu ni.

3) lesson planning lagi.ade lebih kurg 7 weeks to go.tolak 2 minggu exam, ade 5 minggu lagi nk mengajar. 5 weeks times 5 lesson plans every week, that's 25 more lesson plans to go.bunyi macam skit kan?tp Tuhan je la yg tau betapa pening dn serabutnye kepala ni setiap kali nk buat lesson plan.tu blom slide show lg.evaluation lg.

4) en. Boyfren g tgk wayang dgn geng2 die.cite BOHSIA(cerita apakah itu?tidak pernah pula kudengarinya).uhuhuhuhu.lamenye tak tgk wayang.aci download je dpd tenet.ish.thank God im not a cinema-freak.

ok.sekarang yuhaniz kene start buat keje.oh.pkul 11 baru start.skrg nk g main dgn perut pink Q si kucing bulat.(sungguh tidak sedar diri kerja bertimbun).

A shoulder to cry on....

Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take
you down,
It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if you let me walk with you
by your side,

And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone, cause I'll be there.

All of the times when everything is wrong
And you're feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I hope you work it out and carry on
Side by side,
With you till the end
I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand
no matter what is said or done
our love will always continue on

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
you won't be alone cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one you rely on
when the whole world's gone
you won't be alone
cause I'll be there!

And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....

dedicated to me ever dearest khairul fadzli,who never fails to be by my side everytime i need a sholder to cry on..........

teacher's words.

salam.

life sungguh hectic ye sejak akhir2 ni.sungguh la.sape kate jd cikgu ni senang?uhuhuhuhu.oh.mungkin jd cikgu memg senang.jd cikgu praktikal yg susah.seriously.tgk kat lesson plan pon dh tau.lesson plan cikgu praktikal smpi berkajang2,tp lesson plan cikgu btol hanya sehelai sehari.SEHELAI SEHARI ok.kalo sehari ada 3 kelas nk kene ajar,can u imagine how short their lesson plan are?sungguh tidak adil.but life is never fair.right?

penat.serious penat.penat fizikal sbb byk sgt jalan,naik tangga.penat mental sbb fikir nk ajar ape,mcm mane nk tackle students yg seriously mcm2 ragam.penat emosi sbb byk sgt bersabar dgn budak2 punye perangai.

but im soo lucky.so lucky to be placed at the same skul with aifaa.at least ade la org yg bleh rase susah mengajar same2.nk kongsi murid sape paling teruk.so lucky to be surrounded by people yg tak putus2 bg emotional support.ma,ayah.kawan2 baik cam faiz,nahar,hilmi,nadlyn,aifaa (ok,knp kwn baik sy lebih ramai lelaki dpd perempuan??).the best cousin on earth,ain.n en. Boyfren,yg always keep up dgn my unstable emotion (bile sy penat,sy suka marah die.n thank God die penyabar,walau sudah byk kali kesabaran die tercabar).uhuhuhuhuhu.

n budak2 sebenarnya takdela teruk sgt.diorg mcm bleh rase ape perception kite pd diorg,dn diorang akan react mengikut ape yg kite rase tu.seriously.ntah lah.there is no black n white, no book to tell u how to react with the students.semuanya bergantung kpd kebolehan kite nk adjust care kite mengajar dgn attitude budak2.contohnye la,takkan la kite nk expect kelas2 last untuk faham ape yg kite ajar dlm sekali kelas je?ade kemungkinan diorg memg langsung takkan faham ape yg kite ajar.so bg la diorg ape yg diorg bleh bwk.untuk kelas2 last ni,for me, kalo diorg bleh dok diam dn salin nota pon adalah satu pencapaian yg sgt membanggakan.tak bleh lokek langsung nk bg appreciation pd diorg.sbb tu yg diorg cari.perhatian.penghargaan.memg la kalo budak2 besar mengada2 mintak nk kate die bagus setiap kali buat kerja haruslah ditampar atau ditumbuk dgn kekuatan maksima,tp untuk this little crowd, the unfortunate students or so we call them,memg tak bleh lokek langsung.diorg akan lg semangat nk buat kerje bile die tau kite tau yg diorg buat kerje.ntah lah.susah nk cerita pon.

tp masih ade lg students yg beria minta diajar.i hv this one student(sebenarnye student aifaa but since he always use my lappy so i consider him as my student too),mintak aifaa ajar mcm mane nk gune komputer,he's form 5,dn kelas bagus sbb die amek science stream.untuk skolah harian,budak2 science stream ni di kire budak pandai la.dn die masih lg menaip dgn menggunakan SATU JARI.ONE FINGER.mungkin langsung takde exposure pd komputer.tp dh tingkatan lima.dn bukan kelemahan die dgn komputer yg sy cuba sampaikan kat sini.tp his respect to us teachers.his appreciation.bcz die ni blaja ngn aifaa secara intensif d luar waktu kelas,so stiap kali die dtg,he keeps apologizing, 'sory teacher ive wasted ur time.','minta maaf cikgu.' dn bila abis je belajar, 'die akan bersungguh2 kate 'thank you teacher', 'terima kasih cikgu' byk2 kali. n he's a singh.not even a muslim.terharu dgn kesungguhan die nk belajar.

i hv this one class.tingkatan 2.sgt teruk.kelas second last.my first impression,besela kelas teruk,so susah nk control.mase first class,i dun know what to do to control the class.tp bile masuk mnggu keempat,kelima,diorg sebenarnye tak susah untuk dikawal.cume kite kene mengajar mengikut phase diorg.tak bleh nk letak objektif tinggi2.mule2 memg sgt susah hati bile dpt kelas ni.tp yg paling buat sy terkejut,setiap kali abes kelas,diorg sume(lelaki dn perempuan) akan salam dn cium tgn sy sebelum keluar dpd lab komputer.see,diorg masih lg ade rase hormat pd cikgu.cume kite kene tau mcm mane nk kekalkan rase tu.

seriously, i love these people.sgt2 syg student2 ni.dpd tingkatan 1 yg memg takut kalo dpt soalan maths,so itulah modal semasa sy kalo nk soh diorg diam, tingkatan 2 yg ingat diorg dh otai sbb dh masuk form 2 dn ade junior,tingkatan 3 yg sgt nakal tp masih lg ingat yg diorg ade pmr,tingkatan 4 yg suke nk manja2 dgn cikgu,dn tingkatan 5 yg asyik mintak no telefon dn ajak kawen,all of these people slalu buat sy tersenyum sendiri..sape kate jd cikgu tak seronok?

that's my fifth week.7 more to go.rase mcm cepat sgt mase dh berlalu.

merapu 2.

Have your parents ever caught you drinking?

-nope.i jz dont drink.

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?

-tlg aifaa btolkan alignment printer.yeah we are mcgyvers.

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?

-en. Boyfren.

Last restaurant you went to?

-kfc like 3 days ago sbb dpt  voucher isi minyak rm30 kat petronas.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

- en. Boyfren.

Did you have an exciting last weekend?

- yes bcz my mom was here n i got one whole day for myself.

Have you ever crawled through a window?

-err..why shud i again?

The last item you spent your money on?

-my car.isi minyak.

What is your current addiction or obsession?

-nescafe,bcz i literally start and end my day with a cup of nescafe.and sleep.lots and lots and lots of undisturbed,sound sleep.

Is there a secret you've never told your parents?

- oh like u would not believe!!

Do you like yourself?

-of course i do.what's not to like?

Have you ever dyed your hair?

-my mom will kill me if i ever dyed my hair.

Are you wearing a necklace?

-nope.

Who is someone you wish you could fix things with?

-sgt byk org.sgt byk org.sgt byk org.

Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?

-nope.

Are you an emotional person?

-yes.

What's something that can always make you feel better?

-sleep.n an episode of grey's anatomy.ahahahaha.

Did your parents spoil you as a child?

-tidak.my parents were kinda strict  that time.but now,all my sisters n brother were literally a bunch of spoilt brats.huh.wonder where all the strictness go.

Will this weekend be a good one?

-this is weekend n its  good.kinda.

Who can always cheer you up?

-mom,icah n a'ad,aifaa,along, n en.  Boyfren. (nk jwb family frens n boyfren nmpk cliche sgt.ahahaha)

Have you ever gone nude/streaked in public?

-why shud i?

Have you ever throw up in public?

-like lots of time.im a frequent-thrower.ahahaha. (is there even such thing?)

What do you want right now?

-gourmet pie @ secret recipe.ade sape2 rase mcm nk blanje?

Who hugged you last?

-mommy.uwuwuwuwuwu.

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?

-oh yes.i hv like 5 of en. Boyfren's tshirt n im actually wearing one right now. (tshirt putih besar gabak yg de tulis adidas new zealand all blacks ni syg,in case u dont remember.u gave me this tshirt n all other tshirts sbb turun kaler n u suruh i bleach kan.n that was like what,3 years ago?hikhik.sori2.nt anis bg ye.weee~)

Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?

-like sooo many times.mule2 memg rase sakit hati thp buleh jadi super saiya ke-empatbelas.tp skrg dh mls nk layan.mulut org bkn kite leh tutup.kalo redha je kan dpt pahala.hik.

Do you steal people's boyfriends or girlfriends?

-i dun think so....did i?ahahahaha.

Who was the last person to come to your house?

-dh lame sgt tak balik umah ni...uhuhuhuu~

Have you ever worked in a food place?

-slalu je berangan nk keje.tp en. Father kate no way!

What would you name your future daughter?

-ahahahaha.en. Boyfren,sila jwb soalan ini.

What's going on between you and the person you like?

-definitely something very good.

What was your worst mistake in your life?

-haih will sum up everything.

Would you get back with your last ex if they asked you?

-a big NO.no way.

What's something you really want right now, be honest

-home?like real home,with mom n dad n icah n a'ad?uwuwuwuu.

Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?

-those butterflies never actually leave my stomach.they are always there.huuu.but a healthy amount of nervousness is good if u are a teacher u know.it means that u know u are carrying such a huge responsibility.

Does anything on your body hurt right now?

-yeah.

Who was the last person to disappoint you?

-nobody.

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

-en. Boyfren.

What are you listening to?

-always be my baby, david cook's version.

What's a quote from a song that you are listening to?

-time cant erase the feeling this strong....

Have you ever punched a hole in the wall?

- i dun hv any intention to hurt my hand,at least at the moment.so nope.never.

Do you know someone in jail?

-err...nope.i guess not.

Highlight of today?

-today is jz like any other sunday.ordinary sunday.

Where were you at 2:00 this morning?

-my room.

Who did you copy this from?

-nikie my junior.

How do you know them?

-college.

Do you wear contact lenses?

-yeah.

Anywhere you'd rather be right now?

-home.

Are you going anywhere for the next summer?

-no plans yet.

Do you have plans today?

-yes.

Waiting for someone to call/text?

-en. Boyfren baru je msg kate nk g mkn kfc,so im not expecting him to call or msg me any sooner.huhu.

Will you call them if they don't call/text?

-nope.like i said,im not expecting any call or msges.

What's a fact about the last person had their arms around you?

-she's my mom?

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?

-en. Boyfren's.heee.

Could you go a day without eating?

- i think i can.

Do you know anyone that smokes?

-yes sure.

Do you still talk to the last person you dated?

-yes.

Have you ever kissed a stranger?

-nope.

Do your parents force you to go to church or let you make the decision?

-i was born muslim n am sooo grateful for that.

When it comes to the opposite sex, what is your type?

-brad pitt,jc chasez (nsync),edward cullen,n derek shepherd all rolled into one.hihi. (en. Boyfren, i still love u more.hee.)

How's your day so far?

-jz like any other day.

Ever been in italy?

-nope.

Can you do splits?

-err...define splits?

merapu 1.

Hati rase mcm x brape nk best, so nk post bende merapu lah.

1. Last beverage ♥ a can of nescafe. 
2. Last phone call ♥  en. Boyfren
3. Last text message ♥ en. Boyfren
4. Last song you listened to ♥ how do i live by trisha yearwood
5. Last time you cried ♥ like this morning? uwuwuwuwu.

HAVE YOU EVER :
6. Dated someone twice ♥ i dated en. Boyfren like a gazillion times already n planning to date again soon.heee.
7. Been cheated on ♥ nope.never.my exes are kinda good that way.never cheated on me.
8. when was your 1st love ♥ years ago.
9. Lost someone special? ♥ yup.
10. Been depressed? ♥ like all the time.
11. Been drunk? ♥not drinking.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. light pink
13. baby blue.
14. black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU :
15. Made new friends ♥ like a lot.
17. Laughed until you cried ♥ yes.sure.hihi.
18. Met someone who changed you ♥ nope. i first met that someone like  6 years ago,n  like sooo in love with him now.
19. Found out who your true friends were ♥ yes.yes.yes.
20. Found out someone was talking about you ♥ like every single second but i dun give a damn~
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list ♥ nope.
23. How many kids do you want to have ♥ i want 3 n he wants 4. after a few quarrels, we decided to leave that to  God.ahahaha.
24. Do you have any pets ♥ dkt pet society dkt facebook.name die hemohemo.real pet?nope.not an animal person.
25. Do you want to change your name ♥ i love my name.i think its kinda rare n pretty unique.hihi.
26. What did you do for your last birthday ♥ last year ek?tak ingat la.....exam kot..
27. What time did you wake up today ♥ 6am.like usual.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night ♥ bergayut-ing with en. Boyfren.smpi kol 1.20pg.ahaha.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for ♥ for my latihan mengajar to end.
30. Last time you saw your father ♥ like 2 months ago.uuuuu.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life ♥ nothing i guess.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom ♥ ahahaha.yes. (en. Boyfren,u know its u.hikhik)
34. What's getting on your nerves right now? ♥ huhu.that summarize everything.
36. Whats your real name ♥ yuhaniz.
37. Relationship Status ♥ sooo not single n sooo lovin it.
38. Zodiac sign ♥ taurus.
39. Male or female ♥ female.
40. Elementary ♥ sk bakri batu 2 muar.
41. Middle School ♥ smk sri kukup.
42. High school ♥ sm sains muar.
43. Hair color ♥ blacky black.
44. Long or short ♥ shoulder length.
45. Height ♥ 156cm (en. Boyfren sila jgn gelak ok)
46. Do you have a crush on someone ♥ used to.back in samura. (en. Boyfren jgn sengih lebih2)
47. What do you like about yourself ♥ i like everything about myself.so for those who hated me,sorry.
48. Piercings ♥ a pair.at the right place ok.
49. Tattoos ♥ none.
50. Righty or lefty ♥ righty the mighty.

FIRSTS :
51. First surgery ♥ never.
52. First piercing ♥ when i was like 3 years old,my mom dh pierce my ears. she said its kinda easier that way ,bcz i was so small n my suffer was so genuine n i was  not sooo mengada2 yet.ahahaha.
53. First tattoo ♥ never.
54. First best friend ♥ nurilani mohd taha.when i was in standard 6.mase tu baru la tau ape itu besfren.ahahaha.
55. First sport you joined ♥ like nothing?ahahaha.
56. First pet ♥ kitten.tp tak smpt besar die dh arwah.uuu.tamo dh bela pape.
57. First vacation remembered ♥ when i was like 2, 3 years old, my parents used to bring us to PD like every month.the routine continued till i was  like 9.pastu dh takde dh.my parents sudah smakin bz.uwuwuwuwu.
59. First crush ♥ not telling.lalalalala~
60. First alcohol drink ♥ not drinking.

RIGHT NOW:
61. Eating ♥ nothing.
62. Drinking ♥ nothing.
63. I'm about to ♥ take a bath.
64. Listening to ♥ when u say nothin at all by ronan keating.
65. Waiting for ♥ this LMPK to end.
66. Want kids ♥ yeah sure.
67. Want to get married ♥ of course.
68. Careers in mind ♥ surirumah sepenuh masa bleh tak?uuuuu.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
69. Lips or eyes ♥ eyes.i like the color of  en. Boyfren's.like soooo cantik.
70. Hugs or kisses ♥ hugs.
71. Shorter or taller ♥ taller.
72. Older or Younger ♥ older.all my exes n en. Boyfren are older than me.
73. Romantic or spontaneous ♥ both.at the right time n place.
74. Nice stomach or nice arms ♥ arms.but not a bloating stomach either.hihi. (membayangkan perut en. Boyfren yg semakin besar dari hari ke hari)
75. Tattoos or piercings ♥ neither.please.
76. Sensitive or loud ♥ emm....loud.sensitive guys are soo leceh.sensitive girls are acceptable.its in our nature.ahahaha.
77. Hook-up or relationship ♥ serious relationship.
78. Trouble maker or hesitant ♥ trouble maker. i love bad boys!ahahaha.

HAVE YOU EVER :
79. Kissed a stranger ♥ nope.
80. Drank hard liquor ♥ not drinking.
82. Sex on first date ♥ nope.
83. Broken someone's heart ♥ yeah...............like sooo many times..
84. Had your own heart broken ♥ yeah like into smaller smaller pieces .
85. Been arrested ♥ nope.
86. Turned someone down ♥ yeah.few times actually.
87. Cried when someone died ♥ yes.
88. Liked a friend that is a girl ♥ i like all my frens.its like a must.ahahaha.

again.

ok.

hari ni ade lotsa things to do.

nk balik upm untuk urusan yg tak pernah selesai.

kemungkinan besar perlu ke upm lg esok sekiranya urusan blom juga nk selesai.

dpt cuti dpd skolah (tp still jugak kene dtg lapor diri hari2).

penat.duit mengalir mcm air.

tp takpelah.

uuuu.

my current playlist.

salam.

sejak akhir2 ni cm byk la plak sappy2 love song yg kuar kat radio.best plak tu.maka my playlist skrg ni memg pnoh la dgn lagu2 jiwang, mushy2 sappy, ooey gooey love songs.and the songs are:

1) always be my baby - david cook.

2) i will be - avril lavigne feat leona lewis

3) love story - taylor swift

4) thinking of you - katy perry

5) bless the broken road - rascal flatts

6) the climb - miley cyrus

7) mad - neyo

8) crazier - taylor swift

9) over you - daughtry

10) thank God i found you - mariah carey feat 98degrees

11) selfish - nsync

12) how to save a life - the fray

13) the man who cant be moved - the script

14) that's when i stop loving you - nsync

itu je la lagu yg de dlm my playlist skrg.skit?memg la....sbb tu la my lappy tak simpan byk lagu.i only simpan lagu2 yg i like the best je. ade jugak dlm my playlist tu lagu2 lame,yg masih best jugak nk dgr.hmmmmmmm.so enjoy the songs.

ps:sbnrnye byk nk post,pasal smlm g jadi guru pengiring kat saser...n stuff la..tp mcm blom in the mood lg nk bercerita..so this is for now.bile dh de mood,i'll tell u what happened dkt saser smlm ye.uuuuu.

 

weehuu.

name binatang ini tapir.atau cipan.

reason upload?

saje.

highlight of the week.

ok2.i know its not even the end of the week for me to post this entry.but trust me.this entry will be edited when ever i find other thing(s) or we can call them phenomenon that are more interesting than the story below.ok.i promise.but for now, i think this are the highlight of my week.

1) budak2 yg mcm2 ragam.

ok on monday, aifaa got this one class.ICT Literature.form 2A8.basically this is the last form 2 class, sbb skolah ni apply streaming.so u can expect what to happen la kan.and on monday, my best fren ni ade la kelas dgn budak2 2A8 ni.ajar spreadsheet software, about microsoft excel la.

aifaa: ok class.spreadsheet software may alternatively contain a formula that defines how the contents of that cell is to be calculated from the contents of any other cell or combination of cells each time any cell is updated. (sambil menunjukkan slideshow yg tertulis --may contain a formula--).ok u at the back,what do u understand about this?

one indian boy with the blur-est face on the universe:oh,may contain a formula aa teacher?oh.itu teacher,pada bulan may, itu komputer berganda2.ada betul ka teacher? --serius muka die langsung tak bersalah dn tak berniat membuat lawak.he really meant what he said--

aifaa menahan gelak yg almost exploding her guts.tp memg serius die tak dpt tahan,die pon toleh belakang dn gelak sorg.

other student:weh cikgu gelak a wei! --aifaa memg dikenali dgn reputasi sbg cikgu yg strict dn tidak tersenyum.ye2 sy tau ia sgt kontra with her true colors.untuk pengetahuan puan2,apabila mengajar kelas belakang2 ni,kite kene pandai berlakon ye puan2.--

aifaa:kamu jg main2 dgn saya ye! --dan indian boy tu terus terpinga2 kerana tidak faham apakah lawak yg telah die lakukan-- and the class burst into laughter.huhu.

random: dn smpi skrg aifaa masih lg tergelak sorg2 stiap kali die teringatkan insiden itu.

may contain a formula:pada bulan may komputer berganda2.

huhu.apakah????

 

forgive and forget.

Forgive and forget.

That's what they say.

It's good advice, but it's not very practical.

When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back.

When someone wrongs us, we want to be right.

Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled and old wounds never heal.

And the most we can hope for, is that one day,

..

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we'll be lucky enough to forget.

bersabarlah wahai hati...

salam...

hari ni perasaan mcm tak best je..hari pun ala-ala mendung..rase mcm resah sgt,tatau la nape...

byk sgt bende dlm kepala.tatau nk fikir yg mane satu..nk cari tempat bercerita,sume org pun bz...dn bukannya sume org pun kite bleh pcaya nk simpan2 bende2 terbuku dlm hati ni kan..en. boyfren n my fav cousin,due2 pon bz dgn thesis..tak smpi hati nk susahkan n serabutkan kepala dorg lg..along pon jauh........

sabarlah yuhaniz........................................................

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haih...

im sooooo over you~

Im over your lies
And Im over your games
Im over you asking me
When you know Im not okay
You call me at night
And I pick up the phone
And though you be tellinme
I know youre not alone

Oh and thats why your eyes
Im over it
Your smile
Im over it
Realized
Im over it, Im over it
Im over

(Chorus)
Wanting you to be wanting me
No that aint no way to be
How I feel, read my lips
Because Im so over
(Im so over it)
Movin on and its my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit
But now Im so over
Im so over it

Im over your hands
And Im over your mouth
Trying to drag me down and fill me with self doubt

Oh and thats why your world
Im over it
So sure
Im over it
Im not your girl
Im over it, Im over it
Im over

(Chorus)
Wanting you to be wanting me
No that aint no way to be
How I feel, read my lips
Because Im so over
(Im so over it)
Moving on and its my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit
But now Im so over
So over it
Im so over it

(Oh) Dont call, Dont come by
Aint no use dont ask me why
Youll never change
Therell be no more crying in the rain
No, Oh oh
Im over it

merapu sket.

salam.

rini balik skola dgn perasaan yg sgt penat.uuuu.maybe sbb 2 hari dok terbongkang kat umah, tido awal, bgn gile lmbt, pasu leh bantai tido lg, tibe2 satu hari x tido, jd lembik la plak.uuuu.

smpi umah sibuk la mencari mknn sbb memg lapar tahap tak hengat!bukak peti ais,pk,ape la nk masak ri ni....dn end up dgn:

1)ikan kembung (kot la,yuhaniz memg faul la kalo bab menamakan spesis2 ikan ni) masak kicap (kuah kicap tu sbnrnye lebih2 masak ayam masak kicap smlm.sonang.makcik gaul je dgn ikan goreng nak.dh siap satu lauk.hee.)

2)kobes msk air (yuhaniz memg hari2 msk sayur masak air.mcm2 jenis.alasan?senag gile.potong sayur.tumis bwg putih+merah.masuk sayur.masuk air.masuk ikan bilis cube separuh.dh siap.ha.kan sonang.bleh cube tuh.)

3)cendawan goreng (yg ni memg fav aifaa.ari2 kene masak.)

4)kentang+tempe goreng masak smbl.sbb terasa nk mkn.

pon dlm pkol 6 siap la.tgh2 makan tu, tibe2 aifaa bertanya soalan yg sungguh bernas yet tidak dijumpai jawapan nye sehingga kini.

aifaa: kite ni mkn ape skrg ni yuha?lunch ke dinner?

yuhaniz: hmm.perlu ke aku jawab soklan tu?

dn skrg ni,keje2 yg menanti cikgu yuhaniz adalah:

1)lessonplan untuk kelas fizik-4a8-selasa

2)lessonplan+slideshow untuk kelas ict-2a7(haih.............)-rabu

3)lessonplan+slideshow untuk kelas ict-1a7-khamis

4)acknowledgement untuk thesis encik boyfren (dh dpt jwtn s/u tak berbayar la semenjak en boyfren sibuk dgn thesis ni)

ri ni dh janji dgn en boyfren nk tido awal.so sume keje mesti siap sblom jam 11mlm!mari kite bancuh air panas skrg!

ok.gtg.lotsa work to do.tata~

god blessed the broken road that led me straight to you...

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like Northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like Northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Now I'm just rolling home
Into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you.....

dedicated to a person;

who never say no to my every wish and dream,

who stick with me come hell or high water,

who loves me unconditionally,

whom i love with everything that's worth.....

...

9.48pm.khamis.home.

x bleh concentrate nk buat keje.