i believe that everything happens for a reason;
people change so that you can learn to let go.
things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right.
you believe less so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself.
and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
-marilyn monroe-
Laporan Latihan Mengajar & Praktikum Kaunseling
Nama pelatih: Yuhaniz binti Anuar
No matrik: 132850
Program: BSDP(K) - Fizik
Sem: 8
Jantina: P
Tarikh: 15 Jun 2009
Nama sekolah: SMK Dato Haji Abdul Samad Port Dickson
Tingkatan: 4A8
Mata pelajaran: Fizik
Masa: 11.05-12.15pm
Bil Murid: 23
Tajuk: Analyzing forces in equilibrium
Penyeliaan: Major
- Guru menegur pelajar yang lewat hampir 15 minit. Tindakan yang baik/patut dilakukan,bagaimanapun guru perlu beri peluang pada pelajar untuk beri penjelasan.
- Set induksi yang berkaitan dengan topik yang diajar tetapi kurang menarik.
- Guru memberi konsep berkaitan topik dibantu dengan nota pada slaid.
- Guru juga memberi penegasan dengan menulis semula konsep penting di papan putih.
- Suara guru amat jelas beserta intonasi yang sesuai.
- Nota yang jelas pada slaid tetapi rajah yang kecil, kurang jelas.
- Perbaiki teknik Q&A. Pastikan pelajar tahu soalan sebelum mereka disoal.
- Struktur P&P yang tersusun & berperingkat. Mengandungi semua komponen P&P: induksi, perkembangan dan penutup. Bagaimanapun lebih kepada guru, kurang penglibatan pelajar.
- Keseluruhan P&P mencapai objektif yang dibentuk.
- P&P guru yang baik, tetapi masih perlu ditingkatkan kepada lebih baik dgn memperbaiki teknik Q&A, pelbagai teknik dan penglibatan pelajar.
Nama penyelia: Dr Nurzatulshima Kamarudin.
*******ok now this is me talking********
final destination.bukan2.observation.puan siti hajar (guru pembimbing fizik) n puan zaila (guru pembimbing ictl) dah observe 2 kali.dr shafee (penyelia minor) pun dh dtg 2 kali.so observation dr shima ni yg paling last la sbb dr dh dtg sekali sblum cuti hari tu.uhuhuhu.rase relief gile.bukanlah nk kate dh tanak buat lesson plan betul2 n stuff.just takdela rase pressure sgt bile lesson plan tak siap (ok lesson plan tak pnh tak siap sbb bile tak siap memg la kelam kelibut siapkan).dr shima kate oklah.kalo first observation dulu memg dpt B.catatan n komen dlm laporan smpi 2 page.tp kali ni, dr kate bleh la nk bg A. cume markah aifaa lg lebih skit la A die sbb teknik penyoalan aifaa lagi better.ehehehe.ade ke dr kate saya hilang mood sbb budak2 masuk lambat dlm kelas?budak2 tu bukan bleh bg muka sgt.karang dipijak2 kepala kita.dr shafee pun dulu kate sy garang.ehehe.
tapi all in all,alhamdulillah la sbb dpt guru2 pembimbing n penyelia yg baik.puan siti hajar yg sgt cool dn suke membelanja kitorg makan termasuk sekeping domino's pizza,puan zaila yg sporting gile smpi bg kitorg mkn sume buah2 yg org bwk kat die mase die dok dlm wad sbb die tak abes mkn,dr shafee yg asyik fikir mcm mane care nk tambah bilangan komputer kat makmal komputer skolah dgn care meminta sponsor dpd shell dn mobil, dn asyik berfikir care menjimatkan api yang berkobar2 dkt cerobong asap refinery shell, dn dr shima yg suke melayan kitorg bergosip.alhamdulillah.sy sgt grateful,sbb despite all the students' behaviour yg buat sy sakit kepala dn sakit hati dn sakit segala2,pihak2 yg memberi markah sgt2 membantu.sgt2 membantu.tu dh cukup buat sy.lagipun ade je student2 yg baik dn hormat cikgu dn nk belajar.cukuplah.sy bukan mengajar di sbp pun,nk expect student sume bijak2 dn pandai2 dn hormat cikgu,even sbp pun ramai je yg nakal2.cume bezanya,diorg nakal tp pandai.buat jenayah secara bijaksana.ehehehe.
so dgn tempoh praktikal yg tinggal 2 minggu, ataupun 10 hari mengajar to be exact,sy dh hampir2 rase lega.walaupun blum tau markah,tp sy harap dpt markah yg baik sbb peluang nye mcm cerah je nk dpt atleast B+ or A-.kalo dpt A lagila alhamdulillah.
tp deep inside me,rase syg pulak nk tinggalkan budak2 tu.uhuhu.tp sesungguhnya sy tidak akan memanjangkan tempoh praktikal sy.berilah sy peluang merehatkan minda dn perasaan sy yg sekian lame tertekan ni.berilah peluang kpd all the butterflies in my stomach to leave.
lepas praktikal ni ade cuti sminggu.lepas tu sem master bermula.sy kembali bergelar pelajar,setelah 14 minggu menjadi pengajar.harap2 dpt la posting lmbt skit,so that sume projek master sy bleh selesai sblom sy posting.jeles btul dgn dr shima,sbb baru dpt title dr.uhuhuhu.bile lah sy nk jd dr yuhaniz.haih.
khairul pun dh balik dpd mngerjakan umrah with his family.smpi senai semalam.after 12 days with no calls.not even 1.ade la 1 msg.pd har ke 10.uhuhu.tu pun just ckp yg die balik on 14th.dh biasa bercakap tiap2 mlm sblum tido,tibe2 12 hari snyp mcm tu je.tp alhamdulliah, die dn familynye pun dh selamat smpi malaysia ptg ahad smlm.so the routine continues.
so skrg,i hv to get back to work.sy kene key in markah student sblum hari rabu.so esok la kan.rase mcm esok kene stayback untuk key in markah.tp paper pun blom abes tande lagi.ictl.lagi 2 kelas.mlm ni kene siapkan.esok punye lesson plan pun blom siap lg.dh la ade 2 kelas esok.haih.takpela.sabarlah tinggal 2 minggu je pun lg.
=)
salam.
sgt lame tak meng-update.bz skit dgn mcm2 bende:
1) buat soklan exam.fizik tingkatan 4.
2) stapler soklan exam.
3) C++
4) eh,tu je ke?hikhik.
ok.now.the truth.sebenanrnye kurg ade mood untuk mengupdate blog skrg,sbb extremely tired.slalu pkul 11 tu dh tak larat dh nk berjaga.lagi2 bile saya dh jumpe new love.
dan brown.
ok,now u wonder who the heaven dan brown is.he is the writer of da vinci code.n angels and demons.n me as an unstoppable bookworm ever existed in this peaceful little world is a common knowledge.so hari tu dkt AXN(channel 701) ade la cerita da vinci code ni.sgt best ok.ok.memg boring.cerita pasal christianity and jesus and leonardo da vinci n stuff.saya tau memg boring.tapi saya suka!so terus saya menGoogle pdf version of the novel.n jumpe.n i spent like my every free second to read the book.n as u can guess, it turns out to be soooo interesting.
dn hari tu saya dn khairul/fadzli/en. Boyfren pon nk pg tgk wayang.after genap 9 minggu tak jumpe ok.n takde cerita ape pun yg tak boring.khairul nk tgk terminator salvation yg mase tu blom kuar lg, n im waiting for my harry potter to be released.dn ternampak la poster angels n demons.rase nye baru release 2,3 hari kot.dan saya pun:
me: sayang,nak tgk angels n demons bleh?
khairul: angels and what?
me: ni ha poster ni.writer da vinci code.continue cite die.watak hero yg same.
khairul: oh.bleh2.tp kene tgk betul2 la.tak bleh nk merengek2 lapar la ngantuk la.
me: hukhuk.yela2.janji.
dn khairul pun pg beli tiket.n cite memg best la.still lagi pasal stuff mcm dlm da vinci code,christianity and jesus n whatever,tp kali ni die cerita pasal election of Pope.or dlm bm nye kite panggil Paus.the highest order dlm christianity.serius memg best.n thank Allah yg khairul pun share the same interest;die pun ske tgk da vinci code.so he enjoyed the movie too.
dn saya pun, balik je,sebaik saje saya dpt access pd internet,terus la download pdf version of the novel.n im not dissapointed at all.bile aifaa tgk saya sgt immersed dgn novel pdf ni:
aifaa: eeee takutnye aku.banyaknye tulisan.sejarah plak tu.
dn saya hanya mampu tersenyum.tatau la kenapa saya bleh jatuh cinta plak dgn buku2 mcm ni.
bukan lah saya jatuh cinta pada christianity.Astaghfirullah al-Adzim.mintak simpang la.saya bangga saya dilahirkan muslim dn kekal muslim.saya percaya pada Tuhan saya.cuma sgt menarik sebenarnye bile saya tau tradisi agama tu.saya rase seronok,thrill n excited untuk tau cerita pasal Nabi Isa A.S. dari sudut pandangan diorang.dan diorg sendiri tau Bible tu adalah karangan manusia yang dh disesuaikan mengikut zaman dan keperluan, tapi still diorg nk ikut lagi.uhuhuhu.so its their faith.saya bukan pakar agama untuk debatkan soal ni.saya cume suke bile dpt tau bende baru.ehehehe.
so saya dh download digital fortress and deception point,both by dan brown.dn tahun ni akan release satu lagi novel die, the lost symbol.dn skrg im on my way to finish digital fortress.
the real books?memandangkan keadaan ekonomi sendiri yang semakin teruk skrg ni (uhuhuhuhuhu salah saya sbb saya memg faul la dlm bab meng-organize duit2 saya) jadi saya holdkan dulu pembelian buku2 tersebut.saya still akan beli.my love for books is sooo and sooo deeep im gonna buy every book that i fell in love with.cume bile saya banyak duit la.skrg ni byk lagi keperluan lain.maka saya dah rase cukup puas hati walaupun cuma baca pdf version je.
teringat zaman kecik2 dulu bile cikgu tanye:
cikgu: yuhaniz, awak nak buat ape kalo awak dapt satu juta ringgit?
me: saya nk beli buku banyak2 cikgu.saya nk buat library besar2 yang ade banyak2 buku.
see.i was sooooo a bookworm back then.n still am.n proud,really2 proud of it.
mesti awak sume ingat saya total geek dgn spec besar old school bwk bagpack berat n buku stebal 10cm ke mana2 kan?
u have 2 choices. 1) judge me already. 2) know me first n then u judge me. whatever.i dun care.i still love books.
hihi.
ps:knp saya label post ni sbg health problem?sbb saya rase org yg sakit dn perlukan rawatn je yg sanggup habiskan mase berjam2 bace buku2 dan brown ni.blom lagi saya start bace jane austin.mase tu saya akan self-admit diri saya dlm psychiatric ward.ehehehe.
saya peduli ape.saya suke bace buku.live with it.
salam.
hari ni perjalanan memg panjang.
pagi tadi lapor diri kat skolah.print soalan fizik paper 1 tingkatan 4.hantar borang reso.
pkul 9.30 gerak (cabut sbnrnye.kat skolah ade latihan fire-drill.kitorg kire rentung la.tp dh btau GPK 1 kitorg kene pg upm ok.hal sgt penting.berkaitan hidup dn mati.uhuhuhu.) g upm.jumpe dr zarina.setel sume kol 12.30.cari along tak jumpe.rupenye die g land field.balik umah pink.kol 2.30 gerak kuar.g upm cari org sume x jumpe.pastu pkol 3.30 gerak balik.
smpi pd kol 4.30.aifaa ajak g mkn toast kat bangi kopitiam(bukan kat bangi ok.kat pd.saujana walk.btol2 depan pantai batu 4.sebelah die ade branch restoran sate haji samuri.marilah ke PD.).pkul 5.00 smpi umah.baring2.pkul 6 siap2 nk g bacaan yasin kat skola sempena smabutan hari guru.
pkul 7 smpi skolah.tahlil punye doa was like FOREVER.panjang gile doa die.uhuhuhuhuhu.pastu ade jamuan.makan ayam masak lemak cili api.
skrg dh stgh jam smpi umah.print lesson plan smpi ari isnin.nk tido awal hari ni.esok dr shaffe dtg observe aifaa.kemungkinan besar pn shima pun nk dtg.
tp,despite all the hecticness n sourness n penat-ness,esok en. Boyfren nk dtg.trun PD.his bday is on saturday.what am i getting him?of coz i wont tell u!! *winkwink*
ps:penat sgt minggu ni.uhuhuhuhuhu.
salam.
minggu ni dh masuk minggu ke 8.
rutin harian masih lagi mcm biasa. bgn pkul 6.15pg,balik skolah pkul 3 ptg.skrg hari isnin adalah hari paling exhausting.sbb hari isnin ade taklimat guru yg salunye habis pkul 4.30 ptg.pastu pkul 8, kami berdua di minta mengajar kelas tusyen asrama, subj sains tingkatan 2.start smlm.maka hari isnin dpt anugerah hari paling hectic sedunia.skrg ni,pkul 10.30 mlm tu paling lmbt la tido.uhuhuhu.sungguh2 jd cikgu ni penat.ni belum lagi kawen.blum ade anak.hai la....
hari isnin (semalam) dr Shafee (supervisor untuk subj minor) dh dtg observe skali. esok (rabu) dr Shafee dtg lg skali untuk observe kali kedua. hari jumaat, dr Shafee dtg lagi untuk observe Aifaa pulak.yg hari jumaat tu, kebarangkalian untuk pn Shima (supervisor subj major) dtg sgt tinggi.sbb minggu depan dh exam mid term.
minggu ke-9 dn minggu ke-10.
untuk form 4 n form 5, minggu depan dh start exam...so saya akan belajar bende baru lagi, iaitu menjadi guru penjaga exam.uhuhuhu.jadual waktu kelas mcm bese,so bile dh dilihat2 kepada jadual exam form4 n form 5 tu,maka inilah kelas yg bakal saya jaga untuk exam.
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isnin (18/5):
sambutan hari guru.
selasa(19/5):
8.50-9.30pg. kelas: 4A8. subj: english II.
10.40-11.50: kelas: 1A5. mengajar cam bese.budak2 lower form lom start exam lg.
rabu(20/5):
9.30-10.50. kelas: 1A3. mengajar cam bese.
12.40-2.00. kelas: 2A7. mengajar cam bese.
khamis(21/5):
takde kelas.
jumaat(22/5):
11.10-12.20. kelas: 4A8. subj: sains 2.
isnin(25/5):
11.05-12.25. kelas: 4A8. subj: biologi II.
selasa(26/5):
8.50-9.30. kelas: 4A8. subj: fizik I (paper ni saye yg buat soalan,saya yg ajar kelas ni.hrp2 la budak tak mintak jwpn.uhuhuhu)
10.40-11.50. kelas: 1A5. subj: tatau lg.
rabu(27/5):
9.30-10.50. kelas: 1A3. subj: tatau lg.
12.40-2.00. kelas: 2A7. subj: tatau lg.
khamis(28/5):
takde kelas.
jumaat(29/5):
11.10-12.20. kelas: 4A8. subj: sivik.
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kelas 2A7 masih lagi menguji dan menguji kesabaran.stiap kali hari rabu,memg pening sgt dibuatnye.tatau nk ajar ape...dn berdebar2 memikirkan reaksi budak2 yg susah nk dijangka.kdg2 diorg ni baik,kdg2 bile angin nakal diorg smpi,memg tak terkejar semua.dgn saiz kelas yg sungguh tidak kondusif (35-40 org setiap kelas, kelas 2A7 ade 38 org setakat ni), cikgu memg tak dpt nk capai semua budak.
4A8,masih jugak mcm tu.kelas ni student sikit, 23 org.tolak la frequent ponteng-ers yg kejap muncul kejap tak, kelas saya tak pernah ckup 20 org pun spnjg 8 mnggu saya dh mengajar kelas ni.senang nk manage,saya bleh bg attention dkt sume org.students pun dh mintak extra class untuk revision.seriously,saya lebih suka mengajar fizik dpd mengajar ICT.sbb fizik silibus jelas,ade rujukan.ade buku teks.tp ICT hanye berpandukan modul2 yg memg tak bleh nk dilaksanakan sbb tak cukup komputer.perkara biasa kat skolah,beli la komputer byk mane pun,memg tak akan cukup.
sejak2 dpt kelas baru (1A3 dn 1A5) dn meninggalkan satu kelas yg saya suka (1A7), jadual mcm dh penuh sgt.tak terlihat la muka kitorg ni kat bilik guru tu.ye la,kelas kitorg sume dkt lab, lab fizik dn ICT.sbb la due lab ni memg la jauh dpd bilik guru, jadi kitorg amek keputusan lepak je kat lab ICT.pg2 je tunggu bilik guru, tu pun sbb tunggu relief.stgh jam sblom kelas first start, kitorg dh cau dh pg lab.
dn sejak akhir2 ni jugak, sakit kaki makin menjadi2. jadi cikgu memg memenatkan. serious. jalan sane,jalan sini. naik tangga sane,naik tangga sini. blom lagi berdiri spnjg mase mengajar tu.huhuhu.tp redha je lah.ilmu kan.dulu en. Zol azlan (lecturer Kaedah MengajarFizik) kate,kalo cikgu2 ni redha dn ikhlas sebarkan dn sampaikan ilmu2 diorg,diorg dpt byk sgt pahala,selagi ilmu tu budak2 gunekan,dn sampaikan lagi pulak pade org lain.mcm tanam saham pahala la.uhuhuhu.bab pahala tu memg sesuai la kat saya.dosa2 ni dh koyan2 smpi tak tertanggung dh rasenye.tp bab ikhlas tu,haih.bak kate kwn baik saya, Nahar, "anis ni asyik mengeluh je...".uhuhuhu.di manekah keikhlasan ku di situ..takpela.ikhlas tu subjektif,biar Allah je yg ukur dn bagi pahala.semoga saya dpt byk2.amiiin.
so esok ade 2 kelas, 1A3, yg mane sy akan kene observe dgn dr Shafee, dn 2A7 (haih...............).due2 ICT.make esok saya akan bertapa di lab ICT spnjg hari (kecuali kalo ade relief).
Tuhan...berilah kekuatan.............
ps:terima kasih kat sume2 org yg wish bday ari tu...time kaseh sbb ingat.....
pps:doakan saya bertahan lagi 4 minggu praktikal ni, n years n years to come sbg guru...sbb saya rase,sistem pertahanan badan saya dh hampir2 nk berhenti berfungsi ni..uhuhuhuhu...
ok.it has been quite a while.i know.
so many unpredictable, unexpected things happened these days.haih.but to discuss them here is not a wise thing to do bcz most of them involved secrecy and confidetiality thus they cannot be told to public.at least from my side.from me.
and this is the one thing i despise the most.
publicizing the other side of story to the public.the oh-so-not-true version some more.
im not a good girl.im a bad,bad one in many,many ways.im a hypocrite.i smile to people i hate.i judge people.i have one loud mouth.i can be so mean if i want to.if i have to.but i did not spread out oh-so-not-true story about people i hate.that is soo not my thing.
but people seem to love bad-mouthing and back-talking me.people seem to love spreading oh-so-not-true stories about me.one thing about one-side-stories is, they always side to the story-tellers.or the story-spreaders,to be precise.the human version of CNN.or al-jazeera.or buletin utama.whatever.the point is,from the story-spreaders' sides,im the bad guy.im the one who hurt them deeply.im the one who had betrayed them.whatever,i dun care.u can pick whatever words that come out from ur stinky,stinky mouth.u can pour out whatever content of ur ugly,ugly heart.u can tell whatever stories that ur pea-sized brain come up with.i dun care.
bcz i dun care about the stories.u can say whatever u want,i dun give a damn.its ur mouth.dosa tanggung sendiri.im jz tired of hearing so many versions of oh-so-not-true stories from so many different people about me.im sick of people asking me the truth.ok.so asking the stories is a good thing to do.wanting to listen to the other side of the story is also one good thing to do.if u want clarification.if u know me well and u dont believe that i actually did such thing.fine.but if u want to butt in other people's business,if u want to be such a kepoh-bitchy who jz cant help interfering in my business,n help spreading them some more,adding spices here and there,making the stories sound a lot worse than they already are,keep ur butt out before i kick them out.
so to u out there,please.im saying please with such a nice,soft tone here.stop spreading stories,whether its true or not.im sorry if im wrong,n i dun expect apologies from u if im right.people always find it easier to forgive people for being wrong than being right.whatever.i actually dun give a damn hell who is wrong or whose side is right,i jz dun care.spreading stories is not good for ur physical health.bcz if u ever crossed the patience level line even by one-sixteenth of an inch,u might end up losing people's respect, and that is not something u get to earn in one day.or worse,u might end up losing some vital parts of ur body.
my patience is sooo close to the surface nowadays,so i beg u not to test me anymore.i can transform to a supersaiya ke-empatbelas any moment now.i'll transform to one huge,ugly,ugly green monster,and i'll eat u alive.u will die slowly.with a great amount of pain.n u will beg me for my mercy.but merciness never exist in my life's dictionary.
of course not literally.
ps:read this with such a calm voice, n a calm heart.noticed that i didnt even use a single punctuation mark there?bcz im saying this nicely.softly.so soft it sounds much more dangerous than it actually is.
pps:i actually care.
for the record baby, i am a bad, bad girl.never been a good one.but the 'cucuk-cucuk' thingy was never my thing.i dun wanna care,if i could.i dun wanna butt in,if i dun have to.but thanks for the compliment anyway.i love being on the bad side.
ok now im superjealous.
like major jealous.
sbb my bestfren mase kat samura dulu baru je lahirkan anak kedua die.
SECOND CHILD.
anak kedua ok.
perlukah kejealousan ini melanda di kala2 hubungan masih lagi terumbang-ambing di langgar badai? (even i impressed with my choice of words.)
perlukah?
oh God im sooo jealous.
baby2 beliau sungguh comel.
tambah lagi jealous.
jealous.
jealous.
what's with the 'pheww!!' ?
ok.full story starts now.
hari ni pn shima dtg.without warning,without sign, suddenly she came.uhuhuhuhu.we've been expecting her to come any moment now,for its already fifth week n we only have another 5 weeks of observation (tolak 2 minggu exam n 2 minggu of school hols).so any moment now.but still,TERKEJUT!
kitorg smpi skolah pkol 7.25.biasala,lmbt kn.uwuwu.ms otw tu nmpk la satu jazz hitam ni.dlm hati dh kate dh,lawanya la hai jazz ni pun....terlupa plak yg puan shima pakai jazz hitam.n our car was right behind her!smpi je skolah,turun je dpd kereta,puan shima call aifaa,ckp she's at the school's gate already!muka aifaa memg dh berubah tak yah cite la kan,sbb aifaa nye kelas pg2 tu pkul 7.30.bayangkanla...nasib baik la hari ni hari jumaat,so sume lesson plan dh siap.dh tampal.kalo tak MAMPOS!
pastu aifaa pun kene la observe.pastu kitorg g la bwk puan shima makan kat kantin.kembang2 tekak seh!!ye la,tak pernah2 nye kitorg mkn kat kantin yg dpt "C" tu. C ok.bukan B.C.pastu mkn.pastu tunggu la sbb my class mule kol 11.10.memg la tak dpt nk betulkan pape kat lesson plan tu sbb memg dh siap2 type n tampal dlm buku persediaan mengajar tu kan.so my jantung pun dup dap dup dap.butterflies dh penuh dlm stomach.uuuu.
smpi la my turn untuk observation. i ran my class as usual,cume kali ni gune la bahasa inggeris,sbb takut la kene penalti markah sbb tak gune bahasa inggeris kan.tp muke students serious trouble.confuse.so dg terpaksanye,i redah je gune bahasa melayu,tak kisah la.kalo markah teruk pn shima leh dtg lg.tp kalo student tak paham,nk kene ulang kelas lagi.my class sungguh la passive,satu sbb ade org tgh observe kat belakang kan,lagu satu sbb i gune english so diorg tak paham so diorg tatau nk tanye ape.salu memgla bsing smpi la tak terlarat nk layan sorg2!bagus btol.padahal tak kautim pon dgn diorg kan.ahahaha.
commentnye memg la byk.antaranya tulisan kitorg kecik.pastu slide show tu kecik sgt.uhuhuhu.pastu my hand ter-over gerak la plak sbb byk sgt action smpi student ter-sidetrack.ye ke?ntahla.tamau la story kat sini sbb nt terjadi cerita lain la plak.yg paling penting,pn shima kate kalo gune bahasa melayu untuk explanation, its ok with her,sbb budak2 memg tak phm.yg penting lesson nye slide kene dlm bahasa inggeris.so lega la kan.lgpun kalo ikut logik akalnye,ade ke cikgu2 yg gune fully english untuk mengajar fizik secara realiti?takde kot.so pn shima kate overall ok la.sbb ajar fizik tingkatan 4 salunye memg tak berapa bermasalh sgt,sbb budak2 memg dh siap2 bijak2.cube la dr shafee dtg observe kitorg ajar kelas 2A6,2A7 n 2A8 tu.mau dapat C kitorg!
so there goes our first observation.pn shima tu leh dtg bile2 mase je lg tu.uhuhuhuhuhu.minggu depan nk call dr shafee mintak die plak dtg.tp kene tanye pn rita untuk mintak satu lg kelas budak2 baik now budak2 upsi dh abes praktikal.oh,did i mention yg today is the last day budak2 upsi (amri,azri, nazran, khairul n fina) kat skolah tu?hmm.
hai la.dup dap dup dap ni tak abes pun lg.
1) PD sgt panas minggu ni.sgt panas.sgt panas smpi sakit kepala.sgt panas smpi ape pn tak bleh nk buat.lucky aifaa provide every room dgn air-cond.
2) seronok sgt td g tgk sunset kat pantai bayu beach resort dgn kwn2 upsi yg dh nk abes praktikal minggu ni.
3) lesson planning lagi.ade lebih kurg 7 weeks to go.tolak 2 minggu exam, ade 5 minggu lagi nk mengajar. 5 weeks times 5 lesson plans every week, that's 25 more lesson plans to go.bunyi macam skit kan?tp Tuhan je la yg tau betapa pening dn serabutnye kepala ni setiap kali nk buat lesson plan.tu blom slide show lg.evaluation lg.
4) en. Boyfren g tgk wayang dgn geng2 die.cite BOHSIA(cerita apakah itu?tidak pernah pula kudengarinya).uhuhuhuhu.lamenye tak tgk wayang.aci download je dpd tenet.ish.thank God im not a cinema-freak.
ok.sekarang yuhaniz kene start buat keje.oh.pkul 11 baru start.skrg nk g main dgn perut pink Q si kucing bulat.(sungguh tidak sedar diri kerja bertimbun).
salam.
life sungguh hectic ye sejak akhir2 ni.sungguh la.sape kate jd cikgu ni senang?uhuhuhuhu.oh.mungkin jd cikgu memg senang.jd cikgu praktikal yg susah.seriously.tgk kat lesson plan pon dh tau.lesson plan cikgu praktikal smpi berkajang2,tp lesson plan cikgu btol hanya sehelai sehari.SEHELAI SEHARI ok.kalo sehari ada 3 kelas nk kene ajar,can u imagine how short their lesson plan are?sungguh tidak adil.but life is never fair.right?
penat.serious penat.penat fizikal sbb byk sgt jalan,naik tangga.penat mental sbb fikir nk ajar ape,mcm mane nk tackle students yg seriously mcm2 ragam.penat emosi sbb byk sgt bersabar dgn budak2 punye perangai.
but im soo lucky.so lucky to be placed at the same skul with aifaa.at least ade la org yg bleh rase susah mengajar same2.nk kongsi murid sape paling teruk.so lucky to be surrounded by people yg tak putus2 bg emotional support.ma,ayah.kawan2 baik cam faiz,nahar,hilmi,nadlyn,aifaa (ok,knp kwn baik sy lebih ramai lelaki dpd perempuan??).the best cousin on earth,ain.n en. Boyfren,yg always keep up dgn my unstable emotion (bile sy penat,sy suka marah die.n thank God die penyabar,walau sudah byk kali kesabaran die tercabar).uhuhuhuhuhu.
n budak2 sebenarnya takdela teruk sgt.diorg mcm bleh rase ape perception kite pd diorg,dn diorang akan react mengikut ape yg kite rase tu.seriously.ntah lah.there is no black n white, no book to tell u how to react with the students.semuanya bergantung kpd kebolehan kite nk adjust care kite mengajar dgn attitude budak2.contohnye la,takkan la kite nk expect kelas2 last untuk faham ape yg kite ajar dlm sekali kelas je?ade kemungkinan diorg memg langsung takkan faham ape yg kite ajar.so bg la diorg ape yg diorg bleh bwk.untuk kelas2 last ni,for me, kalo diorg bleh dok diam dn salin nota pon adalah satu pencapaian yg sgt membanggakan.tak bleh lokek langsung nk bg appreciation pd diorg.sbb tu yg diorg cari.perhatian.penghargaan.memg la kalo budak2 besar mengada2 mintak nk kate die bagus setiap kali buat kerja haruslah ditampar atau ditumbuk dgn kekuatan maksima,tp untuk this little crowd, the unfortunate students or so we call them,memg tak bleh lokek langsung.diorg akan lg semangat nk buat kerje bile die tau kite tau yg diorg buat kerje.ntah lah.susah nk cerita pon.
tp masih ade lg students yg beria minta diajar.i hv this one student(sebenarnye student aifaa but since he always use my lappy so i consider him as my student too),mintak aifaa ajar mcm mane nk gune komputer,he's form 5,dn kelas bagus sbb die amek science stream.untuk skolah harian,budak2 science stream ni di kire budak pandai la.dn die masih lg menaip dgn menggunakan SATU JARI.ONE FINGER.mungkin langsung takde exposure pd komputer.tp dh tingkatan lima.dn bukan kelemahan die dgn komputer yg sy cuba sampaikan kat sini.tp his respect to us teachers.his appreciation.bcz die ni blaja ngn aifaa secara intensif d luar waktu kelas,so stiap kali die dtg,he keeps apologizing, 'sory teacher ive wasted ur time.','minta maaf cikgu.' dn bila abis je belajar, 'die akan bersungguh2 kate 'thank you teacher', 'terima kasih cikgu' byk2 kali. n he's a singh.not even a muslim.terharu dgn kesungguhan die nk belajar.
i hv this one class.tingkatan 2.sgt teruk.kelas second last.my first impression,besela kelas teruk,so susah nk control.mase first class,i dun know what to do to control the class.tp bile masuk mnggu keempat,kelima,diorg sebenarnye tak susah untuk dikawal.cume kite kene mengajar mengikut phase diorg.tak bleh nk letak objektif tinggi2.mule2 memg sgt susah hati bile dpt kelas ni.tp yg paling buat sy terkejut,setiap kali abes kelas,diorg sume(lelaki dn perempuan) akan salam dn cium tgn sy sebelum keluar dpd lab komputer.see,diorg masih lg ade rase hormat pd cikgu.cume kite kene tau mcm mane nk kekalkan rase tu.
seriously, i love these people.sgt2 syg student2 ni.dpd tingkatan 1 yg memg takut kalo dpt soalan maths,so itulah modal semasa sy kalo nk soh diorg diam, tingkatan 2 yg ingat diorg dh otai sbb dh masuk form 2 dn ade junior,tingkatan 3 yg sgt nakal tp masih lg ingat yg diorg ade pmr,tingkatan 4 yg suke nk manja2 dgn cikgu,dn tingkatan 5 yg asyik mintak no telefon dn ajak kawen,all of these people slalu buat sy tersenyum sendiri..sape kate jd cikgu tak seronok?
that's my fifth week.7 more to go.rase mcm cepat sgt mase dh berlalu.
-nope.i jz dont drink.
What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
-tlg aifaa btolkan alignment printer.yeah we are mcgyvers.
Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
-en. Boyfren.
Last restaurant you went to?-kfc like 3 days ago sbb dpt voucher isi minyak rm30 kat petronas.
- en. Boyfren.
- yes bcz my mom was here n i got one whole day for myself.
-err..why shud i again?
-my car.isi minyak.
What is your current addiction or obsession?
-nescafe,bcz i literally start and end my day with a cup of nescafe.and sleep.lots and lots and lots of undisturbed,sound sleep.
Is there a secret you've never told your parents?
- oh like u would not believe!!
Do you like yourself?-of course i do.what's not to like?
-my mom will kill me if i ever dyed my hair.
-nope.
-sgt byk org.sgt byk org.sgt byk org.
-nope.
-yes.
What's something that can always make you feel better?
-sleep.n an episode of grey's anatomy.ahahahaha.
Did your parents spoil you as a child?-tidak.my parents were kinda strict that time.but now,all my sisters n brother were literally a bunch of spoilt brats.huh.wonder where all the strictness go.
-this is weekend n its good.kinda.
-mom,icah n a'ad,aifaa,along, n en. Boyfren. (nk jwb family frens n boyfren nmpk cliche sgt.ahahaha)
-why shud i?
-like lots of time.im a frequent-thrower.ahahaha. (is there even such thing?)
-gourmet pie @ secret recipe.ade sape2 rase mcm nk blanje?
-mommy.uwuwuwuwuwu.
-oh yes.i hv like 5 of en. Boyfren's tshirt n im actually wearing one right now. (tshirt putih besar gabak yg de tulis adidas new zealand all blacks ni syg,in case u dont remember.u gave me this tshirt n all other tshirts sbb turun kaler n u suruh i bleach kan.n that was like what,3 years ago?hikhik.sori2.nt anis bg ye.weee~)
-like sooo many times.mule2 memg rase sakit hati thp buleh jadi super saiya ke-empatbelas.tp skrg dh mls nk layan.mulut org bkn kite leh tutup.kalo redha je kan dpt pahala.hik.
-i dun think so....did i?ahahahaha.
-dh lame sgt tak balik umah ni...uhuhuhuu~
-slalu je berangan nk keje.tp en. Father kate no way!
-ahahahaha.en. Boyfren,sila jwb soalan ini.
What's going on between you and the person you like?
-definitely something very good.
What was your worst mistake in your life?
-haih will sum up everything.
Would you get back with your last ex if they asked you?
-a big NO.no way.
What's something you really want right now, be honest
-home?like real home,with mom n dad n icah n a'ad?uwuwuwuu.
Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
-those butterflies never actually leave my stomach.they are always there.huuu.but a healthy amount of nervousness is good if u are a teacher u know.it means that u know u are carrying such a huge responsibility.
Does anything on your body hurt right now?
-yeah.
Who was the last person to disappoint you?
-nobody.
Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
-en. Boyfren.
What are you listening to?
-always be my baby, david cook's version.
What's a quote from a song that you are listening to?
-time cant erase the feeling this strong....
Have you ever punched a hole in the wall?
- i dun hv any intention to hurt my hand,at least at the moment.so nope.never.
Do you know someone in jail?
-err...nope.i guess not.
Highlight of today?
-today is jz like any other sunday.ordinary sunday.
Where were you at 2:00 this morning?
-my room.
Who did you copy this from?
-nikie my junior.
How do you know them?
-college.
Do you wear contact lenses?
-yeah.
Anywhere you'd rather be right now?
-home.
Are you going anywhere for the next summer?
-no plans yet.
Do you have plans today?
-yes.
Waiting for someone to call/text?
-en. Boyfren baru je msg kate nk g mkn kfc,so im not expecting him to call or msg me any sooner.huhu.
Will you call them if they don't call/text?
-nope.like i said,im not expecting any call or msges.
What's a fact about the last person had their arms around you?
-she's my mom?
Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
-en. Boyfren's.heee.
Could you go a day without eating?
- i think i can.
Do you know anyone that smokes?
-yes sure.
Do you still talk to the last person you dated?
-yes.
Have you ever kissed a stranger?
-nope.
Do your parents force you to go to church or let you make the decision?
-i was born muslim n am sooo grateful for that.
When it comes to the opposite sex, what is your type?
-brad pitt,jc chasez (nsync),edward cullen,n derek shepherd all rolled into one.hihi. (en. Boyfren, i still love u more.hee.)
How's your day so far?
-jz like any other day.
Ever been in italy?
-nope.
Can you do splits?
-err...define splits?
Hati rase mcm x brape nk best, so nk post bende merapu lah.
1. Last beverage ♥ a can of nescafe.
2. Last phone call ♥ en. Boyfren
3. Last text message ♥ en. Boyfren
4. Last song you listened to ♥ how do i live by trisha yearwood
5. Last time you cried ♥ like this morning? uwuwuwuwu.
HAVE YOU EVER :
6. Dated someone twice ♥ i dated en. Boyfren like a gazillion times already n planning to date again soon.heee.
7. Been cheated on ♥ nope.never.my exes are kinda good that way.never cheated on me.
8. when was your 1st love ♥ years ago.
9. Lost someone special? ♥ yup.
10. Been depressed? ♥ like all the time.
11. Been drunk? ♥not drinking.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. light pink
13. baby blue.
14. black
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU :
15. Made new friends ♥ like a lot.
17. Laughed until you cried ♥ yes.sure.hihi.
18. Met someone who changed you ♥ nope. i first met that someone like 6 years ago,n like sooo in love with him now.
19. Found out who your true friends were ♥ yes.yes.yes.
20. Found out someone was talking about you ♥ like every single second but i dun give a damn~
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list ♥ nope.
23. How many kids do you want to have ♥ i want 3 n he wants 4. after a few quarrels, we decided to leave that to God.ahahaha.
24. Do you have any pets ♥ dkt pet society dkt facebook.name die hemohemo.real pet?nope.not an animal person.
25. Do you want to change your name ♥ i love my name.i think its kinda rare n pretty unique.hihi.
26. What did you do for your last birthday ♥ last year ek?tak ingat la.....exam kot..
27. What time did you wake up today ♥ 6am.like usual.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night ♥ bergayut-ing with en. Boyfren.smpi kol 1.20pg.ahaha.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for ♥ for my latihan mengajar to end.
30. Last time you saw your father ♥ like 2 months ago.uuuuu.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life ♥ nothing i guess.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom ♥ ahahaha.yes. (en. Boyfren,u know its u.hikhik)
34. What's getting on your nerves right now? ♥ huhu.that summarize everything.
36. Whats your real name ♥ yuhaniz.
37. Relationship Status ♥ sooo not single n sooo lovin it.
38. Zodiac sign ♥ taurus.
39. Male or female ♥ female.
40. Elementary ♥ sk bakri batu 2 muar.
41. Middle School ♥ smk sri kukup.
42. High school ♥ sm sains muar.
43. Hair color ♥ blacky black.
44. Long or short ♥ shoulder length.
45. Height ♥ 156cm (en. Boyfren sila jgn gelak ok)
46. Do you have a crush on someone ♥ used to.back in samura. (en. Boyfren jgn sengih lebih2)
47. What do you like about yourself ♥ i like everything about myself.so for those who hated me,sorry.
48. Piercings ♥ a pair.at the right place ok.
49. Tattoos ♥ none.
50. Righty or lefty ♥ righty the mighty.
FIRSTS :
51. First surgery ♥ never.
52. First piercing ♥ when i was like 3 years old,my mom dh pierce my ears. she said its kinda easier that way ,bcz i was so small n my suffer was so genuine n i was not sooo mengada2 yet.ahahaha.
53. First tattoo ♥ never.
54. First best friend ♥ nurilani mohd taha.when i was in standard 6.mase tu baru la tau ape itu besfren.ahahaha.
55. First sport you joined ♥ like nothing?ahahaha.
56. First pet ♥ kitten.tp tak smpt besar die dh arwah.uuu.tamo dh bela pape.
57. First vacation remembered ♥ when i was like 2, 3 years old, my parents used to bring us to PD like every month.the routine continued till i was like 9.pastu dh takde dh.my parents sudah smakin bz.uwuwuwuwu.
59. First crush ♥ not telling.lalalalala~
60. First alcohol drink ♥ not drinking.
RIGHT NOW:
61. Eating ♥ nothing.
62. Drinking ♥ nothing.
63. I'm about to ♥ take a bath.
64. Listening to ♥ when u say nothin at all by ronan keating.
65. Waiting for ♥ this LMPK to end.
66. Want kids ♥ yeah sure.
67. Want to get married ♥ of course.
68. Careers in mind ♥ surirumah sepenuh masa bleh tak?uuuuu.
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
69. Lips or eyes ♥ eyes.i like the color of en. Boyfren's.like soooo cantik.
70. Hugs or kisses ♥ hugs.
71. Shorter or taller ♥ taller.
72. Older or Younger ♥ older.all my exes n en. Boyfren are older than me.
73. Romantic or spontaneous ♥ both.at the right time n place.
74. Nice stomach or nice arms ♥ arms.but not a bloating stomach either.hihi. (membayangkan perut en. Boyfren yg semakin besar dari hari ke hari)
75. Tattoos or piercings ♥ neither.please.
76. Sensitive or loud ♥ emm....loud.sensitive guys are soo leceh.sensitive girls are acceptable.its in our nature.ahahaha.
77. Hook-up or relationship ♥ serious relationship.
78. Trouble maker or hesitant ♥ trouble maker. i love bad boys!ahahaha.
HAVE YOU EVER :
79. Kissed a stranger ♥ nope.
80. Drank hard liquor ♥ not drinking.
82. Sex on first date ♥ nope.
83. Broken someone's heart ♥ yeah...............like sooo many times..
84. Had your own heart broken ♥ yeah like into smaller smaller pieces .
85. Been arrested ♥ nope.
86. Turned someone down ♥ yeah.few times actually.
87. Cried when someone died ♥ yes.
88. Liked a friend that is a girl ♥ i like all my frens.its like a must.ahahaha.
ok.
hari ni ade lotsa things to do.
nk balik upm untuk urusan yg tak pernah selesai.
kemungkinan besar perlu ke upm lg esok sekiranya urusan blom juga nk selesai.
dpt cuti dpd skolah (tp still jugak kene dtg lapor diri hari2).
penat.duit mengalir mcm air.
tp takpelah.
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